The mysterious benefactor, Shemhazau Encantado, is not what Lyden expects, nor is the domain of Light where he resides. Will the man be willing to give up Masamune to end Lyden's curse, or does he have his own plans in place?
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Chapter 23
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Shemhazau
Realization of my actions washes over me with the force of Sheila's orgasm, and I shudder from more than the throes of my own culmination.
"I'm so sorry," I murmur, my voice filled with anguish as I pull out of my slave. My cock makes a squelching noise, and some of my sperm drips out of her wet pussy, the globules of the pinkish stuff splattering on the cave floor. The site of my active spunk running from her crotch is driving my guilt deeper.
"Never apologize to your slave, Master. I take it you're back to normal?" Sheila asks, turning her head to face me.
"As normal as I'll ever be," I reply as my legs give way beneath me under the weight of my memories. I had almost
killed
Lisa! I was going to kill Sheila! My rump smacks the ground, and I burry my head in my hands.
"It's alright," Sheila whispers to me as she cradles my head against her soft bare breasts.
"No it's not!" I scream at her, shoving her away from me. I can't stand to feel her caring touch right now. I don't deserve it. "I can't be trusted! I-I almost killed Lisa, and
you
. . . . Oh, God, what have I done?"
"I'm fine, Master," her voice is soothing, but my nerves are too raw. "I can handle what you choose to give me."
"No, you don't understand," I tell her, not modifying my tone. "How can you? I probably just got you pregnant, but I had no choice in the matter!" Her eyes widen as I speak, her hand going to her smooth stomach. "I can choose when to procreate, and I planned on killing you anyway, so didn't care. In my twisted state, I thought it was some great joke. When you had your orgasm, however, it brought me back. Now it's too late."
"Maybe not," her voice comes out as barely above a whisper, but it still penetrates my gloom. "I've been on the pill since my late husband passed away years ago. I will be alright."
Hope blossoms in my chest at her statement, and I look at her in wonder. I'd never known she was a widow, but thinking back, I should have realized something. The nameplate that sat on her desk said
Mrs.
Sheila Lance.
"Probably not, though," a new voice breaks the moment. Looking up, I see Arethusa hovering nearby. "If you really can choose when to reproduce, then that should outweigh any human countermeasures, short of taking physical actions to stop it." Her matter-of-fact, almost chipper tone feels like a punch to my guts. "What?" she asks as I glare at her. "I followed you back to this putrid cave, and felt you go back to normal. While I have to admit that you're quite interesting when the sword controls you, it's also kind of scary. I wouldn't recommend you use that thing again."
"Thanks for the advice," I say laconically, getting back to my feet. Walking over to my clothes, I begin to get dressed. Everyone else shows up just as I pull my pants up, and I can't bear to look at them.
"Lyden?" Angela says, and I can hear her footsteps come closer to me. I turn away from her, keeping my gaze down as I pick up my shirt.
"Is he okay?" Lisa's voice asks next, and my heart wrenches at the pain and worry in the small question.
"He's beating himself up over what he almost did to you, and . . . oh no, Sheila!" Angela says.
"Would you get out of my
head
!" I demand of the succubus, still not looking up at her.
"As soon as you quit acting like a spoiled child," her tone makes me whip my head up to look at her, rage burning through me like lava through a tinderbox. Despite her words, I see a smile spread across her face, and I pause long enough to realize what she's doing.
Nodding, I stand erect, glad to have such friends at my side. "Thank you," I tell her, and then repeat myself to everyone else. "Thank you." I turn to Lisa then, guilt once again nearly overcoming me, but she speaks before I get the opportunity.
"It was the sword. I know you would never choose to hurt me on your own. That's one of the reasons I. . . . Anyway, let's just concentrate on breaking your curse." The way she talks so confidently, I know she's forgiven me, but I can't help but wonder what she'd been about to say, and at the same time, feel my chest warm at her confidence in me.
