Reena was still staring fiercely at the band of Warriors that had swarmed into the Tavern. Why the hell had they picked Marcus' tavern to descend upon? His was one of the meanest. The whores were few, and old and tired, a year or two at the most from being tossed out on the streets. The dancers were awkward and unlovely. Ciara was the single exception. The only reason she danced there was because Markus did not demand that she sell her body as well as dance. He was an idiot, but he understood that the young flame haired beauty drew customers. He'd have liked her to whore as well. Reena was the only reason he didn't whine longer and harder.
And because he was a coward who loved his pathetic life, his tavern was basically the single one that actually kept brawls and brutality against the dancers and the whores down to almost non existent.
But his ale was pure swill, and he couldn't even get the pigs he owned to eat the remains of the food he served the unknowing.
His tavern was a dark, smoky, stinking shit hole. So why the hell had this band of Warriors chosen to stop here? It was obvious they had been off warmongering for which ever little lord they'd sworn casual fealty to. She could smell the blood and the stink of old adrenaline, long since discharged with sword and arrow and simple brute force. She knew this group of some dozen had been long away from any town, how ever small and rude. She could smell it and see it and sense it. It coated her body with thrumming, nervous energy. It tried to choke her, sliding insidious and deadly into her nose and down her throat.
All she could think was, maybe it's just that this is the first tavern they crossed. If they had come from the north, Markus' tavern WAS the first. Perhaps all they wanted was to gulp down a few tankards of strong ale, regain a little humanity, before they moved on to a better place.
If that was the case, then she and Ciara simply needed to sit quiet. And if Markus called for Ciara dance, he would be the very first one that Reena would give to her darkness! If he called attention to Ciara!
"We have to get out of here!" Reena hissed softly to her trembling friend. "Before Markus regains consciousness! He'll call for you to dance! You know he will."
"Reena I can't leave!" Ciara whimpered softly. "He'll put me out on the streets if I do, especially tonight, with this band of Warriors leaving him pissing terrified. Any other tavern...I won't whore Reena. I won't! I can't leave!"
Reena wanted to scream. She wanted to let the darkness take her; give her the strength to fling the heavy oak table they sat at whirling and flipping, a diversion to distract while she darted and dashed and ripped and rent, dancing her body between and around the bodies that would bleed and tear and fall dead. She didn't need her knife. When the darkness came together they melded into a weapon that could not be stopped. Kill them! Kill them all. Every one, any one. Take them all! Then grab Ciara, and run away...
Run away? To what? Run away where? If she did this thing, even if she killed every living creature, the town would know. They would know she had done it. And then where would they go?
Suddenly she wanted to cry. But she hadn't cried since the day she'd found her mother's brutalized, dead body smoldering in cinders.
"Ciara..."
"Maybe he'll stay fainted. I'm off in two hours, maybe..."
"Ciara!"
It was Markus, conscious again.
Innocent wide blue eyes met wildly glittering green-gold feral eyes, and Ciara voiced what Geneve had never dared. "Don't kill them. It will be all right. Just sit here and be quiet. It will be ok. Markus won't let..."
Reena snarled, deep and savage, her throat hurting with the unaccustomed sound.
"Markus will do NOTHING but hide behind his bar and watch you die!"
And suddenly, for all that she was so afraid that she expected to feel at any moment the hot nastiness of piss running down her legs, Ciara smiled. She had felt that "other" slither dance through her mind. It wasn't speaking so gently this time, but it didn't feel Berserker either. It was awake and it was avidly, savagely aware. But it wasn't in a rage. It was just there; waiting, and so, so hungry and needing, that Ciara almost felt pity.
"We're gonna be just fine, Reena." She promised, and stroked her friend's face. "I know Markus is a coward. I know he'd stand by and let me die. But you won't. And your darkness won't either. Because it told me. I belong to you. And you belong to the darkness." She grinned, cock sure and strangely exuberant, a look that Reena had never seen on her shy friend's face before, and then Ciara swung a leg over the bench in answer to Markus' second bellow. "He's here to. The one your darkness has been waiting for. It's gonna be amazing Reena, so very wonderfully amazing!"
Reena tried to lunge to her feet and grab Ciara, but the long cloak she wore, and the damned bench itself, that refused to push back, even though her earlier bellow had emptied it, defeated her. She stood for a second, arms windmilling, then her ass crashed back down onto the hard bench and she ended up smacking her face on the table as well.
Not good, not good! This is NOT good. What the hell is going on here?
Almost always, her darkness, when it came, it exploded into life. It blew into her and took over everything; her mind, her body. It simply filled her until she was nothing BUT her darkness. She wasn't Reena any more, not one tiny lick or shred. She was just killing, Berserker, wildlands filled darkness. She was judge, jury, executioner-just a vassal used to kill the Monsters.
The day she had stood in the rude shelter that housed her few animals, and watched that all important tool split gently in two, the darkness had been there. But just barely, way in the back of her mind. She tried not to think about that day, because it scared and confused her. But that magic, that power, that something that had filled her that horrible night in the wildlands-it had been there, and for one second, before she slammed down her mind gates, she'd known, it was giggling with all the joy of a carefree child!
And how was she to take that? What was she supposed to think about that? The darkness that caused her to explode and kill, to murder evil, that was burden enough. To think that the "essence" that took her over and controlled and directed her, was childlike enough to giggle? She'd have lost her mind if she hadn't locked that knowledge far and away.
"Who is this he?" She whispered softly to herself. "My darkness is speaking to Ciara?" Reena shuddered, terrified and sickened.