Editor's note: this story contains scenes of non-consensual or reluctant sex.
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RECAP OF PART - 2
Delhi girls Aakanksha and Shilpi embarked on a journey of love thanks to a technical genius who was also a perverted stalker. Aakanksha did manage a small retaliation for the violation she faced but will she be able to drive the stalker away permanently?
Read on to know more...
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I knew that the Techno Genius won't sit idle after receiving such a blow and I didn't know how to deal with him the next time he arrives because he would obviously be prepared for an electrocution attack like the one I threw at him. A few days passed without any incidents and I convinced my parents to make my windows much more secure. I lied to them that I was getting threat messages from unknown numbers and that I didn't want to take any risks. Considering the porn status update issue, they immediately agreed to it.
Some efficient workmen helped me with a stronger window and a good security system. Three days later I did find myself aroused in the night. I sat up and didn't find anything. There was no robot or drone and the alarm didn't go off. I had no clue what was the new technique used by the stalker. And more importantly, why the hell was he behind me so much? It took me some more days to think through the various possibilities and reach a conclusion. I recalled that he did use chemicals to get Shilpi and I aroused. I thought that perhaps he was using such a chemical. He could easily mix that in the air-conditioner intake valves and that would suck in the chemical and pump it into my room.
But my question was as to why would he want me aroused? If I masturbated, I would be the one getting pleasure. How would that help him? I was confused. I thought perhaps he gets aroused by seeing me aroused and involved in some form of sexual activity. If he wanted some sort of direct sexual pleasure from me, then he would have come directly to me and fucked me. I hated myself for thinking this way because deep down I did want him to personally come and violate me.
This type of thought is crazy, I know. But considering the millions of copies of 50 Shades sold across the world and women from all age groups having their vaginas explode reading it, I think it is only fair to assume that the most innate desire of a woman is to be taken and ravished by a man. Our social brains are programmed to swim against this tide but ultimately the innate biology wins. And my innate biology wanted this stranger who is a perverted criminal to come and take me. I wanted him to rip my clothes apart and pin me down. I wanted him to kiss me by force and bite my lips. I wanted him to not listen to me while I beg him to stop and thrust his throbbing cock into my pussy against my will... I didn't notice when my right hand traveled to my pussy and started rubbing my clit. It happened unconsciously and neuro-electric signals were being sent all through my body. The pleasure was intense and I didn't want it to stop...
Damn it! Why was I having a rape fantasy? After giving myself a sweet and powerful orgasm, I was lying down spent and suddenly this thought ran into my mind. This goes against everything that I had stood for my whole life. I joined a Gender Studies course just so I could stand up against the injustices women face in our country. Being a Delhi girl, I know how much rape and sexual harassment were important issues in this city. And here I am lying on my bed pleasuring myself thinking about getting violated.
A tear drop rolled down my cheek as I felt like a hypocrite. This is wrong! So wrong! I felt terrible and cried myself to sleep. I woke up aroused and drowsy. There were unread messages on my phone so I took the phone to the bathroom so I could read while I did my business. While sitting on the toilet seat, I browsed through the messages and found that Shilpi had texted me 3 times in the morning. I was wondering what was up. When I opened it I found the following:
"Aakanksha... are you awake???"
"Aakanksha... yaar... please I need to talk to you... *sadface*"
"Aakanksha... it is important... please call me back..."
I thought it is her usual emotional tantrums that she plays when she is down. I dialed her number. She picked up the phone within no time. She was sobbing. I asked what was wrong.
"Aakanksha... I am pregnant...".