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Rose
"Your lips taste of strawberries," Master says, pulling away from the kiss.
I nod, not giving his words a whole lot of attention as I shuffle forward in my chair, desperate to get back to kissing him. The feeling of need welling up in my belly is eerily similar to the first time I discovered I could make myself feel good with my fingers; I longed to do it almost every waking hour. I began begrudging my sisters for the first time in my life, sure that they took so long to fall asleep out of spite. Instinctively I make my face neutral as Master stands up, but if I could let my true feelings show I would be pouting.
"Relax," Master laughs. "Come on, I can think of more comfortable places to make out."
I'm not sure what 'making out' is, but I eagerly take his hand as he leads me down the view screen corridor, today showing a crystal blue sea breaking on a beautiful white beach. Do places like this really exist? Or is it just art like Mistress Abigail's paintings? We encounter several more distractions along the way - a statue I failed to notice the day before and Barnaby, who rubs himself against my bare leg. For some reason, feeling how soft his fur is makes him a lot less scary.
Despite all the interruptions, Master never displays any outward hint that he is displeased, he just watches me with the strangest smile on his face. "I can see how you ended up half throttled when my sister but you on a leash," he comments as I turn away from the latest painting.
"Yes, Master." I pause for a moment before continuing, "I don't like wearing a leash."
I have no idea what possessed me to add that little detail; I would never have told a warden that I didn't like something. A good girl likes what her owner tells her to like, it's as simple as that. Is this willful disobedience a sign that my mind is breaking? Or is it simply that Master isn't like a warden. He's sweet and kind, and, what's more, he's causing me to start acting on impulse rather than training. I don't know if that's a failure or not; perhaps in the hands of another owner it would be.
"No, I can imagine. What kind of things do you enjoy?"
"Cuddling," I answer at once.
"Ha, yeah, I guessed that one. And kissing?" he asks, raising his eyebrows.
I nod, allowing Master to guide me into his room with his hand on the small of my back.
"Anything else?" he prompts, gesturing to the sofa.
"Drawing, Master," I reply, thinking of the dust doodles I loved to make on the floor of our cell with a smile. "And reading," I say, tucking my legs under myself as I sit down.
"Huh. Cool," he says, using the control panel beside the bed to open the windows and skylights.
"I'll have to dig out my sister's old art tablet," he says casually, sitting down beside me.
"Truly Master?" I ask, hardly able to contain my joy. Has there ever been a Lower Vil more fortunate than myself?
He nods, a grin splitting his face. "Can't have you being bored now can I?"
There's not an appropriate answer for that question so I stay silent, shifting over to cuddle against his side. I feel the soft brush of his lips on the top of my head and look up into his deep blue eyes. We pause for the space of a heartbeat before our lips meet once again, sending shivers shooting down my spine to the pit of my stomach.
Our kissing becomes more desperate. Master seems just as addicted to the wonderful sensation as I am. Has he done this with other girls? He must have, because he acts like someone with experience. For some reason, the thought of my owner touching another girl, even a human girl, fills me with the strangest sort of anger. I hold him closer, determined to prove that I above all others am worthy of his affections.
Master responds to the fresh intensity with vigor, placing a hand on my hip and positioning me so I'm straddling his lap. I place my palms on his chest for balance, while his fingers cup my face. I can feel his hardness poking me and an image of this position from one of my pleasure lessons flickers to the front of my mind, causing my cheeks to warm.
Much to my carefully hidden disappointment, Master breaks the kiss, his cheeks flushed as red as mine.
"So what do you want to do?" he asks, kissing my chin.
"May I please you, Master?" I ask nervously.
"You do please me."
I bite my bottom lip, "No Master." I place my hand on the bulge between his legs. "May I
please
you Master? I've been trained."
He looks at me for a long moment; I can almost see the battle in his head reflected in his eyes. Finally, he gives me a stiff nod. With a mixture of excitement and anxiousness akin to my first day in Master's service, I slide down his legs until I am kneeling on the floor. My hands tremble slightly as I fumble with his jeans.
