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Tsr Bk 2 Ch 40 42

Tsr Bk 2 Ch 40 42

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Chapter 40

Sati stared into her friend's eyes, tears pricking at the corners of her own. Behind her, still seated in a seemingly relaxed pose, her father looked on with a small smile. It wasn't a cruel or sadistic smirk, that she could have handled more easily. Instead her father looked bemused, even kind, as though he sympathized with her fear and pain, even as he failed to understand it.

"Please, father." She pleaded, no begged, for for Rina's life. "There must be some other way. The fault is mine, my lack of understanding. I'm sorry daddy, please just let me make it up to you."

She didn't dare look into Ramana's eyes, scared of what she might find there. Instead, she met her handmaiden's gaze as awareness slowly returned to it. The god-king's sorcery had robbed her of reason, but not memory, and Rina paled in fear of her imminent death. Sati could smell the scent of the other woman's hair, and it brought back the memory. Of the taste of her lips, the feel of her encircling arms.

The two of them had grown up together. Rina was indentured as a palace servant from a young age, given as a gift in a bid for Ramana's favor, specifically to be the newborn Sati's handmaiden. The princess had never known life without her, and in a place where any act of uncalculated kindness was viewed as weakness, the other woman was her only source of unfettered affection.

They'd explored the palace corridors and gardens together, imagining what sights they might one day witness as the gazed over the walls that bounded their whole world. When Sati had received her lessons on courting and lovemaking, Rina had pleaded with her to share every detail. Their first kiss, only a month ago, had felt perfect, inevitable.

"Perhaps she might yet live," Ramana's reluctant words brought a sob to Sati's throat, and she forced herself to ignore the rising fear in Rina's eyes. "There is a lesson here that you might yet learn, if you are not too stubborn. And it would spare your servant's life."

"Of course father, thank you. What must I do?" Sati didn't, couldn't hesitate.

"You didn't finish your assignation, I spared you from the consequences. Use your mana on her, just as you would have, had I not interrupted. You will see how her mind fares in the face of your power."

Sati drew a slow, shuddering breath, not having thought about the potential consequences of their liason. But Rina relaxed, the fear fading from her eyes.

"It's alright," the handmaiden's voice was soft and affectionate as she whispered. "I already want to be with you, princess. We're meant to be together."

"Of course, daddy. I'll just take her back to my room and..."

"Here, Satiramana." The king's voice held a cold, hard edge. "You will use your mana on her here, and now, or she dies for her trespass."

Sati's head jerked in a nod, and her hands shook as she cupped her handmaiden's face.

"It will be fine. Trust in us." Rina continued to smile at her with warm eyes, and she whispered the encouraging words just before their lips met. The princess was lost for a moment, her friend's sweet scent and soft lips driving back to worry for a moment, driving away the entire world. Sati whimpered softly, momentarily forgetting her fear.

But then Ramana cleared his throat, bringing a wave of self-conscious anxiety to her. This wasn't a tender moment with her would-be lover, it was a punishment, and a spectacle. She let her presence out, let it curl like mist around Rina. Ramana had told her only to use her mana on her handmaiden, not how to use it, so she imbued it with her affection, with her love. She loved the other woman, as a friend and companion, even before they began exploring their potential as lovers. She loved Rina, just as she was, so surely her sorcery could help preserve what they already had.

For a moment Sati's spirit touched Rina's, and their souls were linked. Their hearts both skipped a beat, pausing long enough that their next contraction was in unison, beating as one. Their love surged together, on a foundation of shared history and understanding, a deep empathy for one another that their shared youth had built.

When Sati had cried at the isolation and loneliness of her absent mother and distant father, Rina had been there to chase away the shadows. When Rina had shaken in terror, threatened by some courtier with more power than sense, Sati had held her and vowed with a child's earnestness to protect her from any danger. They'd seen each other's pains and weaknesses, offered both criticisms and support. They weren't alike, but they were inseparable.

Before Sati's spiritual gaze, Rina's spirit drank up her presence. The other woman's anima shimmered with a wave of rainbow colors, and the two of them pulled back from their kiss to share an ecstatic smile. But then the world seemed to slip just a little to the left, and a cloud passed over the handmaiden's eyes.

