Author's note.
1). Remember, your help in pointing out errors will help keep me from having to take long periods off to edit. Your help in this is much appreciated.
2). Feedback from my readers is my fuel to keep writing. If you enjoy my work, please take the time to let me know in the comments. It does wonders for my motivation to write.
3). If you read the chapter, please take the time to rate it. It's just a few clicks of the screen.
***
All Characters in the story are 18 years of age and above...
***
Chapter Fourteen: Appreciation...
Calyn couldn't keep the bittersweet smile off her face as she hugged Aunt Lina. The situation she was in was terrible, there was no question about it. But a good had come from it that she hadn't been expecting. While the woman had raised her in the place of her mother ever since she was young, she had never been the expressive type. That isn't to say that she was cold. She'd praise and congratulate you when you did right. She'd also reprimand and punish you when you did wrong. However, she'd always maintained an air of stoicism about her all through. Much as it now shamed her to admit, there were times when she'd thought that her aunt was only raising her out of a sense of obligation and nothing more. She had mistaken the fact that her aunt didn't wear her heart on her sleeve for her not truly caring about her.
It had felt like she'd been thrown into a pit when with a few casual words, the next one hundred cycles of her life were in essence taken from her. Worse yet, it remained an open question whether she'd survive to see the end of it. After all, she would be spending those hundred cycles in service to a being that had crushed a fifth-tier mage like he was some rotten fruit. If she somehow messed up and were to earn the ire of that being, what would happen to her? It was like being asked to spend the next hundred cycles with one's head inside the mouth of a tiger. Any time the tiger fancied, your life would be forfeit. It didn't even have to be her fault. If something displeased the deity and he decided to take it out on her, who was going to stop him? This was the reason she had doubted her ears when she heard Aunt Lina offer to take her place.
Aunt Lina was a fifth-tier mage, three tiers higher than herself. To the deity, however, this meant nothing. The necromancer that had been squashed like an overripe tomato had also been at the fifth tier. Aunt Lina's life would have been in just as much danger as hers was going to be. And yet, that hadn't stopped her, her aunt had been ready and willing to give up one hundred cycles of her life for her sake. That in itself would have been enough to let her know that her aunt truly cared for her. Aunt Lina, however, didn't stop there. When she was rejected the first time, her aunt had almost immediately offered to do twice the amount of time. Without hesitation, she had given up two hundred cycles of her life for her. This in itself would have been worth more than words could convey. Her aunt, however, was among the few elders in the clan who hadn't exhausted their potential and could still ascend through the tiers. Putting her life on hold for two hundred cycles would put the possibility of ascending in jeopardy. If the deity allowed her to continue working towards her ascension, then there wouldn't be much trouble. If he didn't though, then she would have effectively given up a large chunk of the window she had to ascend. There'd still be some chance of her ascending, but it would be slim as a razor's edge.
Something inside Calyn had twisted painfully when her aunt had stammered the word 'five'. With that kind of time, her aunt's ascension would depend entirely on whether the deity allowed her to continue trying to grow stronger or not. It wasn't just her freedom, she was giving up, Aunt Lina was willing to give up her path of ascension for her sake. And as if that wasn't enough, Calyn had known that her aunt was risking her life by pushing the issue even after the Deity had declared that he wouldn't be moved. If she drew the ire of the deity, she could easily lose her life right there and then. In that moment she'd been filled with a powerful mix of two emotions. The first was fear for her aunt's life. As certain as the ground under her feet and the sky above her head, she had known that if the deity wanted to kill her aunt, there was nothing anyone could do to prevent it. By pushing the issue, she was quite literally presented her neck to the executioner's ax. Whether she lived or not was now no longer in any of their hands, but entirely in the deity's. The second emotion that had filled her in that moment was an unshakable resolve to die with her.
Calyn wasn't in any way suicidal. She didn't want to die at all, let alone at such a young age and with so much unrealized potential. She had so much yet to live for, and yet, there wasn't even a hint of doubt in her that she would have taken her weapons out and attacked the deity. How could she ever look herself in the mirror again if she just let her aunt's killer go on drawing breath? Aunt Lina had just given up her entire life for her sake. What manner of daughter would she be if, after that, she watched her life be snuffed out and acted like it didn't happen? No, let her be called a fool, but never a coward. Calyn wasn't suffering from any delusion that she would have succeeded. In all likelihood, she would have ended up a corpse beside her aunt. But at the very least, when they met in the afterlife, she could hold her head high before her aunt. But while her resolve had been firm as a mountain, that didn't in any way take away from the wave of relief that washed over her when the deity just flatly ignored her aunt and turned to her to give her the rest of the day to bid her family goodbye.
"That's enough," Aunt Lina spoke softly. She was still the stoic, rarely expressive person she'd always been. After today, however, Calyn would never mistake that for the absence of love and care for her.
Calyn clung to her for a while longer before reluctantly letting go. "Do not hold your father's silence against him. Knowing him, he's probably being held in the clan's dungeons to keep him from coming after you and landing the clan in even more trouble with the deity," she laid out.
As soon as they left the Governor's castle, they headed for the airship docks. Everything had already been packed the night before. They had hoped to negotiate with the deity and then leave the city immediately after. That was still the plan, only Calyn would be left behind. No one among them had even entertained the idea of running away. Calyn would never betray her clan like that. As for Aunt Lina, despite being willing to take her place as the deity's slave, she would be the first one to capture Calyn and lay her at Roka's feet if she tried to run. No matter their personal feelings, they had all been raised with the understanding that the clan always came first. They had all benefitted from it in their path of ascension and were equally expected to be devoted to it in turn. Loyalty, even at the cost of one's life wasn't something only expected of the servants.
"I know," Calyn answered with a bittersweet smile.
The first thing that Aunt Lina had done as soon as they got to the airship was to call the clan and apprise them of all that had transpired and how the situation had been resolved. As soon as she had told them what the deity had demanded as restitution, there had been a commotion on the other side of the crystal. With just the audio and no visuals, they could only guess and speculate at what happened. Calyn, however, suspected that in his usual bullish way, her father had gotten up, ready to head to the nearest airship and come for her. The other elders must have been forced to subdue him and confine him to keep from attracting even more trouble to the clan. When the clan head came back and spoke through the crystal again, he sounded a bit winded and annoyed, though he did his best to hide it. He'd gone on to listen to the rest of what happened before offering a few words of encouragement to Calyn. Even though he'd probably just had to restrain her father to keep him from trying to rescue her, Calyn could tell that the Clan head's words were genuine. That said, there wasn't a lot of hope in his voice that Calyn would make it back.