I dream of a man, tall and handsome, bright blue eyes and short, golden-blond hair. A pale-skinned northerner with wiry strength. He looks human, but is not. Mystical symbols swirl about him as if he is a god, but he is not a god. I do not know what he is, but he looks human, and has a sungold cock.
A young woman is with him, naked on her knees, her lips wrapped adoringly about the golden cock. I cannot see her face, curtained as it is by long waves of red hair, but her lustful moans are testament to her enjoyment of this act. They are alone at the cliff edge, the great sea beyond them, the setting sun dazzling above the horizon.
It is Uxur's sungold cock, the twin of Ulaxr's moonsilver cock that had been the source of Hanwe's power as the Black Queen. Dar-Gratt, the long dead king of the Atteyni was the one who stole Uxur's cock, and he guarded it even in death. Zar had discovered that the hard way.
A wizard had taken it next, Zar said. A tall, pale-skinned northerner. "Katarra," I whisper.
Katarra looks at me. "That's an old spell," he says, "for so young a mouth. If it's gold you're after" - he tugs the woman's head away so that I can see his mesmerising cock in all its glory - "I'll give you a taste in Alba."
He roars with laughter, and with a wave of his hand I am sent screaming -
-ke up, Lia!" A slap across the cheeks brought me fully back to myself.
"I'm awake!" I cried, holding up my arms in defence. "I'm awake."
"You were screaming," Hanwe explained. "I couldn't wake you." I couldn't tell whether she was angry or concerned.
"I wasn't sleeping," I said. "It was a divination." The day had been hot and we'd walked far and fast, the road winding through the endless hills. Late afternoon we'd found a good place to camp for the night, and had chosen to relax and enjoy the setting and the sun. When Hanwe had fallen asleep, I had reached for my spell book, and found myself curious about 'sun-cock's lechery'.
If she hadn't been angry before, she was now. "You are too reckless with your magic."
Perhaps, but the only way to learn was by doing. Even with Old Mother Baria I had had to learn by doing, though the old witch had been there to save me from my many mistakes. In learning swordplay, I had Hanwe herself to teach me, but there was no one to teach me magic. All I had was instincts and an ancient spell book.
"I saw Katarra," I said. "The wizard Zar met who took Uxur's sungold cock."
"Was he surrounded by adoring women? All begging for a taste of it?"
"Just one." I wasn't about to admit he'd offered me a taste, or that the idea of it excited me. "He sensed me watching him," I said instead. "I think he knows we are heading for Alba. I think he is going there too."
"Great," Hanwe muttered sarcastically. "First witches, now wizards. Give me an honest sword fight any day." She stood and stretched. "Come on," she said, and reached for the Dawn Blade.
Five times a day we did this. No actual touching of blades, just a balletic dance of steel and silver that demanded balance and taught precision. I might still be useless in an actual fight, but I could at least swing my sword like I knew what it was for.
*
While exploring the market in Benatek and trading medicines for ingredients, a book had caught my eye. My uncle had collected many books, many of which I had enjoyed reading - or at least looking through, since the illustrations of far-off places and legendary adventurers had always fired up my imagination.
In Benatek I had hoped to find books of witchcraft, but had found none of interest. At least none that I could afford. Books of spells, if they are any good, are valued heirlooms, treasured by some and feared by others. Simple spells for starting a fire or healing a bruise or bringing light to darkness were common enough and easy to find, though to my eyes the methods were clumsy and the words dangerously imprecise.
What I did find, however, was an intriguing little book called
Children of the Gods
. "Travellers from Saruz have many heroic traditions," I read aloud, Hanwe beside me. "One would think, listening to them at the fireside, that every king and queen of ancient Saruz was a child of Veshla or the Twins. The tale that always fascinated me, however, was that of Queen Perliss.
"Saruz in those days was a much smaller city, and commanded trade routes north to Paraldiar and Rathwir, and of course the ancient road running west between Gorten and the Iskreti. South of the Rush estuary was Saruz's great rival, Harruske, and it was Perliss who brought both cities to their knees and unified them at the heart of her empire. Perliss was both conqueror and the rightful heir to Saruz's throne, and though her empire did not last, it brought great and lasting prosperity to the city.
"Even today she is remembered with pride. 'A daughter of Minarwe', they call her, and by all accounts she was beautiful. So beautiful, indeed, that she caught the eye of Derushil, the Divine Smith, who forged a ring for her that she might stay beautiful forever. Those who wander the desert paths say she lives there still, an oasis of beauty immortal, but in all my searching I found none who would take me to her.
"In Saruz I visited the temples of Minarwe and Veshla, hoping to learn more of Perliss as a child of a goddess. To my surprise, the priestesses of both denied any such divine parentage. When with charm and a suitable donation I encouraged them to say more, I was startled to find they viewed Perliss as a traitor who had defied the gods. This seeming contradiction bothered me for years, until stumbling upon an old history of Saruz that elaborated: 'The regent, Garraliske, spread rumours that the Adventuring Princess had been conceived in Minarwe's temple, thereby casting her in an ill light and the people of Saruz demanded the throne should pass to the younger sister. When Perliss returned with an army, Lady Veshla at her side, a new rumour spread through the city that Perliss was Minarwe's child.'
"And thus I am sad to say that Perliss was not a Child of the Gods, but in seeking the truth of Perliss I learned much about Dar-Gratt, King of the Atteyni, who defeated her armies in the west. A man who, without question,
was
a Child of the Gods."
*