I woke up the next day, unworried and unbothered.
Many people insisted that procrastination was a solely negative trait. Personally, I had come to the conclusion that it had its upsides. If the ability to not worry about something until it absolutely needed doing was not evolutionarily advantageous, why had it survived for so long? That was how I thought about it, whenever someone wondered how I could be so unbothered by being unbothered. Stress was bad for the soul.
As far as I was concerned, this was a typical Monday. Sure, I had something new to worry about, but I also had six weeks to resolve an issue of twenty-five seconds. That I started more than halfway there made the matter manageable to me. I would let worry grow as I approached the due date. That was much better than burning myself out on the way there.
Which was not the same as ignoring the problem in its entirety.
I was choiceless in that regard anyway.
Esther slammed a piece of paper down in front of me. A pen immediately followed delicately, to not break the utensil. "We are compiling a list."
"Milady, if I may be so clear, I have already sorted through my immediate priorities. Ivy does not require human help to climb when there are trees nearby and neither does my mind require the structured... I can just stop with this, can't I?" I sighed, Esther's unwavering gaze backed up by the maidly woman standing behind her. "Okay, but I want it understood that I'm doing this for you," I said and pointed at both of them in turn.
"You shouldn't do it for us," Esther reprimanded. "It is your duty. Approach it with the proper earnesty."
"I am, because I'm certain we'll be fine whether I write a list or not. I do not function like you two. I want that to be crystal clear," I pushed back, twirling the pen between my fingers. I kept a friendly face, Esther kept staring, Aclysia kept standing in the background. Finally, the lady of my love groaned and sat down next to me.
"For me and Aclysia, then," she surrendered.
I gave her a quick hug and a kiss. Standing my ground was important, but only because it was part of having a harmonious relationship. Victory in arguments itself was of little value. I did not want a defeated partner. I wanted partners who understood me and who loved me as I loved them. "For you two," I whispered into her ear and beckoned Aclysia closer.
The maid, rather than sit down on my other side, stopped behind my Queen and me. Gently, she took hold of my neck and gave me a soft massage. "I apologize for the trouble my father is causing you."
"I would probably do something similar in his stead," I said, as I had many times since I had returned yesterday. Aclysia did not stop being apologetic and I did not stop being understanding. This situation was entirely acceptable to me, as natural as a papa hawk heading out to feed his chicks. "Alright, so, there's a very easy two-side separation here..."
I drew a line down the middle of the paper, scribbling 'Astrality' on one side and 'Willpower' on the other. I proceeded to write 'Cultivation' and 'Exposure' under each of the categories. Those were the most obvious ways to increase the amount of time I could withstand the trial.
"Aclysia, can you organize additional Astral Cultivation lectures that Karitas could attend?" Esther asked.
"I may be able to find out which meditation chambers are unoccupied during which hours," the white-haired half-elf responded. "Supervision and advice will be difficult to obtain."
"It must suffice," Esther stated and I added 'additional meditations' to the Astrality side of the list. "Would training your magic channels be of use?"
"It would let me put up more counter pressure," I responded and put down 'magic training' on the Astrality side.
"I may be able to request aid for additional exposure," Aclysia suggested.
It was getting a bit ridiculous. "I don't want you to bother every single teacher you know over this."
"Our future is at stake," Aclysia responded.
"No, that's the point - your father's respect is at stake," I reminded her. "I don't have to get this done in six weeks, because he is not unreasonable. I want to pass this test because I want you." I turned halfway in my chair to take her hand. Swiftly, I pressed my lips on the back. "I will pass this mustering, no time, trials or tribulations may stop my will to be with you, second of my Anomalia, maid of my dreams. Convenience is all that is at stake."
"I do not want to wait any longer than is required, Karitas," she responded quietly.
"My Karitas would never disappoint," Esther stated proudly, in a tone only a partner with trust in their significant other could use. It made my stomach flutter and my heart skip a beat. "Maximize your chances. Ask not for help, ask for lessons."
"You know how to play me," I complimented her. "Still, I want to do this without bothering anyone too much. Let's keep the requests for direct help to a minimum."
"As you wish," Aclysia responded, before Esther could. My Queen's eyes took on a yellow note. The sign of her displeasure disappeared swiftly. This happened sometimes when Aclysia took my side. The two got along splendidly, so any difference in 'loyalty' rubbed the lady of my love the wrong way. I was completely informed about this because Esther had told me about it.
To get upset when a close friend and fellow haremette had a difference of opinion was understandable. As long as Esther reined in any excess rage on this, I did not mind. "I must insist that you consider your options," she stated, as calmly as she could.
"I will." The little promise appeased the raven-haired woman and we returned to the list. "Anything else that comes to mind?" So far, everything that had been talked about had been what I had already considered anyway. Since there was no other immediate suggestion, I only grew more certain that this entire list-making thing had been a waste of time and brain cells. 'I guess it's good to have Aclysia prepared already,' I played the advocate for my own devil. "Let's get to class then. No need to have the future hinder the present."
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"Follow me, class," mister Smithson, my gravity magic teacher, said to all three of us students. We had been waiting for his arrival at the usual chamber, prepared to do the same exercise we had been doing for the past few weeks.
I continued to loathe the torment of doing any kind of work this late on a Monday. Today, specifically, and for the next six weeks, most likely, I would at least have a powerful motivator to do my utmost to train, despite the ungodly hour. When we were led to a tiny classroom, I repressed my urge to sigh. With our attendance numbers, every little thing I did would be noticed.
Including not sighing, apparently.