"Rina?" Sati felt her voice quaver, but then her breath was stolen by her friend's lips. The momentary bond between them was masked, hazed over by a surge of mindless lust. Rina squealed in desperate, painful desire as she pressed her slender body against Sati's soft curves. Though her body was no match for that of a sorcerer, desperation lent the handmaid strength, and she bore Sati to the ground.

"Please!" The desperate whine was like a knife to Sati's heart, so unlike Rina's normal, confident but mellow tone. "I need you, my princess. I've loved you for so long and it's too much! You're too much!"

The apsara was momentarily stunned and unresponsive as her friend's eager hands pulled open her robe and squeezed her large breasts. Sati had always been sensitive, all over, and their weeks of mutual exploration meant that Rina knew exactly how to draw her response. Unsure, and feeling sick, the princess nevertheless couldn't suppress a gasp of pleasure, followed by a whimper as the handmaiden's eager tongue found her teat.

Curling her fingers, Sati scraped at the floor, feeling the rough texture of the dark stone scrape her fingertips bloody. Ramana had the nearly impervious rock quarried and shipped from the Black Waste, at enormous expense, and the princess tried to imagine what had possessed him to do so. She tried to distract herself from the pleasure assaulting her by tallying what the floor beneath her might have cost, in gold or in blood, even as soft lips trailed kisses down her belly. Her concentration was shattered when Rina's tongue probed her navel, the sudden rush of ticklish pleasure driving the thought away entirely.

"You know, little flower, that her bringing you pleasure will not settle her mind." Ramana sounded amused now, and still so horribly sympathetic. "If you wish for her to make it through this experience with her mind intact, you need to take a more proactive role."

Sati shuddered as her friend's moist lips grazed her mound, tickling the short, downy hairs there. But she had just enough presence of mind to heed her father's words. With her greater strength, she pushed Rina's head away, to the other woman's needy objection, an objection that was silenced by her own lips.

Groaning softly, the apsara was torn between distress for her friend, and the rise of her own urgent desires. Her divine heritage resonated with Rina's extreme lust, and their passions fed into one another. She mimicked her friend's earlier actions, parting her robes, trailing kisses down her front. The handmaiden's pleasured moans filling her with an intense, but guilty pleasure.

After teasing out her lover's desires to an even more torturous high, Sati dove between her thighs with a hungry mouth and questing fingers. Though light on practical experience, she had been trained by the most skilled courtesans Ramana could hire to teach her the skills of sexual bliss. Not that she needed those skills, as Rina reached immediate climax at her first real touch.

Swirling her tongue around Rina's pearl, and rubbing her sweet spot within with two crooked fingers, the princess drew out her handmaiden's climax for long seconds, which stretched out endlessly. Screaming in bliss, the willowy woman arched her back and thrashed on the floor so violently that Sati feared she would sustain a head injury. Still, she did not relent, knowing that she needed to exhaust the otherworldly lust that Rina had been subjected to.

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For long minutes Sati subjected her friend to wave after wave of bliss, delivered by hand and mouth alike. When she paused to lay Rina's head on a hastily assembled pillow of bundled clothing, she could still see the overwhelming lust in her gaze, and in her flushed and panting state of unrelenting arousal. It took more than an hour to exhaust that unnatural desire, and by the end of it, Rina was nothing but an exhausted puddle of languid flesh, soaked in sweat and other fluids, used up and utterly spent.

Sati had long since left her own arousal behind, despite her own lack of release. Exertion and worry had removed her desire, though the unfulfilled tension lingered.

"You see, my flower?" Ramana had not moved for the past hour, watching his daughter and her lover with a clinical eye. "She was too weak to resist your influence, even as you tried to support her. I think you broke her, in fact, she's too fragile for you."

Rina let out a high pitched whimper from where she lay on the ground, her eyelids fluttering as she struggled to focus, to lift her head. Her face took on a strange expression, that Sati finally recognized as fear.

"I understand, father." Tears slipped down the apsara's face, as she looked at the mess she had made of her only friend who was twitching in an uncoordinated fashion, eyes glazed and desperate

***

"And that, is how I learned the true weakness of my heart." Sati pulled herself from the grip of her memory and looked over at me. The tears were gone from her cheeks as though they had never been, and her expression was stony. "I learned my father's lesson well, that affection for those weaker that yourself only bringspain to you both."

