I couldn't explain how I got the message. Nothing in here made any sense, and nothing had to play by any rules. It's not like I got a message in a bottle, or an email, the message came like an apparition, molding the world around me until I couldn't help but accept it. I'd heard fragments, saw glimpses of Kyra as she was trapped. The world wouldn't let me miss the fact that Kyra was trapped with a man named Tyler, held hostage by Dan, and they were desperate for help.
I was here with a man who loved me, living the perfect life I'd always dreamed of, and I've never felt more alone in my entire life. I'd caught glimpses of the things Dan could do, the way he wielded the dreams powers like he was a god himself.
I spent more than a week mulling over the situation, trying to figure out how I could possibly stand up to him. Every scenario ended the exact same way, myself locked in that same cell, right beside Tyler and Kyra.
I was afraid to talk to Jay about the situation. As real as he was- and he was real. He ran the exact same brain waves I do, he was still made by the simulation, and the more I stared at him, the more I feared what Dan could do. What if he could look into Jay's thoughts? What if he could perfectly recall every conversation I had? Someone as paranoid as him was sure to run surveillance, any one of his dozens of lines of consciousness was sure to investigate the other
real
people in here.
He would have the same control over Jay that I do. That's a thought that terrified me.
I loved Jay. I still do, with all my heart, but while I was in here, I was trapped just like Kyra and Tyler, and I couldn't trust him.
The only people I could trust were the
real
people. That didn't leave me with much. Brynlee was doing her best to block out existence, working through drugs and sex to stop herself from having a single thought before they turned to existential dread and panic. Juliet was a hermit, completely isolated from the rest of us, and Kyra wouldn't be any help from the other side of Dan's prison.
I sat in my kitchen, opposite my husband, the love of my life, and had the hardest conversation I've ever had. "I don't have a choice," I said.
I knew I could make him forget. I knew I could make him move on, not care about the fact I exist in the first place, but I
wanted
to feel this. I
needed
the raw emotions, the things that made this perfect illusion feel so real.
"But I can't stay here any longer," I said. I kept my eyes locked on his, "I have to leave. Or try to at least. Real people are getting hurt."
He took my hand, and met my eyes with sadness.
"And I can't ask you to help," I gasped. The thought hurt worse than any goodbye. It was one thing to leave him, another to stare at the man I love and tell him outright I couldn't trust him. It's not his fault he was born the way he was, inorganic.
I felt like I was throwing rocks at a puppy to make him go away. He didn't deserve the hate, the vitriol. He didn't deserve to be abandoned by the woman he loved.
"I love you," I said crying, "I won't ever stop loving you. But Kyra needs me, and I don't have a choice."
Leaving my house was the hardest thing I've ever done. I wanted to turn around, sprint back inside, throw my arms around him and shower him with love and kisses. I wanted to cuddle up next to him and watch our favorite movies, indulge in each other's warmth.
Brynlee,
I forced myself to think. She was my best bet. At the very least, she wanted out, and if I could sober her up and peel her away from her sexual deviancy, she'd be willing to help.
I found her getting gangbanged. I didn't know what drugs she was on, but her eyes wouldn't focus, and she could barely recognize I was there. I peeled her back and tried to make her see sense.
She was so far gone, she couldn't tell her fantasies from reality. She thought I was just another one of her sex toys, a bimbo to help her forget her dread. She tried to kiss me, she cupped her hands around my pubis-
God,
I sniffled. I tried to fight the thought, Brynlee or not, that might be the last time anyone ever touched my vagina.
I couldn't let doubt creep in, not with stakes this high.
I did everything I could to sober her up. I magicked a fresh set of clothes on her, and built a room for her to recover. I watched and waited, every tick of the clock agonizingly slow.
It took until the next morning for her to be awake enough to realize who I was, and she wasn't in the process of shutting off her brain.
Her eyes were red and her hair was sticky with sweat and cum, bedraggled and knotted. She stared at me, her mouth hanging open, as she tried to make sense of the situation.
"Tyler, the man who's trapped," I explained, "He's real, and he was supposed to get us out. If we can beat Dan-"
She finished for me, "We get to wake up."
"But if we lose," I stressed, "Then we're prisoners too. Just like Kyra and Tyler, and we'd be hopeless. It might be millenia before we get out."
Brynlee took a long drink of coffee, still trying to stop the headache, "Do you think Juliet will help?"
I shook my head, "Can't hurt to ask."
She scoffed, "She could tell Dan, fight on his side."
"She's a good person," I said. I had to believe that, "If she knew Kyra was trapped, it doesn't matter how happy she is in here, she'll help."
It took us another day to find Juliet, and fortunately, Juliet is a good person. We explained everything we knew, how Dan seized control, and how he'd locked up any chance of escape. We told her how Dan split his mind into a thousand pieces, how he'd built up a fortress to protect his immortality.
"But they're humans," Juliet said, agreeing, "Real humans."
"And they need out help," I said.
Juliet didn't hesitate.
The three of us were ready to take down Dan, but not a single one of us had any idea what we were about to walk into.
We met a few miles from Dan's prison, and he wasn't hiding his tyranny anymore. There were dozens of him, lined up all around the prison walls, walking the parapets like guards. He was armed with guns that didn't shoot bullets. They were sadistic devices of his own design, ones that would inflict the max amount of pain the simulation would allow if it hit you. He'd designed a torture gun, a clear deterrent to keep us far away.
"How did he-" Juliet muttered. Her eyes were scanning all of him, the countless replicas that defended his prison, "How did he split his soul like that?"
The stakes were too high, and we couldn't afford to hesitate.
"No one knows," I said, "He thinks he's a god, but now you guys know what we're up against. He's not gonna let us in easy."
"We could build an army," Brynlee tried, but I shot her down. It was the same thing as bringing Jay. If we could control someone, so could Dan.
I looked between them, absolutely certain, "It has to be us."
"So there's two things," Juliet reasoned, "We need to make sure Dan's out of our way, and we need to figure out how to break the prison."