Captain Jewkes steps forward, his odd shades perched on his forehead and his piercing eyes sharp above his hooked nose as he looks at me. "They explained the situation as we followed after the little fairy. I'm not very knowledgeable about this magic stuff, but is it something you can hand off? You know, like they did in the "Lord of the Rings" movie?"
"No," I reply sadly, shaking my head. "I'm afraid it might curse one of you as well. As hard as this is, I can't condone letting someone else carry this thing." As I speak, I bend over and pick up the evil blade, buckling it back around my hip. Its voice immediately fills my mind, demanding I kill everyone around me. Closing my eyes, I slowly but methodically force the sound away, until it's nothing more than an annoying buzz. "We're getting close to possible relief. As long as I don't draw it out again, I should be fine."
He looks doubtfully at me, one eyebrow raised, but I don't care. I
will
not
burden someone else with Muramasa.
I realize that Sheila is still naked and oddly unconcerned with her state in front of so many people. I have to fight back another wave of jealousy at Thomas openly admiring her, and I move over to help her get dressed. Her shirt is in hopeless tatters, so I offer her mine. It leaves me topless, but it's warm enough outside that I really don't need it. I don't feel like I deserve the smile she bestows upon me, nor the chaste peck she gives my cheek.
I see Areth making gagging faces as she examines the remains of the Orcs, and only then become aware of the awful smell of decay. Without warning I begin to feel claustrophobic and nauseous, forcing me to rush from the cave, to catch a whiff of the clean air outside.
"Any chance we can avoid the border this time?" I ask the large Amazonian woman as she comes up to me.
Her cheeks turn red as she nods, and we head north once again, this time far enough from the border between Earth and Fire to make us all feel more comfortable.
Areth lands on my right shoulder, and for a wonder only whispers in my ear. "I can make sure she doesn't get pregnant," she states, and for a moment I'm so shocked at the notion, that I freeze where I'm at.
"You can?" I blurt out, and everyone stops to look at me.
"Dummy," the pixie chides me, "if I'd wanted to make that public knowledge, I wouldn't have whispered."
I look over at my onetime boss, and catch her with her hand on her stomach. It doesn't take a genius to figure out what she's thinking about. Everyone else is looking at me, but I ignore them.
"It's up to her," I mutter and Areth takes off, flying over to my slave. I'm not sure how exactly I feel about the situation. If my power is stronger than her pills, then I got her pregnant, and will take responsibility for it. On the other hand, of all the women I'm currently with, Sheila is the last one I'd have expected to have a child with first.
She'll use the child against you,
Muramasa whispers to me, and I forcefully shove him out of my head. It's
his
fault I'm in this situation!
"Master, may I talk with you?" It takes me a moment to work enough moisture into my suddenly dry mouth to reply to Sheila.
"I'm not going to decide for you," I tell her, trying to preempt her asking me.
"Yes, Master," she states, brushing a lock of black hair over her ear and looking into the distance. We are well within Earth's borders this time, but I know that doesn't mean we're completely out of danger. "I will decide, but . . . but I want to know how you feel about it."
I have to unclench my jaw and fists, realizing that she can't read my thoughts like Angela can. We walk in silence for a bit, before I finally give my answer.
"I want you to be happy." I look over at her, and for a brief moment our eyes meet, before she bows her head again. "You may be my willing slave, Sheila, but you mean more to me than just that. You've saved me from myself twice now. I can never truly repay you for that, nor tell you how much that means to me. As long as you're happy, I'll go along with your decision."
Picking up my pace, I walk away from her. I hear her ask, "Twice?" before I'm out of earshot. Areth stays with her.
AnnaBelle is the next one to approach me, and once again I have to reign in my emotions. I know she means well, but I'm not in any mood to deal with a lecture right now.
"That has to be one of the bravest things I've ever seen." The words spoken so evenly, catch me off guard.
"Huh?" I ask. Yes, eloquence is my forte today.