"A lesson that might be more believable, if he didn't have to cheat to teach it." I noted dryly.

"What nonsense is that?" She snapped the question at me like a whip, but I admitted to myself that I deserved the anger, for being so flippant when her emotions were so very raw.

"Your father, he clearly influenced Rina. When your own sorcery failed to drive her mad with lust, as he wanted and expected, Ramana intervened."

"I would have felt it," she denied. "I didn't feel him use his mana at all!"

"I once saw him drive an entire army to madness." My voice was soft, and the shadows of my own memories crawled in the corners of my eyes. "We turned on one another in blind rage, and bathed in the blood of our siblings, all unknowing. And I felt not a hint of his power, beyond one moment of shock. I felt it in your memory, as though the floor beneath your feet had shifted."

"But why? Why would he do that?" She sounded desolate, and I could sympathize. For Sati, her father had been the only constant in her life, at least once Rina was gone.

"To help you, I imagine." I tried, so hard, not to let out the laugh that clogged my throat like broken glass. "He thought you needed to be taught an important lesson, and he couldn't let a little thing like reality get in the way.

"You're old enough to have seen it, if you think about it. People, especially powerful people, begin to see their opinions as objective fact. They think that their own choices are the only correct ones. They have too much inertia to allow any room for doubt. If they ever decided that they were wrong, that's a lot of history to question, a lot of consequences to answer for."

"So he destroyed her mind? For no reason?" Sati let out a laugh as jagged as the one I'd swallowed.

"Maybe, maybe not," I sighed. "He was right, in part at least. The unawakened will most likely live shorter lives than us. You need to decide if the heartache is worth passing them by. I think it is. I've watched children whose lives I saved raise children of their own, and it brought me plenty of joy, to leaven the sorrow of their passing. But I saw no real sign that you caused Rina any permanent harm, and before Ramana intervened it looked as though you were causing her to awaken."

Chapter 41

"No," Sati scoffed in disbelief. "You can't just awaken someone's spirit that way."

"You can," I gave her an odd look. "Did Myta not tell you? Did you think we just stumbled on an entire company of the newly awakened?"

I hadn't meant the questions to be adversarial, I was genuinely confused, but Sati clearly felt that I was insulting her. Her brow furrowed in anger, and I could feel her spirit stirring against me. Her wrath pressed down on me, and I crumpled in immediate agony. My spirit shivered, and I could feel the cracks spreading from around my heart node, from where we were bonded.

"Peace," I gasped from where I had fallen to my knees. We were still on the stage of the apsara's memory, a throne room of Ramana's palace, and the rough stone floor scraped at my knees as I held up a placating hand. "I didn't mean to taunt you, I thought you surely knew by now. We found a way, working together, to awaken almost anyone."

Sati's mind turned inward, and I felt her teetering between wrath, guilt, and grief. I watched the cracks in my anima slowly spread moment by moment as she struggled with herself, felt the ache of it screaming in my soul, but I didn't try to push her. I knew that if I tried to force her hand, her rage would focus on me. That would destroy me right now, and I suspected it would ruin her chance to heal and grow. Not that it would matter anyway, I reminded myself ruefully, she and Myta would die with me.

Finally Sati reached a breaking point, her emotions rose and swirled to such an extent that she just... stopped, and entered a state of desolate calm. Tears dripped from her eyes, but she seemed unaware of them as she stared at me blankly.

"I'm sorry, I just... My father must know this."

"I can't imagine that he doesn't." I nodded. "Would you like a hug?" I wasn't sure what to do for her right now, what I could do, but she nodded at my offer.

I stood slowly, my damaged spirit translating into 'physical' pain in this vision, and wrapped her in my arms. I understood her grief, and hated that it was a good thing. Sati had buried her loss under a veneer of arrogance, embracing Ramana's ideal that the unawakened were lesser, unworthy of care or respect. To find out that he might have effectively killed the woman she loved, just to prove a point, and that she had forced herself to accept it? It would shake anyone's foundations.

