Chapter 19
House of Cards
The blare of my alarm the next morning caught me entirely off guard. It wasn't that I hadn't expected to wake up; rather, the circumstances of my awakening were wholly unexpected. There I was, sandwiched in our bed with a wife snuggled up on each side--an undeniably cozy, albeit sweltering, arrangement! To my surprise, the sheets were clean, and Charlotte hadn't whisked me away into her mental realm, allowing me a rare night of undisturbed sleep.
"Are you mad at me?" I silently inquired of the succubus as I fumbled to silence my alarm, careful not to disturb the slumbering women beside me. It was uncharacteristic of the sensual demon to miss an opportunity for nocturnal escapades.
In lieu of a direct response, I sensed her presence--a tired but satisfied aura. Perhaps the previous night's events had taken a heavier toll on her than I'd realized. After all, with unexpected guests, including the Pillars of Light and Dark, and an unforeseen quest landing squarely on my shoulders, the evening was anything but restful. The wild passion that ensued in my bedroom and the eventual descent into oblivion were small mercies.
However, my stealthy attempt to deactivate the alarm without rousing Shayna or Elly proved futile. Stealth was clearly not among my talents.
"Ugh, I don't think I can handle class today," Shayna groaned, her voice thick with drowsiness. "In fact, I doubt I'll be sitting down comfortably for a while."
"Sorry; not sorry," I chuckled, extricating myself from the embrace of my two human furnaces.
"That's easy for you to say. You didn't take a pole up your ass last night," Shayna retorted, her tone a mix of grumpiness and jest.
"Keep talking like that, and you'll find yourself on a pole hiatus," I teased back, playfully smacking her tight brown posterior.
"I'd welcome it right now if you're offering," Elly chimed in, her brown eyes twinkling with mischief as she gazed up at me for the first time that morning.
I leaned in, pressing a tender kiss to Elly's lips before pulling back, a wistful expression in my eyes. "Tempting, but I'm past due for a solid workout. Now, while I'm well aware you both can get me sweating and elevate my heart rate, I need to focus on building strength over endurance."
"Yeah, my asshole's telling me your endurance is more than good enough!" Shayna's tone was teasing, a playful glint in her eye belying her words as she mock-glared at me. "I think you've got plenty, already."
"Play nice, and I might just kiss it better later," I retorted, giving her a quick peck. "Fancy joining me in the gym?"
Shayna pondered momentarily before shaking her head. "Today's leg day for me, and I doubt I can muster the necessary effort. But give us a heads-up before you shower, alright?"
"Will do," I affirmed with a nod, grabbing a pair of shorts on my way out. Pausing, I added, "Oh, and Elly? Thanks for tidying up last night. I owe you a special treat."
"I didn't--" Elly began, but I was already through the door, making my way to our gym room. If I pushed the pace, I could squeeze in a solid workout before my classes.
Midway through my routine, Charlotte's voice echoed in my mind.
You know, you don't actually have to do this, right? Our body can morph into any form we desire. You could be the spitting image of Adonis with a mere thought. Just don't emulate the real Adonis; that guy was a total jerk.
Her words caught me off guard, and I burst out laughing, losing count of my reps. Charlotte, with her perfect memory, promptly reminded me.
"Appreciate it," I voiced aloud in the empty room. "But there's something about the endorphin rush and knowing I've earned this physique."
I could simulate that rush for you, but I get the whole 'earning it' thing
, she mused, her thoughts tinged with a playful note.
"It holds more value when it's earned, not given," I concurred. "Take this house, for instance. It's grander than anything I've ever known, and sure, I enjoy it. But if it all disappeared tomorrow, I wouldn't be crushed. It was handed to me, not earned."
And your wives?
Was that an accusation in her tone? A surge of anger rippled through me, but I quelled it, realizing there was no malice behind her words. I took a moment to gather my thoughts before responding.
"The day after First Knight, I might have agreed with you. But they're individuals, not possessions. Since then, I've poured myself into earning their trust and love. They're carrying my children, for God's sake. Losing any one of them would shatter me. Our relationships are far from flawless, but they're absolutely worth every bit of effort."
So are you, just so you know
. Charlotte's affirmation filled me with a disconcerting warmth. Sure, we've reached a sort of understanding now, despite a rocky start. Yes, she's a sex-crazed demon, and that irks me, but I can't really claim she's led me astray, barring one incident with the shower post-resurrection and that incedent in Utah with the oni. And I've come to believe that wasn't entirely her fault.
Ah, you really do love me!
"I didn't say that!" I snapped, frustrated by her knack for reading my thoughts. "You're just not as malevolent as I initially believed."
And coming from you, that's practically a love declaration!
Her laughter echoed in my mind.
And for the record, the effort I've invested in us is absolutely worth it.
Knock it off!
I retorted mentally, channeling my agitation into the bench press.
Next, you'll be declaring your love and upsetting the delicate balance we've maintained.
The abrupt silence that followed her aborted laughter was almost tangible. As I realized the implications, my grip faltered, and the bar nearly crashed onto my chest. I narrowly shifted it away, still wincing at the pain.
"For fuck's sake," I grunted, letting the bar thud onto the padded floor. "Seriously? I'm practically an infant compared to you. Plus, didn't you have a thing for my dad? That's just--"
So what?
Her defensive tone sliced through my thoughts.
There aren't many beings my age who are free, especially in our unique situation. And yes, I held affection and respect for your father, but nothing romantic ever materialized from him. He understood my feelings; perhaps that's why he entrusted me to watch over you since childhood.
See!
I lashed out as I massaged my aching chest, already feeling the bruise forming.
That's exactly my point. How can you profess love for me when you've watched over me since I was an infant? That's unsettling, no matter how you frame it.
I sensed her marshaling her thoughts, bracing for her attempt at justification. Meeting at that Western-themed tavern, if that would have been our first ever meeting, would have been one thing, but she'd been entwined with my family even before I was born. It reeked of predatory behavior, regardless of my current adulthood.
When she finally responded, it wasn't in any way that I expected.
The world around me vanished, only to be replaced by scene after scene from my past. Against my will, I witnessed from her perspective events that I'd mostly forgotten--or wished to forget--but apparently meant something to her. Including one of my worst memories.
We were at an elementary school, and an older kid walked up to one of my friends with an ugly expression on his face.
"No..." I moaned, shaking my head and trying to turn off the vision. However, even after closing my eyes, the scene still played out.
"Hey, don't be like that!" the older boy called out. "I thought we were having fun!"
"I don't want to see this again!" I shouted, but nothing changed. It wasn't exactly as I remembered it, but from an outsider's perspective. I started to hum in an attempt to block out what was being said, but Charlotte somehow managed to stop me from making any noise.
"Leave me alone, Randall," said the young girl. She was a year older than me at the time, though she never treated me like a child. Even in the fourth grade, she carried herself with dignity and aplomb as she tossed her red hair back over her shoulder. "I already told you I don't want to be your girlfriend. I'm not interested in boys. Everyone knows they have cooties."
Randall was a fifth-grader, though he looked like he should have been in late middle school. "Oh, come on," Randall complained, chasing after the girl. I couldn't even remember her name. "It was just a little kiss. I'm sure you'd enjoy it if we kept doing it. My bother says it's lots of fun when he does it."