"You were a slave trainer?" Maeve snapped as soon as they were alone in their cabin once again and Shay had removed her gag.
"I've lived a long life, Maeve," Shay replied cooly. "I have been many things."
Maeve scowled at her. "So what am I then?" she asked. "Am I just another project for you to amuse yourself with until you get bored and move on to someone else?"
The witch looked tired as she sat on the edge of the bed and rubbed her temples. Maeve glared at her, all too aware of the plug that still rested in her ass and the ropes that bound her arms and chest. She didn't know why the revelation that Shay had once trained slaves had outraged her as much as it had. Perhaps it was knowing that she had trained them for other peoples' use or perhaps it was just because, in her own naive way, Maeve had thought that what they shared was more unique than it now seemed.
"You don't understand, Maeve," Shay said carefully.
"Don't I?" Shay growled, more venomously than she had meant it. "Because it seems pretty clear to me."
"No, you don't!" the witch said bluntly. "Arridia is not like Everdale. Slavery does not mean the same thing here as it does at home."
Maeve snorted. "So what? They were there by choice?"
"Essentially, yes," Shay replied. "It is a great honour to be selected to become a Sheik's concubine. It was my job to ensure that Sheik Junda was attended to by only the best that the Golden CIty had to offer."
"What if they didn't want that?" Maeve snapped.
"Everyone who I trained was there because they wanted to be," Shay replied firmly. "Those that failed the tests were sent back home."
"How do you know that?"
"Because I made sure of it," Shay snapped. She looked at Maeve, her pink eyes sparkling with a mixture of anger and disappointment. "Do you really think I would have done it if it were any different?"
Maeve licked her lips uncertainly. The expression on the witch's face made her heart ache and she suddenly found it difficult to meet her gaze. She wasn't a monster. Maeve knew she should have known better.
"Sex is viewed differently here," Shay said, her tone softening slightly. "It is less to do with who you love and more to do with what you want. Concubines are well paid and well looked after. People sell themselves into this 'slavery' all the time. Think of Tilly. Think of the people serving us dinner tonight. Did any of them seem like they didn't want to be where they were?"
Maeve knew that Tilly had chosen to become Abraham's slave and she couldn't think of a time that evening when Sheik Junda's servants had expressed any discontent with their position. In fact, the only time the servants had appeared unhappy was when they had stared jealously at her as the Sheik fed her scraps from his meal like a dog.
"I guess not," she said slowly.
"Exactly," Shay replied, an edge of bitterness in her voice. "Maybe you should have thought about that before jumping to conclusions about me."
Maeve looked down at her feet. "I'm sorry," she said ashamedly. "I just... I thought this might have been something more."
The witch frowned before understanding dawned on her face. "Maeve," she said gently. "Of course this means more to me. What we have... It hasn't always been easy, but it means more to me than you could possibly know."
"It does?"
"Of course! When we first met you were trying to kill me. To be honest, I never expected you to come as far as you have, but here you are still. I couldn't have asked for anyone better to help me on this journey. You're brave and strong, but most importantly you have become my friend."
Maeve smiled broadly, tears of happiness welling in her eyes. She hadn't needed Shay to tell her that she loved her or anything so grand. She had just needed to know that their companionship meant as much to the witch as it did to her, and now she did. She felt instantly lighter and more relaxed, though she also felt stupid for ruining what until just then had been a thrilling evening.
"I'm not going anywhere," she said softly as she sat down on the bed beside Shay and rested her head on the witch's shoulder.
"Good," Shay replied. "Because the next few days are going to be tough."
"What do you mean?"
"You heard the Sheik," Shay said. "He wants to show us both off."
"He said something about competitions?" Maeve replied slowly.
The witch nodded. "Concubine games," she said. "They are designed to test your discipline and endurance against other slaves."
"Do you think I could win?" Maeve asked.
"You could," she said. "But you don't have to do anything that you don't want to do."
"I want to," Maeve said quickly.
Shay hesitated. "Maeve... Some of these games will involve more than just standing naked in front of a crowd of strangers. There will be other people involved."
Maeve chewed her tongue and nodded. "I know," she said. "But I trust you, Shay. And if Junda says you are the best, then we have to win."
The witch looked down at her and smiled. "You never stop amazing me," she said, putting her arm around Maeve's waist.
"I mean it," Maeve said firmly. "I don't want you to hold anything back."