"What happened to her?" I asked the question softly, wary of the answer, but knowing that it needed to be asked. Sati pressed her face into my shoulder, her oen shoulders hitching with emotion.

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"Her spirit couldn't handle the strain, she never recovered from her fugue. Or, that's what father told me, and I believed him." She was wracked with sobs, her shoulders shaking again, but I could feel her emotions slowly stirring and rising again, grief and rage forged together in a sharp blade. "I believed him!"

She leaned back in my embrace, turning her face towards me. Not pulling away, just standing on her own. Her eyes met mine, and for the first time I saw real steel in her gaze.

"What do you want?" I asked her. "What will you do?"

Her eyes clouded, not in doubt, but in furious thought.

"I want to hurt him," she stated flatly. "I want to find out what really happened to her, but that was thirty years ago. What do you think I should do?"

"My advice? You need to find your own path, follow your own dream, and I can't tell you what that should be. Still, our circumstances haven't changed. We need to deal with the bond before you can be truly free. Then you can look for her safely. If she awakened back then it is possible that she's alive, and in good health.

"But before anything else, I suggest you talk to Myta, tell her about this. I know the two of you are growing closer, so lean on her."

"And us," she gave me a considering look. "Aren't we growing closer as well?"

"I will support you, however I can. I don't think I care for you as much as Myta does, nor do I care for you as much as I do her. But yes, my affection for you is growing. I won't compromise my own goals for you though."

I thought she might be angry or hurt by my words, but she smiled instead, hugging me tighter, and resting her head back on my shoulder.

"The sign of a poor conniver is that they always agree with you," she murmured. "They always tell you what they think you want to hear."

"No worry of that with me," I snorted. "Few people have ever wanted to hear what I have to say."

She nodded against my shoulder. "I enjoy that about you. You could be an extremely proficient liar, I suppose, but I doubt it."

"How did the Pure fool you?" I growled at myself, annoyed at my own lack of tact. "I meant that as a genuine question, not an insult. I just originally thought you were more naive, and in some ways you still seem to be. But then you make an observation like that and I remember that you grew up in a snake pit. I just can't imagine you failing to spot their duplicity."

"It's not as though I didn't know they would betray me," she sounded surly, but not angry at me specifically, just generally annoyed. "I just, thought I understood what they wanted. I thought when they turned on me I would see it coming. I considered looking into their plans more deeply but it never seemed worth the effort. I was certain I'd just handle any issues with them when the time came."

"So, you were blinded by your arrogance?" Sati heard something in my tone that made her look

up and meet my gaze. "Were you often prone to underestimating your rivals? In Ramana's court, I mean."

"No, I don't think so anyway." Her eyes narrowed at me. "Are you implying that the Pure clouded my mind, from the very beginning?"

"They have been fostering and manipulating soul sickness for years," I nodded. "If they found a way to subvert your spirit, it could explain your disregard. They formed that seal in you spirit somehow, so it's evident that they had some method of affecting you. Your father left you damaged, wounded, and I'd wager that the took advantage of that."

"My father, and the Pure." Sati curled her hands into fists, her long nails scoring my skin. "Both of them weakened and betrayed me. You hate them, don't you? They are your enemies?"

"I try not to." I chuckled without mirth. "Hate is a poison too, but yes the Pure are my enemy and Ramana... he destroyed my home. Or helped to destroy it, at least. I still don't know why, and I don't have the power to consider myself his enemy, but he's certainly no friend."

"Close enough." Sati stared into my eyes for a moment, and then laid her head on my shoulder again. I almost asked what it was close enough for, but then I thought better of it. I'd pushed her enough for now.

"Is there any way to tell what the pure did to me? Will I ever know?" She mumbled the words, while idly tracing a pattern on my chest with her fingertips, and I could tell that she didn't expect an answer, but I had one for her.

"We could try tracing the vines. They could lead us to a clue."

"Vines?" She arched a brow at me.

"Can you not see them?" The flowering vines in your sanctum clearly represent your sickness, they're how I bypassed your defenses the first time I visited you here."

"No. I have no idea what you're talking about, which should be impossible, of course."

I nodded, nothing could be in her sanctum that she herself had not created, or at least that was what I had thought. The more I learned about the Radiant Sea however, the less certain I was of my knowledge.

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