This is my entry for the Winter Holidays contest.
For those who are bothered by such, it contains a high element of voyeurism and some mild BDSM. If that's a problem for you, please go to one of the many other excellent stories here.
Enjoy!
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Truman sat glumly in front of his apartment window. There was, he thought, something he was meaning to do. It was mildly annoying that he couldn't remember.
He closed his eyes briefly, reopened them, shrugged. No matter. It would come to him. The ol' subconscious mind would work on it in the meantime.
It was clear outside. It was always clear outside, he thought. Such fine weather these days - warm and perfectly clear, with perfect visibility.
And there was no annoying noise to bother him through the open windows, no horns or screeching cars, no intrusive music, no sirens. All the children must've gone to bed, for the apartment complex playground 12 stories below was empty and silent.
Truman had left his watch somewhere, but it felt like it was 11 PM or so.
He took a pull at his long-necked Sam Adams, felt the cool liquid run down his throat. It was at times like this that he really wanted a cigarette, but it had been almost three weeks since he had resolved to quit.
19 days since the last one,
he thought.
Not too shabby.
He put the bottle down on the floor, caught it as it began to wobble.
Truman's eyes jumped as the lights came on in an apartment in the building opposite his, a floor down and just off to the right.
A slender figure within approached the sliding door to the balcony. The girl -- and girl it was, Truman could see now -- shrugged out of her long coat, tossed it dejectedly onto a nearby chair.
The light in the apartment left her face in shadow, but he could clearly see that she was dressed up, as if for a party or a date. Yet, as she turned away from the window, the expression on her face was anything but happy. Indeed, Truman now saw that she had been crying; her makeup running in tracks down her cheeks from her eyes.
The boy Truman vaguely remembered belonging with her in the apartment was conspicuous by his absence. A framed photograph of him stood on a side table by the bed, a broad smile on his face.
The girl turned, picked up the coat and hung it in a closet before going into her bathroom. She emerged a moment later, tissue in her hand as she blew her nose. Here head swept around the room, settled on the photograph. She picked it up, made as if to throw it across the room. Truman could clearly see the tears on her face. Instead of throwing it however, the girl dropped the photo, frame and all, into a garbage pail.
Ah!
he thought to himself.
A break-up. That's too bad.
Truman watched as she made her way to the kitchen, took out a cooler from the refrigerator. She looked at for a moment before apparently changing her mind and putting it back. Instead, she poured a small amount of red wine into a large wine glass, hesitated a moment, examined the glass and continued pouring until it was half-full.
She returned to the bedroom, glass in hand, sagged into an armchair. A small sip of wine turned into a large gulp, then several gulps before the girl stood up and went over to a second chair in which was resting a very large teddy bear. Even sitting on the chair, the stuffed toy was almost as tall as the girl. The brown-furred bear was wearing a red Santa hat and had a large, giftwrapped present in its stubby arms.
From where he sat, Truman could see the broad, stylized smile stitched onto the bear's face.
As she picked the bear up, the package slipped, fell to the floor. She looked at it for a moment before kicking it savagely. The present skidded across the floor, coming to rest near the door. Ignoring it, the young woman dragged the bear onto her bed, turned its head towards her shoulder and pulled it in for a strong hug.
Truman took another pull on his lager, watched the girl's figure shake as she began sobbing in earnest.
Oh, girl,
he thought to himself.
I wish I could give you a hug, tell you that it will get better.
The girl's sobs slowly died down. Suddenly she sat upright on the bed, arranged the bear so that it was sitting up, its head turned towards her as if watching. She moved around the room, lighting an array of candles already resting on every horizontal surface in the room.
The woman left the flickering bedroom, killing the overhead light as she stepped through the door. Once in her living room, Truman could see her squat down and turn on her stereo. Flipping her black hair off her face, she fiddled with it a bit, stood up and started dancing, slowly.
Truman watched as, maintaining a slow beat, she drifted back into the bedroom, turning and swirling gracefully, pausing briefly in front of the bear.
