(First part in a series)
Written by BB47
Warning, includes strong sexual themes. Intended for Adults only.
Jessica was too fat.
It would be one thing if she had big fat boobs, but her breasts were just small bumps on her big fat body. I guess I'm just too nice of a guy, because it was obvious she liked me and I kept being nice to her even though she was not my type... physically. She was about five feet tall and must have weighed at least 220 lbs. I didn't want to lead her on... but shit... whatever. She stared at me all the damn time in Calculus class. It sucked, 'cause Becky sat in the next row over and she was fucking hot... and she knew it. Big boobs, blond hair. Of course, she'd never look twice at a skinny, short guy like me. In order to sneak a peek at Becky, I had to look past Jess... and I think she thought I was looking at her all the time.
She'd always follow me directly after class and walk with me to my locker and flirt. It's weird being flirted with by a girl you don't like. My buddies would mess with me later, joking about her crushing me or something.
She had a pretty face... but it was chubby. Her only endearing trait was how much she steered the conversation towards sex. She loved to talk about weird crap... and me being a guy, it was interesting to hear a girl's perspective. She acted like she was my best friend sometimes, asking me advice. What I thought about certain sex positions. How much I liked blow jobs. She even hinted around at asking me what size my dick was. A couple of times she's even bumped against my crotch... I knew it wasn't an accident. For all of her talk, I was betting she had never even been with a guy. Best I could tell, I was the only guy who even talked to her.
Then my 18th birthday came and things started getting weird. Same old routine, she followed me out to my locker... and she was a bit more frisky that day. I knew I was going to have to let her down sometime but I felt so bad for her. She had her dark hair pulled up on her head and for whatever reason she was wearing heels. Why? Did she want to be taller today? I noticed she seemed to be wearing extra lip gloss or something. She even had more makeup on than normal. She was standing way too close. It suddenly hit me! Was she trying to get close enough to give me a birthday kiss? What the hell was this all about.?. shit! This was not good!
I maneuvered myself in such a way that made it nearly impossible for her to get into a good position. I kept turning this way and that... all the while keeping the conversation minimal and aloof. I was going to have to end this... I socially couldn't afford kissing her... nor was I even remotely attracted to her. She persisted, edging closer and closer.
"So... what did you think about those limits questions on the quiz?" she asked, flipping open her calculus book. "Look here, I think that this is the actual one that Mr. Lang used on the test," she mused, trying to get me to look. She held the book over to the side so that I would have to turn to see it. What was I going to do?
She dropped the book as I turned. Reactively, I leaned down and reached out to grab it. Somehow, she moved really fast in front of me. She slipped herself right into my path, trying to position her face in-line with mine. I think she must have practiced this move or something. Either way, it didn't turn out well.
In the act of trying to avoid her kiss, we banged heads, tripped got tangled and went down on the ground... me landing on top of her with a "thud". She yelped in pain. Books and papers went everywhere.
I felt so bad for her. And as I scrambled to get up, I could hear jeers and clapping from the rest of the kids in the hallway. I quickly got to my feet and turned to look at her. As she laid there on her back, her chubby face was red with embarrassment and her eyes were scrunched up with tears. Oh, Shit! I felt so bad... I had to help her.
Ignoring everyone else, I reached down and extended my hand out to her. She looked up and took my hand.
That's when I felt it.
Looking back, it's now obvious to me that it started on my 18th birthday. It was activated by an extreme act of empathy on my part. It's weird how things happen for a reason. I now know that had I not tried to help her at that moment, the gift would have passed me by. It was only available for a short window, at a specific time in my life and for certain reasons.
It's hard to explain the feeling. It's not technical, like a computer program... or like a body scan. It's just a sense of the other person's body.
Suddenly, for whatever reason, as my hand grasped hers, I could "feel" how her body worked. I knew where the pain was in her back where she had hit the ground. I felt the weight of the fat all around her belly. I felt the blood pumping through her heart. It was gross and cool at the same time. I had no idea what she was thinking, but I could tell from her face that she didn't share my sudden awareness. It was definitely a one-way sense.
I paused as we touched hands. My eyes went wide in disbelief; it's funny how social situations will force you to keep your cool. I resolved myself to keep calm and so I set my feet and pulled hard to help lift her up. She weighed a ton. We were both already embarrassed by the fall and I would have done anything in my power to make sure that I didn't slip and let her fall again as I strained to pull her up. Plus, I saw Becky standing there out of the corner of my eye. I didn't want to look like a weakling in front of her or anybody else.
So, in some weird way... I made her lighter. Don't ask me how it works. It's far more complicated than it sounds... but it happened.
With a few seconds, I felt Jess get lighter and I felt myself seem to get heavier, fuller. I pulled her up to her feet and she just stood there dusting herself off.
I asked her if she was ok, and she just nodded and stared at the ground, looking away from me. I didn't know what to say... and I felt really strange, so I picked up her books and papers and patted her on the shoulder. She just stood there, staring down. The other kids, sensing the drama was over, had already started to disperse. The bell rang, so I made a stupid quick joke... like, "Mom always said I had two left feet... heh." But she didn't smile. I handed her books back to her and hightailed it to my next class, leaving her standing there in the hallway alone.
I changed my mind in about 30 seconds and headed to the bathroom. My stomach felt queasy and super-full. I barely made it to toilet in time before I about blew my guts out. Thank God there was nobody else in there. I had to flush toilet two or three times but I kept on going... it was horrible diarrhea. It was freaking weird as hell! I had never shit so much in my entire life, but it just kept coming and coming, I thought it would never stop, but it finally did.
I almost threw up and ended up going to the clinic. I was running a fever... so they called my Dad and got permission for me to drive myself home.
I crashed on my bed as soon as I got home and barely remember my Mom coming upstairs to check on me that night. I woke up the next morning, Saturday, feeling a lot better.
I checked my phone and noticed that there were like a dozen texts. Everybody was checking on me. A couple of my buddies were razzing me about the "Land-whale" incident. One of the texts was from Jessica.
I sat up and clicked on it.
>>R U ok? I M so SRY bout wt hpnd. I undrstnd f U nvr wnt 2 TLK 2 me agn.
I had to think about this. First, there was the weird touch thing. I was pretty sure that something actually happened. Secondly, I needed to ask her about it. But this would be a great chance for me to cut her loose if I wanted to. The thing was, she's a really sweet person once you get to know her. And if it wasn't for her weight, she actually had an attractive personality.
I don't know if it was my curiosity about what had happened, or if I was just a nice guy... but I figured, I could pass it off as an accident and in a couple weeks maybe everyone would forget about it.
I texted her back.
>>i'm fine. HUD? [how are you doing]
A couple seconds later she responded.
>>so embarrassed, i nvr wnt 2 go bk 2 skl