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The Soul Refiner Bk 01 Ch 34 36

The Soul Refiner Bk 01 Ch 34 36

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Chapter 34

Over the next few days we performed the spirit tempering ritual several more times, while moving within striking range of the Pure camps. Ket hadn't located any more of them, giving us three targets. I was concerned about the lack of activity, however. The spirit should have seen more men moving out by now, to forage if nothing else. Instead there was nothing, which meant we were missing some important piece of information. Tarun would have made it into the city of Bani by now, and I hoped he'd been able to successfully alert them to the danger.

We delayed long enough to put each person through the ritual at least once, with varying degrees of success. Hati's new clarity of anima turned out to be the exception, rather than the rule. Only Denu, the caravaneer's daughter, matched her gains. That girl also displayed a natural aspect, one of air. It was no coincidence that those who had made the greatest gains, were those with the strongest personalities. Jito was the only one to not undergo the ritual so far.

"It is a difficult thing to judge," I sighed, looking at Myta over my streaming mug of tea. "Yes, it's possible to restore his eye, but the risks are great. For the same reason that I cannot work to strengthen their spirits directly, I would need to use your mana to perform the operation. Even then, he might find himself changed. His personality, even his goals or memories might be altered. And there are plenty of fighters who make due with only one eye."

"It's what he wants," she insisted, meeting my gaze. "Retraining will take him far too much time to be useful in our current conflict, and even afterward his potential will be damaged. We've already been over the risks, talk to him yourself if you doubt it. I know you've been avoiding him. Why else haven't we strengthened his spirit already? For that matter, why not strengthen him first, to reduce the risk?"

"I've been avoiding strengthening him, with this in mind." I admitted. "As wary as I am now, if his anima hardens while his eye is destroyed it becomes far more difficult to restore. His spirit still holds the meridians that would support it right now. If we performed the ritual on him, even without touching that part of his spirit, it's likely they would be absorbed."

Myta raised an eyebrow at me, letting my words hang in the air. I wasn't a fool, I was well aware that I had just made the argument for performing this healing sooner, rather than later. In truth the tempering ritual would only accelerate a process that had already begun, Jito was already beginning to absorb those meridians. I had checked earlier, and the man's spirit was vigorous. And the more vigorous a spirit, the faster it would adjust to an injury of this kind. I just hated being pressured into this kind of risk, especially when my earlier haste had caused this issue in the first place.

"Fine," I finally grunted. "As long as he's clear on the risks, we'll do it this afternoon, and then perform the ritual for him right after. If we begin with his crown and third eye, it will even help the healing take. The day after tomorrow we should strike the first camp. I do not like that they're so quiet."

"Agreed," she nodded. "We're doing Tarun no favors by waiting any longer. Something is rotten about this situation, and there's only one way for us to figure out what. Even if Jito isn't ready, we need to act."

"Can we send scouts to look the area over?" I asked. "Ket can't perceive anything past the ward, but we should be able to."

"Already done," she smirked at me. "I set Denu to look over one camp, already, and the other hunters to visit the next closest. I gave them the instructions before breakfast. She'll be back before nightfall, and the two men sometime tomorrow. I've been needing to split them up. Those men aren't taking kindly to being shown up by a girl. She took to the ritual better than anyone but Hati, earned the respect of the fighters with her skill against the mana beasts, and now she's bringing in as much food as both of them together."

"Maybe you can use that to motivate them," I shrugged. "I'm not really sure how else to handle that kind of envy. If they don't step up, she'll continue to do better, it's simple to see. Either they need to work harder to compensate, or accept it. I suppose keeping them separated is for the best."

Our conversation trailed off, and I left the management of the camp and men to my vas. After nearly two weeks leading them in the forest, she was far more comfortable in the role. We hadn't faced too much more in the way of combat on our trip, having adjusted the tempering ritual to avoid drawing more surprise visitors. I had directed us toward a few large and dangerous creatures deliberately, however. Killing them had given Myta, and the men, more practice working together. Not to mention the valuable resources harvested from their corpses.

