Journal entry: Trask Allhew March 13 2216 10:02 AM
I carried her to the bathroom and undressed her fully. We were both naked and it felt like the most natural thing in the world to me. From the waist up, she was covered in my cum, but she seemed to be enjoying it.
I lifted her onto the bench in the middle of the huge shower room and shook my head, "You really are a freak Starway; we need to clean you up."
She blushed, "it's good for my skin, rich boy. You didn't seem to mind at the time."
I laughed, "You're blushing after all that? Computer, heat water to 103 degrees Fahrenheit and turn the shower on.
Yes Mr. Alhhew
I waited for a few seconds before the water kicked on then got some soap from the center console. Starway cringed when the water hit her and I just laughed. I instructed her to lie down on the bench and began soaping her down.
"You really are a beautiful woman Star, inside and out."
She smiled as she enjoyed the feeling of my hands over her body, "You're so sweet to me. I know I'm pretty but I don't feel beautiful. You're the first person in my life that's under the age of 50 that's even made an effort to get to know me. It was always wham, bam, thank you ma'm with all the others guys your age. Not that I blame them, I am just a hooker after all, who would want to be in a real relationship with me?"
I kissed her face and continued to soap her down, "Me. You said it yourself, what you had to do to survive shouldn't define you. It's over now and I'm here; we'll find a way together."
She snorted, "Doesn't my past bother you at all? How can you be so nonchalant about it? A high class genetically perfect aristocrat that has a life of comfort in front of him wants to be with a no class prostitute? Where's the punch line?"
I stopped and looked at her seriously, "Whatever I have to do to prove to you that I want you, that I'm serious, I'll do it. A life of pure comfort is a life of boring anti-productivity. If all of High Fare burns, I won't have any regrets. I want to build things, write music... you've woken me up from a long, dark sleep, Starway. I want you in my future, in fact, I can't imagine my future without you."
I saw a few tears come to her eyes and she sighed, "Fine, I believe you."
I nodded and finished soaping her, then laid down next to her. I held her for a long time as the water fell on us in a torrent, and it didn't take long before we were kissing again. I felt so safe with her, and I completely forgot about where we were or where we were going.
She climbed on top of me and kissed me all over my chest, "I want to feel you inside of me, rich boy. I'm starting to burn again. I... I love you. I feel safe with you, I feel like you can keep me from losing control of myself."
I pulled her down to me and kissed her fiercely, "And I love you. There is no question in my mind. I feel safe with you too, but don't forget, that I can make you lose control just as easily as I can make you regain it," I said as I ran my nails down her back.
She shuddered, "Oh..."
I grabbed her hair and pressed her lips down harder into mine. I pushed my tongue into her mouth and moved my hips against her. I let her go finally, and she sat up on top of me and rocked her hips over me.
"Star, I want you," I mouthed to her over the sound of the falling water. She nodded, and positioned herself over me.
She took hold of my hard cock and lowered herself down onto me. I gasped as I felt how tight she was, then looked up at her in concern as I saw her face twist in pain and pleasure. She went slowly, until I was completely inside of her, then she began rocking her hips gently. I groaned and put my hands around her waist. I felt like I was melting inside of her, it was the most ultimate pleasure I had ever experienced. I couldn't hold in my groaning as she began to move her hips up and down in a swaying motion. I lost myself in her as she lowered her body back onto me and kissed me over and over again. She sped up her thrusting and I languished in her soft whimpering moans. It didn't take long for her to bring me back to my breaking point again (It was my first time, give me a break) and I tried to hold it back as much as I could.
She noticed my impending orgasm and sped up her hips even more, "Is that good, baby? You like my tight pussy don't you? God, you're stretching me out, your cock is so big. Its okay to cum inside of me, fill me up."
I shook my head and grunted, "No, not yet. I have to make you cum again!"
I sat up forcefully and grabbed her hips to make her stop, then pushed her onto her back with my cock still inside of her.
She looked a little scared but was obviously excited to see how much control I had over myself, "What's wrong? Is it..."
I raised her legs into the air till they were straight and held them together by her ankles, then started to pound in to her.
I knew I had taken her completely by surprise and she shouted in protest, "What the hell! How can you... Fuck!"
She couldn't finish her sentence because I shoved myself deeper into her, as far as I could go.
She screamed as I continued to ram into her tight pussy and I knew I wasn't going to be able to hold on anymore, "I'm gonna fill you up Star, just like you want, but you're coming with me!"
I rammed into her as fast as I could and hugged her legs tightly against my body.
She thrashed and screamed, "Shit, yes! Oh my... I'm cumming again, I'm... Fuuuuuck!"
I felt her pussy squeeze hard around me as she came and I lost it. I screamed too while I grasped her legs tightly and delivered on my promise to fill her up. I shot into her several times before it finally subsided. I pulled out of her gently, and she trembled with aftershocks.
I lowered myself down next to her while trying to catch my breath, exhausted but satisfied.
When she recovered she turned to me and glared, "You are some kind of monster, Mr. Allhew. Are you trying to kill me?"
I smiled, trying not to be smug, "It seemed like you needed to be put in your place. The universe is a big, big place, you're not the only sex freak out there."
She looked at me again incredulously, "You have beginner's luck, that's all. Beginner's stamina I should say."
I brought my face close to hers and narrowed my eyes, "You know what I think? I think you're a little scared of me, and you should be. I'm totally hard again and I'm going to fuck you till you pass out."
She drew back a little with a nervous giggle and looked down at my crotch, "Holy crap! I thought you were kidding. I don't think I can do it again just yet."
I sat up and hopped off the table, then turned to her, "I will take you by force if I have to."
I walked around to the other side of the table and tried to pick her up. She laughed and threw her arms in my face. I laughed too and tried to grab her. We fought for a few minutes before she finally let me pick her up. I carried her over to one of the low benches and set her on down on it.
She looked up at me expectantly, "What do you want me to do?"
I pulled her up to me and hugged her tightly, "I want you to let me do the work and stop trying to take control. I've already assessed that you can't, no matter how hard you try."
She frowned, "How the hell would you know that? I didn't peg you as the dominatrix type."
I span her around so she faced away from me and wrapped my arms around her, "No, that's not it. Its just that you've always been in control of all your sex partners, you called the shots. It was the only thing you could really control. I want you to trust me Star, I know it will take time, but I need you to know that I can handle you."
She sighed, "I... yeah, you're right. I don't really know how to deal with this. You make me feel helpless. In a good way I mean, and that scares me. I don't know how to let go."
I nuzzled her neck started playing with her breasts, "You feel helpless because you are: that's the point. You found someone who can handle you, someone who can tell you what to do. If you tried to run right now, I would tie you up and suck, tease, and rub you until you gave in to me."
She sighed softly, "You're a bastard."
I nodded against her and pinched her nipples, "Did it ever occur to you that the reason you could never be satisfied was because you were always the one in charge? I can feel your body heating up again and I know you need more, but how often did you ever get the more you needed?"
She tensed as I pinched her harder still, "Ungh, I didn't... I had to wait till I was alone and do it myself, and even then it was never enough."
I slid my right hand down her back and squeezed her ass hard, then grabbed her pussy with my palm, "That's because it never felt this good, did it?"