Whenever I look over and see a woman on her back, legs spread, skirt around her waist with some stranger taking his pleasure, I whisper "I'm sorry. " No one knows this is all my fault, they just see the posters of me, blouse ripped open, president cumming inside me, but I know.
It's so easy to blame men for the world we live in now, but I picked a side in the war of the sexes - I decided the magic I was given should serve femininity - a magic that should have given me the skills to hold both in sacred balance.
I don't know who has the ring now - but I hope you use it to understand. Not for power.
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I was sixteen. A sophomore in high school. A member of band. I was going steady with Jeremy and expected to marry him one day, in the way of sixteen year old girls. It was late January, and we were all holding our breath for the first faint whispers of spring.
I got bored and headed up to the attic. Our house is old, multi generational, so that there are still some things we have from my great grandma up there. I guess that's what I was looking for. When I found a jewelry box I was in heaven, and when I found an unadorned gold ring sitting in it, nothing would do but to put it on.
I felt so badass as I walked down the stairs to the attic with that dope gold ring. I just had to show my best friend Jeremy. I called him up and invited him over. He came in, high fived me, and took a look.
"You look like a girl!" He said. I protested indignantly.
"No, man! It's like a gangster ring!"
"Girl!" he chanted, "girl!"
There was nothing to do but to take it off.
I was disoriented for a moment. How had I gotten into my room? Why was Jeremy in my room?! I'd only let him see it like three times and I'd cleaned it meticulously. A quick survey now showed, my god, a bra sticking out from under my bed.
But no, I had invited him over to look at my great grandma's ring I had just found, and he was admiring it.
"It looked good on you honey," he was saying.
"It's a little heavy," I told him, "here try."
"Rings are kinda a girl thing babe," he tried to protest, but I gave him that look and he took it and put it on.
My best friend Jessica, held up her hand admiring.
"It's beautiful! - but definitely heavy. How did they used to wear this kind of stuff!?"
"I don't know!" I exclaimed.
And so it went. I now know the ring not only changes the gender of the wearer, but changes the very nature of the world around you. Everything, from the relationships, memories, clothes, and personality - shifts when you put that ring on. Who knows how many things exist like it, constantly changing our world every moment. We would never know.
I liked that ring in both forms, but it fit a little less well as a guy than as a girl, and I got into the habit of slipping it on and off absently. On as a girl, off as a guy. I would play with it at the mall, or in school, or any number of public places, and maybe two years after I first found it, I decided to enter a beauty pageant, and not being bad to look at, I won. I was up there in my dress with my flowers, awaiting the speech I was supposed to give in front of hundreds of people, when I nervously slipped on my ring. I think the ring's magic got strained there. I've noticed that it never moves me from where I am, and has a hard time moving other people too, it just gives them different reasons for being there.
But what other reason would all these women and one guy be on stage? Why else would we all be arrayed as we were? I'd been at the pageant to look at the pretty girls and here I was on stage. Like a child casting out for a distraction, it shifted the scene and suddenly I was turning and kissing one of the girls beside me, and men were sprinting up on stage, and there was giggling and shrieking, as a huge free for all orgy exploded into being.
But even as I was reaching under Daisy Minahu's skirt while kissing her passionately, finger sliding between her legs to cup the heat I found there, my mind was crackling, snapping, the unreality was hitting it, memories were flashing in. I was buried cock deep in Daisy Minahu when I realized that I was a girl. I came in her, spasming my seed into her unprotected womb, reveling in the strength of my body, and the rightness of that act, while some small part of me was aware that this wasn't how I really was.
I slipped the ring off - and there was nothing for the ring to do - 100 people in compromising positions, but to continue as it had been. Brett Williams approached the two of us rolling about on the floor and took my skirts up, sliding into me, kissing me. It was all so sudden, returning to myself, but like this! I freaked out and slammed the ring back on. Then there was Daisy between us, I was in her from behind, and Brett was taking her from the front. I took the time to relax with Daisy sliding up and down my miraculously hard again cock. Brett came in her, but I was going slower now, distracted by the memories that came back to me in fits and bursts, and kept stroking in and out of her.
Then I started to feel Daisy tensing against me, breathing hard.
"Are you okay?" I asked.
"I'm fine, it's just - this is my first time, and I never imagined it would be like this... I don't know what came over me."