She arrives just as I am finishing the Fourth Prayer. I am still kneeling on the prayer mat on the balcony when I hear the door open behind me. My thoughts are still on The One True, as should be the case for any of The Faithful at all times but most especially now.
Prayer is a time to give thanks for all Her Mercies but the sound of her footfall dispels all gratitude as surely as a crack of thunder disperses pigeons. I watch my thoughts spiral away into the darkness and feel something altogether less godly settle over me.
Few would have access to my chambers once the sun had set. Fewer still unannounced. I know it is her.
Though my heart leaps, I do not move except to settle back on my haunches. My knees creak. Age is creeping into the bones as surely as the night. After a moment, when the discomfort grows, I settle onto the floor, legs crossed. It is better.
I hear her settle behind me. She does not speak and neither do I.
We watch the moon together for a moment. It is blood-red tonight, tinged with a silver halo. Wise men say that foretells danger and disorder. There would be no coin for that prediction tonight. Danger is the air we breathe, disorder its wake as we move through the world we have ripped apart.
"Welcome back, Child," I say.
I hear the rush of air through her clothes. She is prostrating herself, as is custom. I shake my head. That will not do.
I rise, with some difficulty and little grace. I rub my knees then turn to face her.
"Rise," I say. "Rise. I will not have you grovel like some petty courtier. You are my Child, my Favoured One. Rise, Safia. Rise as an equal."
Her figure is a slight one there on the tiled floor, a gash of shadow in a pool of moonlight, speckled with the firelight from the braziers. She wears a silk icentari, the robe fashioned the colour of heart's blood. Her neck and arms are bare. Her hair is short, cut like a boy's. Her fragrance is of mountain roses and attar. She has bathed, this tells me. I am pleased though I would have been as glad to see her had she entered shaking sand onto the carpets and smelling of horse sweat.
"Rise," I say again. "Come now. No more of this."