What's a girl to do after finding out that the other half of her heart is possibly her sister? In Shelly's case, it's pick up the pieces and try to save to worlds. Hopefully she stays alive long enough to try.
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Chapter 14
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Honest Senators?
Jessica cursed as she ducked behind another building. The sun was coming up and it'd taken her all night to reach this city. She was tired, filthy, and cranky. Why had she told them? It wasn't right, and it wasn't fair! Her plans weren't ruined. She was sure she could salvage them, but it was going to take a lot more effort.
No one had treated her as fair as Shelly and Eldon had, and now because of that four-armed tramp, they hated her. They had to! She could see no way that they wouldn't hate her. It didn't matter to her that they were half-related. At least, she was certain that they shared the same father. The Pillar of Fire had never told her who her father was, but everyone knew that she and the hero of the Chaos War, Lyden Snow, were lovers.
A car drove past where she hid in the early morning shadows. She knew she wasn't seen.
Why do you care?
The voice in her head demanded. She hated that voice. It'd been with her since childhood. Always demanding, and never caring. The first time she went to Earth had been a nightmare. Her mother couldn't leave the Shadow World, but had one of her kobolds take her in the dark of night. Midnight had struck, and suddenly
she
was the voice in another person's head. It'd been horrible to watch as the other girl forced the kobold to rape and pillage the small Egyptian town. As the sun came up, Jessica was able to regain control, but by then the damage was done.
Enough townspeople were able to band together and kill the kobold. It hadn't been his fault. His death still tore at her in her darkest nightmares. They hadn't recognized the little black haired girl, and took care of her until she could slip away and make it back to her mother's volcano. She was locked away after that.
To make it worse, her mother had agreed with the kobold's death! She claimed he needed to die so that other magical creatures wouldn't be feared. She hated her mother. She hated both worlds that Angela helped support. She wanted to break it down.
She waited for another car to go by, before slipping out and heading north. She needed to get to a portal, and back to the Shadow World before the other woman tried to take over again. She could sense one a few miles away. She didn't know how she could sense them, but it felt like a tear in the fabric of reality to her.
Would it really be so bad to stay here?
the other voice asked.
We could have so much fun. Wouldn't it be better to live the way we want, instead of always hiding? I know how tired you are of hiding who you really are. Who
we
really are. With my power, you could have whatever you wanted. Whoever you wanted. You could have had the twins. At the same time, even if you wanted. Why must you keep me locked away? You have no problem using my power to trap beings outside of this reality. You use my power to control them afterwards. Why not let me show you what else we can do together? You could have everything. No more hiding.
Jessica shoved the voice down and shook her head. No matter how tempting the words were, that thing was evil. It didn't care about anything but itself. She had to find a way to get rid of that voice forever. The other woman made her a promise once, and it was the only one that Jessica believed. Bring the two worlds together. Get rid of the separation between Earth and the Shadow World, and the voice would be able to go away. It was the duality in the two worlds that allowed the voice to stay inside her. She didn't understand it herself, but deep down she believed that bringing the two worlds together would free her.
Jessica had already killed one Pillar. If she could kill two more, the remaining three wouldn't be able to support the Shadow World, and it would rejoin Earth. She refused to kill her own mother no matter how much she hated the Pillar of Fire, and the Pillar of Air was out of the question as well. She wouldn't kill family, no matter what the reward. That left the Pillars of Earth, Light, and Dark.
Perhaps with the darkness in her soul, it was time to make her next move.
"You left quite a trail of emotional damage behind you," Gloria's voice said nearby, making Jessica jump and spin. She landed in a defensive crouch, ready for an attack. "I guess I did the same though. Would have liked to stick around for the orgy, but I had to catch up to you. What's your next move?"
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Shelly tumbled in a world of turmoil. Chaos surrounded her mind as she both fought to run away from Jessica's last words, and tried to cope with them.
Angela, the Pillar of Fire, was Jessica's mom. Everyone knew that Lyden Snow and Angela were together, and had been since before the Chaos War. Jessica was too young to be before that time, unless she'd lied about her age.
Shelly's mind locked onto that thought. Jessica had to be older than she pretended. It was the only thing that made sense. She had to be a child from before Angela met her father. Jessica Couldn't be her half-sister! She just couldn't be!
"So what if she is?" Shemhazau's voice penetrated the chaos surrounding her. It was one more thing for her mind to anchor on.
The swirling chaos slowed. Her surrounding began to coalesce into vague shapes, but no more.
"Where are you, Grandpa? IβI can't see."
"Grandpa?" Shemhazau's voice carried through to her, solidifying her surroundings even more. She almost thought she could hear the surf sliding against the sand. "I can't believe I'm a grandpa. Do I look old enough to be a grandpa?"
His outline was still fuzzy, but she could at least tell where he was. She moved to him and threw her arms around him. Everything became solid as she felt him in her arms. Tears sprang from her eyes as she hugged the old man. She buried her face against his chest as her body shook with sobs. She didn't know how long he held her, and neither one spoke.
"Thank you," she said when she finally pulled away and wiped at her cheeks. "I haven't cried like that since..." she trailed off. She couldn't remember ever feeling that bad. Not even when Sheldon and Mandy had caused all those deaths, had she cried that hard, and that was the saddest thing she could remember happening to her.
"It was truly my pleasure," Shemhazau said with a soft grin. "It's been a very long time since such a beautiful woman has held me. I nearly forgot what it was like."