Although I would never will or trick Drasco into my bed, I would not lie by saying I did not want him there.
It was a test of my strength to not have him that night in the cold. But he wasn't ready. The princess was in his head and heart too deeply. It would have been unfair to us both. I felt the air was different between us. It was not uncommon for travelers to share a room and I felt that something was happening in the air. The civet oil and jasmine were to enhance my power not trick anyone.
The evening of readings was not nearly as taxing as watching the village girls fawning over Drasco. He was handsome with his dark hair and eyes and broad shoulders. He was easily the tallest man in the room. Every girl near him stared up at him as if he were a god come to grace them with his mere presence. And that man, damn him, preened like a peacock and made the most of it.
I drank a lot of ale. Not enough to diminish my power or even to make me lightheaded. I did want it to try to dull my feelings toward Drasco. As I watched him I thought of the ways that I could make his body and his spirit soar. I did not want to appear over anxious.
I knew he would follow after I got rid of the prostitute by tossing the boy in her path. I knew he didn't have any money but the charm I gave him would be easily exchanged for a few hours of company.
I took longer than necessary to remove my boots. I wanted him to undress me and I knew it had to happen on his terms. He made me very angry by calling those women good looking. He had never even called me a woman. I have always hated that my anger and jealousy from my Human side always surged forth before I could control it. I wanted him to think that I was as good and as lovely as any of the women he had seen. Or even the princess.
Before I could stop myself, I had adjusted my clothing to tease him with glimpses of my breasts and waist. I'm not sure why I thought this would help my case, I'm shorter than most full blood elves and a little stockier, but my breasts were just as full as any other woman's there that evening.
I caught him looking at me with mild amusement, then felt his mood shift as he stared at my collar. I felt the twinge that always appeared when my pendant disappeared and I knew my eyes were flashing their gold sparks. I lowered my belt and my tunic opened completely. He stood and gave me a look that was like a caress. I had to hold myself back; all I could think was of what I wanted to do to him. But I also wanted him to feel that he could take from me what he needed.
I knew that he was mine for a few hours, and that none of him belonged to the princess tonight. I reached for his hand to prompt him. He looked at me with slight surprise.
I heard him think, "what should I do?" I kissed the palm of his hand to encourage him. He lowered his hand and pushed my tunic from my shoulders. It puddled on the floor and he began stroking my shoulders. His hands felt rough, but I welcomed it. I wanted to feel his roughness all over me. I had to remind myself to stop and to let him do as he would. He saw my scars and instead of being horrified he seemed fascinated.