Hi. I'm female, my name is Meigui, which is the Chinese name of the "Rosa rugosa", and I'm now telling you how my son Caizi ("Gifted Scholar") met his soulmate.
We're of Chinese ancestry, but we live in Washington DC; I lost my husband Yingyong ("Gallant") to the war in Iraq, and his pension allowed our son to be eventually admitted to the Center for the Study of Gender and Sexuality (CSGC) at New York University.
We have to be somewhat stingy, so I travel by Amtrak when visiting him, and I don't object at taking the subway to his apartment; but once he went to the Penn Station to bring me home, and we had to ride an overcrowded subway coach.
While we were standing up, I felt a male body pressing against my butt β not just a body, but an erect penis. I turned aside to look the molester in the face β it was Caizi!
He said, "Beg your pardon," but I was astonished anyway. He seemed genuinely sorry, but I wondered how could he be erotically interested in me. Worse, the coach was so crowded that he couldn't help rubbing his private part against my body β and I feared that people would think that he was a pervert rapist.
So I took his right hand, and put it on my belly, as if I were his girlfriend, not his mom, and enjoyed the body contact until we got off at Union Station. He put my trolley on his shoulders, then he took my right hand and escorted me to his apartment in E 11th Street, near the CSGS.
When we were in, I confronted him, "How do you dare sexually approach your mother?"
"Mom ... it was an accident."
"But your penis was erect!"
"I can't help that, mom. You're so cute and busty that I can't help feeling aroused whenever you are near me. It's always been like this."
"But you've had some girlfriends."
"I've never been able to come with them. Sorry, mom, at the last moment I realized that they weren't you, and I could not ejaculate, no matter how long and hard I thrust."
"Gosh! That's why you've eventually lost all them."
"Yes, mom."
His apartment had just one room and a king-size bed β I wanted him to buy it, hoping that he would soon fill it with a cute girl β and I had to sleep in it that night. I was afraid for a while, then I realized that he wouldn't rape me, so I could sleep snugly.
I was wrong. He didn't touch me, but he kept going to the john all night β once an hour, I reckoned; at first I thought he had eaten something rotten β but I ate the same food as him, and I felt fine; then I wondered if his diabetes was decompensating, and I realized at last that he was just masturbating, collecting his semen into his prepuce, and then trying to dispose of it in the commode.
Ok, a man is entitled to feel aroused when I'm near him; if he likes, he can jerk off over me β but compulsively masturbating near me, even though trying to be discreet, is beyond my conception of reasonable behavior.
So, when he was going to put his hands on his stiff cock again, I tried to stop him by putting my right hand under his palm in order to put it away β but before he could even notice my intrusion, he slapped my hand on his cock.
I felt so aroused that I couldn't take my hand away, and he construed my gesture as if I wanted to share his pleasure β he was right by now!
When he was going to come, I repeated what he's been doing for the whole evening β I took advantage of his being uncircumcised and folded his prepuce around his glans β so I could collect his semen and swallow it to the last drop.
In for a penny, in for a pound, I told myself. I silenced him as he muttered something about my apparent change of mind, opened my gown, so he could see the tits that arouse him so much, then I removed my panties, and sat on his still flaccid penis, rocking myself in order to have my labia and clit stimulated by his organ, until it became stiff enough to enter me.
While waiting for that, Caizi, my son, remembered that I had nursed him for more that two years, latched to my tits, and as he sucked them, I felt his cock getting stiffer, and my twat getting wetter. He nailed me without removing his mouth from my nipples, and I enjoyed that.
After sex, we hugged and cuddled β I felt refreshed, as I hadn't had intercourse for years, and an orgasm for weeks; I kissed Caizi in the mouth, and then he asked me, "Mom ..."
"My name is Meigui. You can't call me 'mom' anymore, darling."
"Ok, Meigui. Are you into anal sex?"
"Definitely no, Caizi. Forget about it with me. But you can ask it of another girl."
"Does it mean that we won't make love anymore?"
"No, Caizi, you're damn good. I meant that you mustn't be faithful to me. You have to make love with other women too."
"Ok, Meigui β I'll see to it."
"But please, always wear a condom with them!"
"So I can have it in the nude with you, can't I?"
"Yes. Buying them would be suspicious when the only people we're going to meet are either you or me."
He agreed, and we cuddled ourselves to sleep. In the morning I felt aroused, and when I opened my eyes, I saw Caizi sucking my nipples. He stopped for a while, but I told him, "You can have them whenever you like, but, please, awake me before nursing, so I enjoy it more!"
When he was done with my breasts, he moved to my vulva and sucked my clit with equal prowess, and made me come twice before fucking me, and then felching me, as he loved cleaning the mess he had made.
We had a shower and then breakfast; he had to go to class, so he kissed me in the mouth (I enjoyed it!) and walked to University, while I sat on the couch and thought to what we had done.
I couldn't tell anyone, and a few years earlier I sternly condemned a father who had committed incest with his daughter β ok, she was a minor, with neither a job nor a learning, so she couldn't refuse his advances. It wasn't definitely my son's case.
I went shopping in order to distract myself from both guilt and arousal (although I had orgasmed a lot, I was still craving for more sex, and kept thinking to Caizi); I didn't buy a lot of things, but among them there were a set of peek-a-boo bras, panties with a split crotch, and some beautiful stockings.
I still kept the revealing lingerie I wore when making love with my late husband, but it was in our Washington apartment β buying it anew was less expensive than having a round trip to there.
The bras were the thing I pained more over: it was crystal-clear that my son Caizi loved my tits, and I remembered nursing him upon request β and he requested my milk so often that I and my late hubby Yingyong had to find a way to make love while nursing.
Yingyong sat on an armchair, stark naked, but with an erect penis, and while Caizi was unwittingly arousing me while nursing, I slowly lowered my ass so that Yingyong could nail me.
Perhaps this made me associate nursing Caizi with reaching orgasm (Γ la Pavlov) β when I eventually weaned Caizi (at 6!), I had to ask Yingyong to kiss, lick and suck my nipples several times a day in order to arouse me in the evening β and he more often than not led me to orgasm by simply stroking my areolae.
Now Caizi was going to do the same to me β in a few days he could become as good as his father β and I was possessed by an insane fantasy: to be both his wet nurse and his lover.
Caizi once admitted to being aroused by wet nurses β and when my sisters and my sisters-in-law paid visits to our house and nursed their children, we didn't prevent Caizi from watching, and he could often taste a few drops of milk. Other aunts bring sweets to their nephew β they soon learnt that all he wanted was between their arms, and gave it generously.
At the end of their studies, CSGS students have to perform field research, and Caizi proposed "Sardinia" to his tutor; "Why not China, our homeland?" I asked him, and he answered, "An Italian girlfriend told me that Sardinians are somewhat breast-obsessed: they teach modesty so early and effectively that it is nearly impossible to see a female of their own aged more than two in her birthday suit β but if a baby wants nursing, her mother instantly bares her breasts and fulfills its needs, wherever they may be."