The girl danced, her arms sliding over her body, swirling in the air. Her hand slid to her blouse, undid a button, then another. Her blouse slid off her body as she turned and spun, drifting to the floor by her feet. Kicking it aside, the girl continued to dance.
Her hand came to her waist, searched for just a second before finding the zipper tab, then slowly slid it down over her swaying hip. Her skirt fell in fits and starts with her movements before collapsing completely around her ankles. It too was kicked to one side as the girl continued her dance, now clad only in a matched set of bra, G-string and a garter belt holding up thigh-high stockings.
A classy outfit,
Truman thought.
A classy girl, too.
Truman leaned forward, fascinated. No more than 50 yards away from the other building, his view was almost perfect. The woman was slender, lacking large hips or breasts, yet Truman saw her as totally feminine, very pretty. Her body moved sinuously, seemingly without the hindrance of bones or joints. Her legs were long, her buttocks firm and flawless in the candlelight. Graceful, lithe, her movements seemed effortless.
As the girl continued to dance for the motionless bear, her hands began to stretch out, caress the animal as it sat in front of her.
Suddenly, she paused, moved to the garbage pail. Retrieving the photograph, she stood the frame by the bed, as if daring her lover -- her ex-lover -- to witness as she begifted the bear with her love and erotic presence.
Truman wished he could hear the music the figure before him was dancing to.
The girl returned to her dance, stroking and caressing the stolid stuffed bear with what, Truman was realizing, would have been a pretty good lap-dance if she'd had a human partner.
Pity the bear couldn't support her weight,
he thought.
A hand slid behind her back as she spun and her bra fell to one hand, exposing small but very shapely breasts with what, to Truman's way of thinking, were absolutely
perfect
soft-brown nipples and aureolae.
Her steps led the topless dancer over to the framed photo. Without pausing, she draped her brassiere over it as if to emphasize what the boy had lost.
Her hands alternated between stroking her own body and that of the bear.
I wish it was me,
Truman thought to himself.
Me instead of the bear. I'd show her how lovely she is, how much she could be loved.
The girl's body was starting to show a sheen of perspiration as she moved for her ursine paramour, turning, swaying, swirling in a seductive ballet.
Truman found his erection growing uncomfortably under his clothing. Without taking his eyes off the spectacle in front of him, his hand rearranged his length under his sweatpants, slowly began to stroke it through the cloth with one fingertip.
Somehow, the dancing figure had shed her G-string without Truman noticing. It too was looped over the boy's photograph, leaving but one of his eyes still able to watch what he was now missing in his life.
Truman could see a carefully-trimmed patch of darkness at her groin as she pirouetted in front of the bear, her fingertips languidly stroking its cheek as she passed by.
Truman, his mouth suddenly very dry, took another long pull at his Sam Adams, emptying it.
The girl, now clad only in pale hose and garter belt, suddenly stopped dancing, bent the bear's legs out straight and pushed it into the middle of the bed. Lying down beside it, she put her lips to the sewn smile and ran her hands up and down its furry form.
Truman stared, amazed at the eroticism wasted on a toy, longing to be the one she was with, knowing it would not happen. Not tonight.
As he watched, she pulled the bear up into a sitting position, straddling its legs. The bear's muzzle came up to just about even with her breasts; the girl began to gently rub her nipples against the animal's soft fur.
In a moment, her other hand slid between her legs.
Truman watched transfixed as the woman rocked back and forth on the animal. Her eyes were closed, her head back.
He pulled down his sweatpants, releasing his rigid manhood and began to stroke it in time with the girl's movements.
Slowly, slowly,
he thought to himself.
We've got all night.
As he watched, the young woman pushed the bear down flat on the bed and shifted her stance so as to straddle one of its tubby legs. Truman watched as she began to rub her sex up and down the stuffed animal's leg while at the same time rubbing her swollen nipples through the soft fur on its chest.
Faster now, Truman stroked his cock to the spectacle. He was tempted -- very tempted -- to cum with the girl, something he could see from her expression and evermore-frantic motions was imminent. Something made him slow down, wait.
The evening was young.