Chapter 1
Crash
Jax Ciello wasn't sure how you could feel both too cold and too hot at the same time, but that is exactly how waking up from suspension felt to him every time. The only thing pleasant about it was the nearly 2g acceleration holding him down to the bed. Acceleration, or deceleration in this case, meant that they were out of the cruise phase and were slowing down in preparation for their mid-voyage course correction. Having spent most of his early childhood on Tau Ceti 5, a world with gravity just over twice that of Earth's, the heaviness was a pleasant change from the weightlessness prior to entering suspension.
Jax slowly sat up and put his bare feet on the cool metal floor. He took a few deep breaths of the noisily circulating dry air, and then reached for his receiver in the compartment beside the bed and clipped it onto his right ear. His visual field filled with various status messages for him and about the ship, while beeps and tones and auditory messages from the living and artificial crewmembers filled his ears.
"System: filter. Wakeup only," Jax spoke hoarsely and maybe a little too loudly in the small room that was his home aboard the ship. He really should remember to change his defaults.
The data and messages in front of his eyes quickly diminished to only his vital health information. Suddenly, he became acutely aware of his urgent need to urinate and vacate his bowels, so he stood up and pressed the restroom panel on the wall, which then spun away and revealed his room's facilities. After having taken care of that, he next opened his kitchen cabinet and filled his largest glass with water and gulped it down.
"Workstation, please." The bed folded up into the wall to be replaced by a small desk and a comfortable reclining chair. Jax sat down and called up the artificial crewmember, Bette, for the bio department where he was the second officer.
"Hello, Jax. Welcome back," the nearly too human voice said to him, accompanied by a smiling animated avatar. "On account of the ship's emergency status, the bio department is in low-power standby mode. However, I can give you a report from just before we began our deceleration."
"Wait, what?" The words just kind of stumbling out of his mouth. "What emergency status? Why?"
"Carbonaceous planetary debris detected. 1g deceleration phase aborted. 2g-3g avoidance burns in progress. All crewmembers awakened. Minor impact damage affecting mid and aft sections..."
Jax pulled up the shipwide messages and noticed what his groggy post-suspension mind did not at first: dozens of red and yellow announcements, instructions, and warnings detailed what had been happening. It was day 258 according to ship time, 431 standard days due to the time dilation of traveling at 80% of the speed of light. He wasn't supposed to have been awakened until day 286, after the planned 30 days of 1g deceleration at their course correction point, the orange dwarf star Kappa-255, before they continued on to Epsilon Eridani.
Bette's voice continued, "...hypotheses include planetesimal tidal destruction (probability zero-point-five-four), planetesimal impacts (probability zero-point-two-one), rogue asteroids (probability zero-point-zero-nine), secondary effects of cometary bombardment (probability..."
Jax checked for any personal instructions or messages. A botanist was unlikely to be of much use in an emergency like this, but he should still attend to priorities assigned to him.
He had no messages from any of the human crewmembers, though there were only 18 of them. The medical artificial crewmember, Ace, had assigned him typical post-suspension health checks and exercise, while the deputy command artificial crewmember, Mike, had given him orders to backup data onto portable storage, preserve algae cultures for transport, and withdraw a portion of the seed cargo and place this in all lifecraft.
Bette's voice was still going, "...likelihood of evacuation order in next 2 days, zero-point-zero-seven; likelihood of evacuation order in next 7 days, zero-point-one-eight; likelihood of evacuation order in next 14 days..."
"System, hold." Jax quickly stood up, as Bette's voice and other data was cleared from his vision. The other side effect of waking up from suspension was a sudden, painfully stiff erection. That had to be dealt with regardless of emergency orders or not. Even though this was a twice-a-day occurrence for much of his adult life, not to mention that of all humans on the ship and everywhere else, the post-suspension version was a quite more urgent and undeniable feeling.
He indicated with a glance in his visual field that he wanted his claxim deployed. The device unfolded from the wall behind him, and he quickly approached. Removing his loose fitting suspension clothing and arranging himself on the seat, he carefully directed his member into the appropriate slot where it was enveloped by a warm gel substance. Placing both feet and hands on the designated conductive panels, he said, "begin."
The sounds, feelings, smells, and sights of the ship quickly faded away, replaced by the austere, yet comforting virtual environment of the claxim. Sensations trickled across all of his senses. Colors. Patterns of light and darkness. Heat and coolness. Rhythms of gentle touches and more intense pressure on his skin. Sounds like musical sighs filled his ears. Smells of trees, flowers, incense, and smoke tugged at his memories. Ripples of squeezing and wet sliding movements up and down his erect member quickly overwhelmed him.
Jax moaned. At least, he felt like he moaned. He knew he was breathing and felt the vibrations in his throat, but no sound reached his ears. The virtual environment generated by his receiver prevented that.
His heart rate and respiration steadily increased. He would try to focus on a single part of this multi-sensory flood, but never could. Every smell or color or sensation on his skin passed too quickly to precisely identify what it was. The effect was pleasurable, but he was never quite sure why. The pressure in his groin increased with ever growing intensity of movement on his erection. A tingling sensation began to build radiating outwards towards his extremities until he reached his orgasm in a silent cry, while he pulsed into the claxim that gently sucked every drop that he could offer.
As he was gently returned to reality on the ship and disconnected himself from the claxim, he noticed his test results appear in the lower right of his vision.