I busied myself checking on the health of the men, my goats, and our supplies. We were doing as well as could be expected. Foraging and hunting had been kind, stretching our packed rations and supplies farther than I'd dared to hope. Our long pauses in traveling had given us plenty of time to gather resources. Between that, and the addition of mana beast meat, we were perhaps even better provisioned than when we'd left Tarun's estate. Water wasn't exactly an issue either. The jungle boasted plenty of small waterways safe enough to drink from, though I could purify it easily in any case. Only our medical supplies had suffered, the numerous lacerations I'd treated had caused my supplies of clean wound dressings to dwindle. At least I needn't depend on antiseptics. I could cleanse a wound as easily as water.

After lunch, I sat with Myta, examining her spirit carefully. Back in Nesratin I had crudely forged a tool from her anima, similar in some ways to my own lancet. At the time, it had been an act of desperation, and I hadn't spent that much thought on it. But in the weeks between then and now I'd realized that tool had not degraded, and worked with her to refine it. A fine needle, with a bladed flange, the tool was designed to split meridians and spill a person's mana as efficiently as possible. My flame was half way to being a soul sorcerer herself now. She had a spirit tool for directly interacting with another's spirit, and could generate an aspect that could alter them. What she lacked now was the expertise to use them effectively.

Satisfied with her progress, I called over Jito, reviewing the dangers with him. Not that I doubted Myta's words or intentions, but sometimes saying things in different ways just sparks comprehension. I wanted to avoid any misunderstandings with the squad leader. He was taking a great risk to his soul with this treatment, and while I understood his reasons, there would be little chance of undoing any side effects.

With my due diligence completed, we settled in for the treatment. We had been setting up a simple tarp pavilion to house the rituals, now that the issues with it had been resolved. It was still erected from last night, as we hadn't planned on moving our camp yet in any case. In moments Myta, Jito, and myself were all settled comfortably beneath. I spared him some of my lesser herbs to soften his anima, nothing like I'd given my flame for her spiritual expansion, but at least a little extra to help ease his way.

At this point, taking control of my vas' mana was becoming second nature, her anima needle responded to my will better than it did her own. Though that was in large part a result of my experience. So I was the one who pierced Jito's third eye with the needle, while Myta transitioned her aspect to her transformative flame. As gently as I could, I forced his meridians back into a shape that would support a healthy eye, noting the silver streaks we were leaving in his anima. They weren't the jagged, contrasting intrusions that would indicate a violent rejection or conflict, however. Instead they looked almost exactly like the marks I had left all through my vas' anima. Blended soft streaks, like highlights, rather than intrusions.

I fed a bit of Myta's mana into him, focusing it around his ravaged eye, and binding it with my intent to restore him. Normally, this is where I would end the spell and make a graceful exit, but my experiences with my vas had revealed a better way. While our spirits twined, I pushed all our minds into Jito's inner world. There was nothing solid here, of course, just a hazy gray space littered with colorful fragments of half-remembered dreams. The squad leader was no sorcerer, he had no defined sanctum to visit. I could have rummaged about in the flotsam of his unconscious with impunity, the very core of the reason my skills were so feared. But I had a very specific purpose in coming here.

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"Jito, show yourself," I commanded, putting a little will to my words. And just like that, he appeared. Tall and lanky, with skin just on the darker side for natives of Ramana, with curly black hair that was longer than he kept it in real life. The right side of his face was hazy and indistinct, his self image already uncertain in the face of his injury. But, if what I had observed with Myta was accurate, perfecting his image here was essential to his restoration.

"Jito, I want you to think back to your past. Imagine a time in your life when you were most comfortable with you body. When you were the most familiar with, and proud of, your physique." He nodded at my words, not really seeing me. His expression was vague in the way all those brought forcefully to their inner worlds were. Myta made a small noise behind me, some desire I didn't recognize rising in her as our patient followed my instructions. His lanky limbs filled out with well toned muscle, and his body showed signs of recent exertion. I couldn't help a small spike of uncertain jealousy. Was she being attracted to the squad leader for his superior physical attributes compared to mine? That didn't quite seem to match what I was sensing from her though. I kept my thoughts and feelings from leaking out, as they weren't relevant right now.

