Isaura hadn't looked quite as excited as she'd tried to be. Cora made her way back to her hotel room, crossing the street from the offices.
I wonder if she wants to come with us. I wonder if she even can.
They hadn't given her a time estimate, just that the ship would be arriving... soon.
Cora looked down at her clothes as she searched for the room key. She'd gotten sick of everyone sticking her in Dollar General sweatsuits every time they got the chance.
Kneeling in front of her bag, Cora pulled out several folded outfits.
She'd felt weird wearing these on Earth. Tor and Mar had been excessively secretive about where they'd come from, or how much they'd cost. Fit wasn't a problem, Roshak clothes had to work with a wide variety of body shapes and configurations. Loose pair of pants, undershirt, and her favorite part, the vest. It was made with crisscrossing pleats, tacked down with tiny, neat stitches.
One set was a deep brown, one a neutral sage green, and one a lighter brown, the fabric interwoven with shimmering copper threads.
That one was too fancy. Wrapping it back up and tucking it away, Cora settled on the green pair.
Her hair was gathered together in a stiff lump at the nape of her neck. Poking at it, she sighed. She'd have to shower first.
In the shower, Cora kept feeling something unsettling come over her.
I know I'm excited. Why do I feel like this? I want to leave. I want to.
She sat down under the water, poking at a particularly mildewy patch near her.
I feel like shit.
She turned the water colder.
Maybe it was the coffee. Maybe it was the-
Her stomach turned, suddenly and violently.
"Don't think about the bugs, Cora," she told herself, taking a shaky breath.
I need a peppermint or something.
She turned the water colder still.
Her hands shook as she uncapped the tiny sample-size shampoo and started to work it into her hair.
Unfortunately, the Refreshing Lemongrass Ginger ChampΓΊ, completely tolerable a week ago, was now reminiscent of rotting cabbage. She gagged, chucking the bottle away and tried in vain to rinse it out of her hair before she got sick.
The cold water didn't help at all.
It was definitely the coffee. Cora groaned as she gingerly brushed her teeth.
I'm okay. It was just the coffee.
It had taken her an entire half-hour to get dressed, bouts of dizziness prompting her to kneel on the laminate floor, pressing her forehead into the cool tiles.
She left the vest just loosely tied, unwilling to anger her stomach any more.
Now, Cora sat in the shade on the edge of the negotiated landing zone, nibbling at apple slices given to her by a concerned Isaura.
"You don't look okay at all."
Cora had shrugged. "I haven't had coffee in years. I don't think I can have it anymore."
The apples were crisp and sour, to her immense relief. The thought of sugary styrofoam apples set her stomach burning again.
Fuck.
She'd fallen asleep at some point, waking up to Isaura trying and failing to pick her up. "Are they here?"
"No, not yet."
"Darn." Barely awake, Cora was already tearing up. The sun had gone down completely, the field lit poorly by a pair of halogen lamps on either end.
She groaned. "Okay, I can go back to my room. I didn't mean to fall asleep out here."
The once-scratchy canvas of her clothes had softened after a few months of aggressive wear and even more aggressive cleaning. Cora buried her face in the crook of her arm. Her long-sleeved undershirt still held a faint, metallic pine scent.
I hope they come soon.
Cora woke up to her room's phone ringing. It was Isaura again. "They tell me your friends are entering orbit now, you have maybe an hour."
Still tired, she slung her bag over her shoulder, brushing haphazardly at her clothes.
As she stepped out into the sun, her heart rate started to quicken. Something was glinting in the mid-day sky.
Cora's excitement fizzled out as she stepped onto the descent ship. Something was off. A pair of Sheevae officers waited inside, eyeing her. Their mannerisms were much closer to humans than the Foshar's, and Cora could tell they were
not
happy.
She sat in an open seat. "Thank you for coming to get us."
"It wasn't our choice," replied one of them. Cora watched, confused, as the other elbowed the one who'd spoke.
Memories of the discussion she'd had with Tarina flooded back.
Ooh. Oh, shit.
"I'm sorry."
"For what?"
Cora relaxed in her seat, signing an
it's fine
gesture for Mital. "You... both seem pretty angry about having to pick us up."
They eyed each other, turning back to her slowly. "Koramin liked you. She trusted you."
Cora nodded, choosing her words carefully. "I like her. She showed me a lot of kindness."
The two were the same color, but one had much longer fins. This one leaned forward, regarding her cruelly. "You realize she's dead now, right?"
What the fuck is going on?
Cora tilted her head. "Were you there when the Grand Mother came to get me?"
They squinted at her, not responding.
Shit.
"I knew something happened, but I was sent back to Earth before I found out exactly what."
Why would Tarina send anyone not from her inner circle? Knowing about the unrest?
Cora hadn't had a lot of time to get to know the new Sheevae ruler, but she knew she wasn't an idiot.
Please let them be up there.
"Hm." They turned, ignoring her.
Mital leaned in, but Cora clasped her hands, hushing him.
Not right now.
Before Cora's eyes could adjust to the ship's lights, she was in Mar's arms. Tai and Della stood behind him, waiting patiently. Pressing her cheek to Mar's, she smiled. "I missed you all so much."
Pushing away, Cora jumped back to the ground. "Are the kids here?"
Tai shook his head. "They're back on the queen's ship.
All
of them."
"All?
All
?" Cora whirled back to face Mar. He nodded, but his smile was forced.
He'd noticed whatever Cora had noticed, too.
Frustration welled up in her chest. They should have been allowed to enjoy this, but the too-blank faces of the Sheevae surrounding them made it difficult.
We can relax once we're back on Tarina's ship.
"I'm- I'm sorry, I'm really tired. Can we...?" Cora made a vague gesture, hoping they'd understand. Mital stood behind her uncertainly. "I know he needs rest, too." Really, she just wanted privacy.
They flanked her, Mar walking behind her. None of the Sheevae followed.
"Did something happen?" Cora gestured at Mital, trying to get him to walk closer.
Mar shook his head. "We don't know. It's been like this since we left. There was a lot of rioting. Tarina decided to announce her mother's death, but nothing else."
Why wait for me?
Della paused at a door. "This one's empty if you want it." He looked to Mital.