RED
I opened my eyes with a huge goofy smile. My head was throbbing with happy drugs, and I felt the tingling, buzzing feeling at the stump of my left arm had moved, maybe, three inches further down than it had been. I turned my head to the side and saw that yeah. Yeah. The stump was a bit longer. Bones and muscles, growing out from the severed nothingness. A haze of nanites, buzzing in the air, making it fuzzy and shimmery. I swore I could see the skin growing, the bone growing, the veins growing, the...uh...mmm...
Happy drugs. Nice.
"Soooo," Techne said, cutting into my buzzing vagueness. "What. Was. That?"
She was playful. Like a feline. And suddenly all my happy feelings vanished and my entire face went red β which did the exact opposite of hiding the real reason why I was so happy. I looked back and saw that Techne was seated on the small, curved chair that was set in the medical bay of the Tiamat, her arms wrapped around the back of the chair. Her silvery lips had skinned back and her camera lens eyes whirred as they zoomed in on me.
"Nutthin," I muttered, mumbled into my collar as I ducked my head forward, feeling the faint
tug
of the wires running into my neck.
OH REALLY?
Techne grabbed onto the small display console that hung from a mobile, grippy arm that thrust from the wall and ceiling. She swung it around and showed a scan of my brain. The voiceless voice of my djinn told me it was an EKG with deepstim neuroscanning functionality enabled by medichines. And it showed five or six big spikes in my brainwave in the past hour.
"That?" Techne pointed at one spike. "Is an orgasm. And that. And that." She tapped the spikes. "And that's
three
. In a fucking row. I mean, I've got dream functionality, but that wasn't a dream. You weren't in R.E.M sleep, and here, you've got electrical and hormone inputs emerging from
nowhere
. They're not originating from any classical brain structures." She swung the arm away, so that there was nothing between us beyond the back of the chair. She grinned and leaned forward.
"So," she purred. "What. Was. That?"
A WHORE'S HONOR
"You can't tell anyone. Promise me," I said, my voice as serious as I could be. My still physically attached hand clenched and I felt a vague
ghost
of a hand clenching, somewhere near my hip, near by implanted plug. Techne pursed her lips, then nodded.
"Okay," she said. "I swear, on a whore's honor."
I looked skeptical. Techne looked offended.
"A whore's honor's a valuable thing," she said.
"Oh, I know," I said, my voice dry. "But you were faking being a whore, weren't you? A secret Alliance spy and all that."
"I can be both!" Techne actually looked
more
offended. I wilted a bit, hunching my shoulders and blushing again.
"Sorry, sorry," I said, then sighed. A whore's always got to have hull-solid honor. People say things to a whore they wouldn't to anyone else. They show themselves. According to the stories I'd heard! Since, I, um. I hadn't ever. Uh. Until. Um. Right now. That is. If that counted. Did it count. When it was with spooky action at distance? Was I a...um...
Techne was looking less offended now and more impatient. The quiet drumming sound of her fingers against the back of her chair sounded like rain on a tin roof. I forced it out: "I have a friend. Another Liminal Knight. He and I, we...share dreams. Visions, I guess. He's been teaching me how to fight and how to use my powers." I licked my lips. "H-His name is Thale."
Saying his name made my belly quiver, like bugs wanted to fly out of my mouth.
"So, how hot is he?" Techne murmured.
My cheeks went even hotter. I swear, if they could, my dots would melt off. I ducked my head forward and mumbled incoherently. Techne scooted herself closer and bumped my shoulder with her metal knuckles. "Come onnnn!" She prompted. "You grew up on a post-apocalyptic hellworld, literally being a slave for a nasty man. You may not know this, but on lots of worlds on the Chain, gals being pals means sharing sexy secrets about significant others. So. Spill. How hot is this
Thale
." She crooned the name in the exact same way that I did when he'd been...
Uhhhhhhh.
"Real hot," I said.
"Frigging
details
, woman!" Techne held up her hand and started to pop off, flicking finger after finger with each bullet point β accentuating them with the
tink tink tink
of metal on metal. "Twig or brick? Muscle? Cush? Body hair? Scent? Exigenic features? Mods? Size! Paint me a word picture!"
"I, um..." I bit my lip. "H-He's..." I struggled to try and find words to describe Thale. But everything felt so tawdry and shallow and
dumb
when I started to put sounds to them. I could tell her about Thale's ears, or the way his tail smoothly merged with his back, or that tiny constellation of scars that ran along his ribs, which he always covered with one arm when he wasn't thinking. I could talk about his belly button, or the implant plug for when he needed to use an acceleration tank. Except I couldn't. My voice choked and I trailed off with an utterly lame: "He's hot."
Techne groaned.
I glared at her. "I could inject the image into your brain with my magic space powers, if you want," I said, sullen and shamed.
Techne's eyes whirred in and out of focus. "You can?" she asked.
"I can influence computers, I guess. I can influence
your
computer," I said, blushing and then drawing my legs up. I slung my still attached arm around my knees, tucking my head forward. My eyes closed.
Techne chuckled. "Well, then. Do it." She sounded teasing, like she was challenging me. I lifted my chin and looked at her β and slowly, I closed my eyes. I reached out with my feelings, the way Thale had taught me. It came slow and awkwardly. I didn't feel the whole ship at once, like I could sometimes. Instead, I felt fragments of it here and there. The whisper of the agrav engine. The crackling buzz of the comptech. Then the complex, clicking sound of Techne's body. Her musculature. Then I found her mind β and I took the most intense image of Thale I had. The image of him when I'd first seen him, all those months ago, and I underhanded it into her.
Techne drew in a quick, sharp breath. She didn't need to breathe β but in the momentary connection, I could see how breathing had been worked into so many layers of her brain architecture that trying to remove the need to breathe would leave her a bugged out, ghosted mess.
Knowing
that I could reach in and yank and leave Techne dead eyed and twitching made all my flushing and blushing and nervous excitement turn to ash. Instantly.
I looked away, while Techne fanned herself, furiously. She didn't know what I'd seen. What I'd felt.
"Holy.
Shit
." She crooned. A wordless, eager sound. "Hooooooolllly
shit
."
"You already said that," I muttered.
"Well, I mean, hot damn, that was a gorgeous guy," she said. "And he was just naked like that? Is he always naked?" Her eyes narrowed. "How many times have you-"
APPROACH
The PA crackled and saved my bacon.
"Mal here," Mal said, his cheerful voice bouncing off the walls in the medlab. "We're on approach to Atom. Is Venn ready to hit the bridge?"
"We're in Atom?" I asked, looking away from the PA and at Techne. She nodded to me.
"We needed to scoot out of Hydra," she said. "So we burned hard to their primary and slipped out β their navy didn't bother us." She grinned. "I guess our smuggling tricks worked, huh?" She squeezed my shoulder. "You were out of it for the jump β we had to delay the rebuilding until after. It should be finished before we leave Atom City, though."
I nodded. "Can I go to the bridge?"
Techne laughed. "Mal flew a slightly wonky course to make sure you'd
be
there for the arrival. Our furry pilot wants to show off. And in more than one way."
I flushed. "I should tell him about Thale," I said.