"Good, your body is perfect, ideal. You are in prime physical condition. Imagine looking into a mirror now, you see your face, staring back at you, confident and relaxed. You features are perfect, ideal." I kept walking the man through his self image, making his form in the inner world as solid, distinct, and idealized as we could manage. Through it all, my vas had an increasingly visceral reaction, first of deep yearning, and then of lust. It was far out of proportion to what was happening. When I finished, I drew us all out of Jito's inner world, and separated our spirits. I needed to speak with her, but later. We still had work to do.

Chapter 35

The spirit tempering ritual for Jito went without issue, once he had been awakened. None of us had been strained by the effort to heal him, not in terms of mana at least. My mind was a little tired, and Myta's thoughts seemed restless. She didn't share them, however, and I didn't push.

Jito picked up the trick of moving his own mana fairly quickly, and Myta applied pressure to his spirit. I veiled the area in my presence, catching the degraded anima he shed. My vas and I were well practiced at this point, with the only variation being that she began with the squad leader's crown node, working downward to his third eye and throat. The reformed meridians that would support his healing eye were hardened and strengthened. Now only time would reveal if our efforts bore fruit. With Myta's catalyzing aspect to aid his healing, we would begin to see our success or failure within days.

Denu returned before we were finished, and she brought strange news.

"Nothing." I muttered in confusion. "There's absolutely nothing there?"

"There was plenty of signs that people passed through, but it's all to old for me to tell much. I even went in to check." Seeing my disapproval she hasten to elaborate. "Only after I watched a bit! But I wasn't learning anything. So I went into the area and poked around. No one has been there since the last big rainstorm."

*Are you sure the men came from this point?* I sent to Ket. I wasn't sure what to make of this development.

*No,* she replied. *I tracked them to this general region. But the trail was too faint by the time I reached here. You surmised that their camps were warded, so I looked for wards.*

I sent her my thanks, musing on the problem. Wards didn't form naturally, at least not to my knowledge, if there was one there, it was to hide something. More than that, wards needed to be supplied mana, or they would degrade. They shared that trait with any other form of enchantment. While advanced enchantments could be created to draw in ambient mana, it stretched the bounds of my credulity to believe that these wards were unrelated to the Pure. Three wards, in relatively close proximity, in the region our attackers had emerged from? I just couldn't believe that there was nothing. I needed to investigate the site myself.

We had dinner, and rested the night. Ket joined us in our camp, and we chatted a bit. I was becoming more comfortable with the spirit. She was highly intelligent, though her mindset was a bit alien. She didn't just think like a smart animal, although her desires were certainly more honest and straightforward than any human I knew. But she had clearly left flesh behind a long time ago, viewing the world almost entirely in terms of mana and its interactions. Even conversations and relationships were framed for her by the mana they generated, at least as much as the information and feelings exchanged.

It was late, as we sat around a very small campfire, when Myta finally shared what had been occupying her thoughts.

"Master, when you healed Jito, in his inner world. What was that? He seemed so... vague, accepting and relaxed, even though he was far outside of his experience."

I shot her a sidelong glance. "That is called a trance, a state of openness and suggestibility. Some doctors I've met can induce a mild version without sorcery as well. For me it is a tool to use cautiously. I focus on working purely through the body or spirit wherever I can, but a trance can open up the soul to direct manipulation. You don't need to worry about it too much. A sorcerer who has realized their inner world is nearly impossible to put into a trance."

"You've always talked about the spirit and soul as very distinct things." Myta was carefully restraining her feelings. Both physically, and across the bond. "What is the difference? What is it that a soul sorcerer can affect that others can't?"

"Well, you know quite a bit about the spirit body now. Souls are... more. A being's soul is the sum of what they are. It's tied to aspect in that way. A person's soul creates their aspect."

"If that's true, then I don't understand." She furrowed her brow. "That makes it sound as though spirit and soul are exactly the same."

