Foreword
Two months of flirting, four dates, three dinners, one movie, two glasses of wine and finally the man and woman were where they wanted to be from the moment they met -- in her darkened bedroom, furtively kissing. The light from the hallway gave just enough illumination to see each other's outlines. Their mouths connected in a deep kiss as his hand slid down, caressing her body. Her arms snaked around his neck, pulling him closer. He cupped her breast and she moaned as she felt the heat of his palm through her clothing. She playfully bit on his lower lip then moved her mouth down to pepper kisses along his rugged jawline. He guided her to the bed and started slowly removing her clothing, continuing to enjoy the taste of her mouth. She reciprocated, unbuttoning his shirt and pulling it off, then reached for his zipper. He broke the kiss to remove the rest of his clothes and quickly slip on a condom. Meanwhile she positioned herself in the center of the bed for him. He crawled between her spread legs, and resumed kissing her.
He entered her gently and their bodies began to rock in sync. Driven by lust and desire they stayed connected: kissing, touching, stroking, caressing. He could feel himself getting closer and started ramming himself deeper into her. She screamed out in pleasure and soon they reached their peaks. Spent and satisfied, he slid off her and placed a wet, sensuous kiss on her lips. He gingerly rolled off her and started removing the condom. Horrified, he realized it had broken. His mind went into a frenzy, thinking of the consequences from just a little tear in the thin latex. Shocked, disappointed, and ashamed, all he could mutter was "Oh, God."
Chapter 1: It Begins
Neil sat in the smoky bar waiting on his friend. He was late, as usual. Neil staved off boredom by twirling his beer cap on the table.
"Sorry I'm late," Drew apologized, sitting down at the table and waving over the waitress to order a drink.
Neil shrugged off the apology. He watched as the waitress skittered over and did everything but offer Drew a lap dance while taking his order. As usual, Drew remained oblivious to the flirting. Although both men were handsome, only Neil knew his effect on women (and some men). Drew never seemed to notice all the hungry looks he received. Drew was the tall, brooding guy who could melt women with his penetrating gaze and the rich, dark velvet sound of his voice. Neil was smaller (some might say too thin). He had a rocker/ bad boy aura about him which, combined with his killer smile, meant he never had to spend a night alone if he didn't want to.
"How's life?" Neil asked casually.
"Never ending," Drew sighed.
Neil chuckled. "How's it going with the hot librarian? Allie? Andrea?"
"Alex," Drew clarified. "It
was
going well. I really started to like her. She's beautiful and could actually form a coherent sentence."
"You want too much from the women you date. I'm happy with just 'hot'," Neil responded. "So what happened?"
Drew leaned forward and uttered softly "Condom broke."
Neil's eyes grew wide and he sucked in his breath. "Damn."
Drew nodded and leaned back in his chair. "Yep. The first time we hooked up too. Needless to say I can't risk it and see her again."
The waitress had returned and flashed a bright smile at Drew while leaning forward to give him a generous view of her cleavage. He barely glanced at her and dug out his wallet to pay for his drink. Neil stopped him. "It's on me," he declared and gave her a couple of twenties along with a seductive smile. She returned the grin and, with a wink, told him to let her know if he needed anything else. Neil watched her ass as she shimmied away from the table.
Drew watched his friend's reaction and drily said "Lemme guess. Another woman who passed your long list of requirements?"
Neil gave him a big grin and said sarcastically "Maybe I'll date her for a while and really get to know her before having sex. I hear that ends well."
"Screw you." Drew drained his beer in frustration.
****
Alex Daniels glanced at the clock and groaned. There were two more hours until closing and she was convinced those hours would feel more like two weeks. Being a librarian was nothing like she had imagined. Instead of chatting with fellow book lovers, she had to listen to whiners trying to talk their way out of overdue fines. Less getting lost in the stacks than making sure there weren't creeps in them doing God knows what. Still, it did have its perks. She loved seeing all the new books as they came in and she had gotten to know some regulars, including Drew. She smiled to herself thinking about him. They hadn't spoken since they had sex the other night. That was only a few days ago so she was telling herself not to panic. He didn't seem like the type of guy to dump a girl once he'd finally gotten into her pants. Yes, he was upset about the condom breaking but hey, accidents happen. She was on the pill so he didn't have to worry about any unwanted pregnancies. She surreptitiously pulled out her phone and frowned when she saw she had no new messages.
"That's like a watched pot that never boils. You won't get a text if you keep staring at it," she heard a man's voice suddenly say.
Alex looked up quickly and was surprised to see a guy standing in front of her waiting to check out. There wasn't anyone near when she glanced down at her phone. He just seemed to appear. "Oh. I... Uh... I was just checking the time. I'm not waiting for a text or anything," she said lamely, trying to recover her composure.
The stranger looked at her knowingly and just smiled at her. Alex took his library card and scanned it.
Peterson, Neil. No outstanding books. No late fees.
She scanned each book and turned slightly to run the books over the desensitizer machine so they wouldn't set off the alarm. Out of the corner of her eye she thought she saw the guy lean forward and inhale, like he was sniffing her perfume. She turned quickly but he was still rooted to the same spot, giving her the same knowing smile. She pushed his books toward him and told him they were due by the 18th.
"You'll be seeing me again before that," he declared. She looked at him in surprise. "I read fast. I'll be back soon to check out more items," he clarified.
She relaxed and smiled politely at him. "Enjoy your books, Mr. Peterson."
"I'm looking forward to seeing you again--" he looked down at her name tag -- "Alex," he smiled back.
****
"You're more potent than you think you are," announced Neil as he strode into Drew's living room.
"What have I told you about letting yourself into my house?" Drew asked, not bothering to get up from the sofa.
"Don't remember. Probably not to. You're always telling me things that I don't feel like following so I stopped listening to them," Neil cheerful admitted. He settled himself into a chair and repeated "You're more potent than you think you are."
"What does that mean? Don't tell me you're starting to fall for me," Drew asked, aghast.
"No. As many rules as you have about your house, I'd hate to hear how many you have for sex. I meant that I saw your new friend today, April."
"Alex," Drew corrected.
"Yeah, that's her."
"Why'd you go to see her?"
"You said she's hot so I had to verify that. You often value personality as high as looks so your assessments can't always to be trusted."
"And?" Drew smirked.