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All Characters in the story are 18 years of age and above...
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Chapter Seventy Eight: Oath of Office...
***On The Night Of The Attack On The Town***
Shalia pressed the paste-filled cloth against the man's abdomen close to his liver. Her face was a firm mask even as she forced herself not to look away from the nasty wound that had been inflicted on the man's stomach. She needed to see if the paste was effective or not. A foul stench was coming from the wound, and given that the man's intestines hadn't been punctured, Shalia knew that it was coming from the black gunk left on the wound by the monster that had caused the injury. Whether it was poisonous or not, she didn't know, but she needed to clean it out quickly. The only problem is the man was fast bleeding out through the wound and this mixture she had concocted to help in clotting wasn't doing a thing.
Shalia's heart dropped when the man started to shake violently, froth coming from his mouth and nose. The two guards that had stayed by her side even during this terrible night, were forced to hold the man down. In essence, it should have been to keep the man from causing any further harm to himself. Shalia, however, knew that the two were primarily concerned with keeping the man from harming her while in his death throes. Yes, that's what they were. Despite her best efforts, this man was fast drifting past the point of no return. Eventually, the man's struggles came to a stop even as he stilled with a death rattle.
Shalia's hands clenched tightly around the cloth full of paste that she'd been hoping would help the man. "H... he's gone," She declared even as she rose to her feet. Even though they were primarily concerned with her safety, the two men who were guarding her, couldn't help but let out a sad sigh even as they pulled a white sheet over the now still body. Shalia found herself not looking in the direction of the more than twenty other similarly covered bodies in the receiving hall. This was a large hall where badly injured and patients in critical condition were first received and given emergency care before they were sent to a room to convalesce in once they were no longer in danger. On this night, not a single one of those that had been brought here had managed to make it past the receiving hall.
"I... I need some time," She spoke, her voice coming out in a hoarse whisper. Not caring whether the two men had heard her or not, she stiffly walked out of the receiving hall. Blindly moving through the halls of the infirmary, Shalia soon found herself standing in the same room where the healer had always had her practice the preparation of several different herbs. Her two guards were left outside even as she closed the door behind her. As soon as she was alone, Shalia's carefully put-together mask cracked as she slowly sunk to the floor. A choked cry left her throat even as an overwhelming flood of pain, shame, and self-loathing washed over her like an unrelenting tide.
Over and over again, both her teacher and her father had told her that, one day the healer wouldn't be here. Eventually, she would move on from this little town. And when that day came, Shalia would be left to occupy that role. For whatever reason, however, it had always felt like something far off in the future. Something she wouldn't have to worry about for a long, long time to come. That day, however, had come far sooner than expected. No one knew where the healer was. The last that had been seen of her was when she flew over the town with Roka on some disc shaped like an arrowhead. An explosion had occurred a few hours later and a monster had flown off after Roka and her teacher. Roka later returned to report that their teacher was still fighting the monster and wouldn't be returning any time soon. He'd been sent ahead to warn them of the impending attack.
She had been back home hiding when suddenly, a messenger came to the house shouting for a healer. It was known by everyone in town that she had been learning under the healer for almost three cycles now. There was no way she could have stayed hidden or feigned ignorance. In a small community such as this, everyone would know by the end of the next day that she had refused to come out and save lives if she remained hidden. Even if she was willing to suffer the ill will that this action would generate, her father couldn't. She was aware of the fact that he was gradually growing weaker. If she turned the people against them through her inaction, then the other three families would take advantage and come after them. She just couldn't be the cause of her father's downfall, and so she stepped forward to play the role of healer.
All of a sudden, the very things that had seemed like a chore whenever her teacher assigned them to her, she now desperately tried to correctly remember. Which flower went with which root? What was she supposed to just warm and what was she supposed to boil thoroughly? Was she supposed to crush the stalks of the rock-berry plant, or was she just supposed to remove the outer layer? Was it the seeds or the skin of the thorn fruit that was poisonous? It was as if everything she had ever been taught had suddenly flown out of her head, leaving her a bumbling idiot who couldn't tell a leaf from a flower. There was very little faith in Shalia that any of what she had concocted tonight was correct. Half of it was probably just a pointless mixture of different herbs, the other half probably more harmful than beneficial to even a normal person, let alone one who was injured.
One after the other, people had been brought to her, all in critical condition. The fight out there was so bad that nothing less would see one withdrawn. Men had been brought in, some with mangled limbs, others with their intestines hanging out, and still others with such grievous wounds that it left one wondering how someone could still draw breath after suffering such an injury. One man came in with three ribs sticking out through the skin and a fourth one angled in such a way that she suspected it had already pierced the man's lung. And yet, the man had struggled for an hour or so before succumbing. One by one they had come. Yet, again and again she had failed to save them! More than twenty warriors of the town had met their end under her care!
Shalia's tears flowed down her face, her nails digging into her palm, and her teeth clamping tightly on her lips to keep from crying out loud and being heard through the door. She felt like there were eyes in the dark looking at her in mockery. A pretender, a spoiled brat that had only been playing at being a healer. She could feel fingers pointed at her in the dark, the specters of those who had fallen blaming her for their untimely demise. Why? Why did she step forward if she knew she couldn't help them? Why did she give them a false hope that they could be saved? Why did she make a mockery of their bravery and sacrifice? The worst part was that, even though a small part of her knew that all this was just in her head, it wouldn't stay that way for long. Soon enough the news would spread, none of those that had been brought to her to save had lived. She would be seen for the fraud that she was.
A part of her wanted to blame Roka for not being here. He was, after all, her fellow student under the healer. He should have been here to help save the lives that she had been unable to. However, even she who was here, away from the fighting, had heard of his valiance in battle through the patients and the men who brought them in. They spoke among themselves, and to her on rare occasions, about the incredible warrior that had taken to the front line of battle to defend the warriors of the town whenever they were being overwhelmed by the unrelenting wave of monsters that kept coming at them without reprieve. If he had chosen not to fight and instead come over to play the role of healer, then chances are that ten times the number would have died. He had saved countless more lives out there than she had in here.