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"For spiritual beings," I pointed at Ket, "there is no difference between between their spirit and the whole of their existence. But for us, there is. Our bodies and minds shape our spirit bodies as much as the reverse is true. A... spirit of anger, for example, will always be angry. Or, if it's a more complicated spirit, it will always become angry in the same circumstances, for the same reasons. But for living beings, our bodies and minds change and shape our reactions and natures.

"A person might become angry more easily when they are hungry, they might become prone to fits of rage after a head injury. In some cases, they might even train themselves by being angry frequently, making it their default state. Of course our spirit can influence us as well, but for spiritual beings the spirit generates their thoughts and form entirely. So our souls are the sum of our parts; mind, body, and spirit."

"I think I understand." She nodded slowly. "So a soul sorcerer can transform a person completely.

"In theory," I grunted. "It takes a great deal of skill and power to change anything fundamental to a person. Animals are easiest, then untrained humans. Sorcerers are harder, and skilled sorcerers are hardest of all. As I mentioned with the trance, it's not something you really need to concern yourself with."

"But... what if I want you to?" Myta's voice was quiet and hesitant, so much so that I couldn't believe my ears at first.

"You want me to... what? To change you?" I asked incredulously. My tone caused her to flinch, and I felt a wave of humiliation wash over our bond as her control slipped. Instantly I regretted my reaction, wrapping my arm around her shoulders and kissing her head.

"You have nothing to be ashamed of," I amended hastily. "I just don't understand. All your life people have tried to break you down, to turn you into something you're not. Why would want something like that from me?"

"Because, you make me better, happier." Her fingers trembled as she touched them to the silvery band at her throat. "But even now I am afraid. Afraid that I won't be good enough for you, afraid you will discard me or need to leave me behind. I saw in Jito's face in there, he had no fear, no worry at all. I want that."

I felt lost. I just couldn't understand how my beautiful flame felt that sacrificing more of her control would make her life better, but a low growl pierced my confusion.

*You shame yourself. You are Vethris now, and your vas has made her request. Care for her.* Apparently Ket has no tolerance for my confusion, not when it came to this relationship. The spirit's brusque words pulled me from my doubts, however. She was entirely correct, I didn't need to understand Myra's desires to fulfill them. Honestly, I would never tolerate most of the things she loved for me to do to her. So what if this was more extreme in my eyes, if I could help her, I needed to.

"With your cooperation, it should be possible," I told my love "It will most likely require a deliberate effort on you part, but we will try tonight, while we sleep." Ket settled back down, looking mollified.

"You said something different though," I said to the spirit. "I thought I was a veth, not vethris"

*You vas now has vas of her own.* She sneezed, dismissively. *You are a veth of a veth now, vethris. The power and responsibility you bear are greater now. Do not disappoint us.*

Standing, the ethereal leopard stalked away, clearly done with the conversation. I didn't press her, but I couldn't help wondering whe she meant by 'us' in this context. Her and Kubek perhaps? I hoped that was the case, but I couldn't help but worry over the mysterious forces that might be judging me. Rather than dwell on it, I turned back to Myta.

"So, you want me to change you? I need you to tell me what you want, specifically."

"I'm... not completely sure, master. I want to stop feeling this fear, to not worry constantly over disappointing you. I just want to know that you can shape me to better serve you. To know that you have already shaped me. Then maybe, I will feel like my place with you is secure."

"Well, that is simple enough at least." I chuckled. "It has the benefit of being completely true. I have shaped you Myta, by teaching you and growing your power, I have made you into my tool." She shuddered in pleasure when I said that.

"Let's retire to the tent. By the time I'm done with you, you'll be an even better tool, a better toy for me to use."

Chapter 36

We retired to our tent immediately after that, and I marshaled my thoughts as we settled in to dream together. Despite my strong words earlier, I had neither the will, nor the desire to truly turn Myta into a mindless plaything. Her personality and independence were integral to my love of her, not to mention her usefulness to me. I needed to balance that feeling of security she needed against the fiery spirit I needed from her. But perhaps, just maybe, I could manage both.

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