He grabs my hands, stopping me. "Only if you want to. I mean it, Rose."
"I want to Master," I say quickly, "I'm just afraid of disappointing you."
"You could never disappoint me," he says softly, before releasing my hands.
On my second attempt I manage to unbutton and unzip his jeans, pulling them down with his help to reveal his black underwear, which seem barely able to contain his hard manhood. We're taught that men come in all sizes and to feign appreciation, if not eagerness, for those who fall short of a satisfying size. However, I can tell already there will be no need for me to feign anything.
With a new sense of excitement, I help him pull down his boxers, having to fight back a giggle as his cock pops up in front of me. I reach out to touch him, looking into his beautiful eyes for permission before allowing my fingertips to brush his flesh. I've only practiced this on plastic replicas before, so I'm surprised by how hot he is as I caress him with curious fingers.
I stop myself before I can get too lost in the new sensation. Now Is absolutely not the time to get distracted! I focus instead on my training and, making sure to maintain eye contact, I gently lick the underside of his head, causing him to let out a low moan.
Delighting in his reaction, I lean forward and suck his cock between my lips. The taste is odd, but not unpleasant. However, I'm barely halfway down his shaft and my mouth already feels full. Fighting down a wave of panic that I may not, in fact, be able to satisfy him, I begin to bob up and down, focusing with every fiber of my being on not scraping him with my teeth.
"Oh...fuck!" Master hisses, grabbing onto the material of the sofa behind his head in apparent ecstasy.
Spurred on, I take a deep breath and take him as deeply as I can, pausing for a moment before releasing him with a slurp. A string of pre-cum trails from my lip as I catch my breath. I let out a low moan of excitement as Master gently cups the back of my head, guiding me to his glistening member.
I melt into his control and, paradoxically, feel suddenly free. All the stress and worry of the last few days melts away as I become his, totally and completely. I offer no resistance as he guides my mouth to his cock, becoming an extension of his will, of his body. The feeling of completeness pools in the very lowest pit of my stomach to form a molten longing that I don't think my fingers could ever quench.
"I'm going to come soon," Master warns.
Preparing myself for what's to come, I make sure my lips are sealed around his member. I know from my lessons that Master will be very angry if I dribble, sputter, or otherwise disgrace myself, and I refuse to let that happen! My attentions draw a string of expletives from my owner's mouth and he pushes down a little more forcefully on the back of my head before pulling me away at what I'm sure is the last minute.
I stare at him, confused as the euphoric feeling of his control slips through my fingers like fine sand. Dropping my eyes, I fight back the bitter disappointment rising in my chest. I must have done something to displease him.
"M... Master?"
"Your turn," he grins, his cheeks glowing red.
Chuckling at my look of bewilderment he stands, pulling me up with him. Almost at once his lips meet mine. There's a brief moment of hesitation as he remembers where my mouth has been, but it passes quickly and soon he is pushing me in the direction of his bed while unbuttoning his shirt, his hungry mouth never leaving my lips.
Soon, the back of my legs are pressed against the edge of the bed and I have to throw my arms around him to stop myself from toppling over. He stops kissing me just long enough to pull off his shirt, letting it flutter to the floor behind him before he attacks the hem of my vest with the same enthusiasm and I'm quickly striped of the garment.
To my delight, the sight of my lacy bra renders him temporarily mesmerized, and I bounce on the balls of my feet to add to his enjoyment. I was worried, as I have been since I hit puberty, that my breasts are too small to satisfy my owner. But seeing the look on his face fills me with a newfound confidence. Master is kind even when he doesn't intend to be!
I gasp as Master gently runs a finger across the hard nub of my nipple; even through the fabric I'm incredibly sensitive there. A grin splits his face, and he rushes to unhook my bra. I barely manage to hide my giggle at his awkward attempts to undo the catch, leaning into and kissing his firm chest while he struggles.