Villains and Damsels
By Garnett Gibson
Part 5: The Morning
Our story so far: After investigating his ex-girlfriend Natalie's nightmare, dream consultant Sam discovers that her imaginary tormentor, the Master, is not a nightmare at all, but her subconscious's darker, fantasy version of Sam himself. Sam and the Master conclude that the best way to help Natalie come to terms with her nightmare is for Sam's personality to merge with the Master, extracting the latter from Natalie's mind.
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Hands twitching. Fingers wiggling. Eyes blinking.
He had a headache, which seemed like a foreign concept. Had he ever had one before?
He laughed. It was a different laugh. Yes, he'd had a headache. He'd had headaches before. Part of him had.
He took off the goggles. Goggles. The machine used goggles.
Everything was fuzzy. Everything felt like a dream. But not like it actually was to be in a dream. How one might think it was, if the technology to go inside a dream didn't exist.
Like an ancient computer slowly loading an image, starting out pixelated, but getting clearer and clearer.
Until he remembered what he was now, and he smiled.
Mirror. He needed a mirror. He stood. His legs wobbled like he'd never used them before, but a few steps brought the movements quickly back to him, and he no longer needed to touch the walls for support. The walls too, felt odd, until they didn't.
He went to the bathroom and switched the light on. It was harsh, and he squinted at first, but then he saw himself.
Just as Sam had predicted, there were no actual physical changes to be seen. But he wasn't the same. His eyes seemed more sunken. His lips moved in a different way than before. Smiling was easier. Even just looking at himself was easier. He tugged at the waistband of his shorts and looked down, relieved that the girth below was of a good size.
He wasn't the Master. But he also wasn't Sam anymore, either.
He laughed, deep and dark. But he didn't want to speak. Not yet. He was reserving his first words for something specific.
It was time to leave.
He took a cursory glance through his wardrobe. This would have to be redone. That was non-negotiable. And his hair would need addressing. Sam had never given it much attention, and in the dream world, the Master's hair had been effortlessly polished. But now he supposed regular visits to a barber would be a worthwhile investment, along with some professional products.
He'd be able to afford it all soon enough.
He selected a tailored dress shirt shoved into the back of the closet and a pair of black slacks. Decided against ironing; it would take too much time. Combed his hair, grabbed his car keys, and went to Natalie's place.
He couldn't explain how he knew she'd be there. He just did. Sam would have called her first, or would have assumed she'd come to him when she was ready.
But
he
, whoever he was now, he knew better.
She was waiting.
Sam hadn't even known where Natalie lived now. Be he did.
Her apartment was in a nicer part of town than Sam's apartment. Of course it was. She'd done well for herself after she left Sam.
Of course she had.
His fingers curled around the doorknob to her apartment and he twisted it slowly. Not because he was unsure if it would be locked. He knew it wouldn't be. No, he did it because he wanted her to hear it turning. He wanted her to know he was coming. He imagined her sitting, her chest rising and falling, her breath hitching when she realized he was close, so close.
He pressed the door open. The lights were off, but morning sunlight streamed through the windows. A beam illuminated Natalie sitting on an ottoman. She was wearing a nightgown, which looked remarkably similar to the dress she'd worn in her dream. It covered more of her, but it would be easy enough to get off.
She faced the wall, in profile to him. Hands in her lap.
Her face, her expression, was so familiar.
Ah, yes. He smiled.
"You," he said, feeling a surge in his chest at finally hearing his own voice. It was not the kind of voice that could be ignored or disobeyed. Sam had always wanted a voice like that. Who wouldn't?
She turned to him, eyes wide.
But her expression was placid. No fear. No anger.
He crooked a finger, beckoning her to him as he shut the door behind him. "Come here, Natalie," he said.
She rose. Walked to him. She stood before him while he examined her, his eyes roaming across her body. Aside from her hair, which was slightly shorter and had gray hairs that could easily be taken care of, her dream self was identical to her real self. Natalie didn't have the kind of body that she felt the need to exaggerate in her own fantasies, but the part of him that was the Master hadn't known that for sure, until now.
"Are you still afraid?" he asked.
She shook her head. No, he knew. She wasn't afraid. But she hadn't been cured the way she or Sam had hoped at the beginning. They hadn't just wanted her to be free of fear. They wanted her to be happy, laughing, carefree. They wanted her to be back to her normal self. But her "normal self," it turned out, had included the Master. And so now there was no normal self to go back to.
She was something new, just like him. But she wasn't afraid anymore, and that was the important part.