The hour is late and I am exhausted. Tonight has been very long and taxing to my nerves, though I could not show it. I sigh deeply.
"Is anything wrong my Lady?" asks my worrying handmaiden.
I smile.
"No Lorriane. I am just tired."
I am plagued with memories. This evenings festival, though joyous an occasion, was bittersweet. Watching the performers dance and spin, hearing the laughter of my people, the enjoyment of the evening delighted me, however, it also reminds me of the celebrations of years gone back. Hearing his voice chuckle in my ear, listening to the fire roar he danced around me. A cold chill sweeps up my spine as my mind floods with warm strong hands on my flesh, the scrape of stubble against my thigh. That man who is not my King...
I am helped out of my gown, all 50 pounds of material, beading and embroidery and I catch a scent in the air. One that makes my legs go weak. Fire and leather.
"That will be all Ladies. I will take care of the rest." With a delicate sweep of my hand they are dismissed.
"Your Majesty." They all curtsy in unison and leave me.
I force my hands still. Willing them not to shake. Feigning indifference I rub my neck and shoulder as I walk toward my vanity. Still in my undergarments, white chemise and corset, I sit as comfortably as I can and begin to take each pearl tipped pin from my long hair. Knowing full well I am not alone in this room.
"Breaking into the Queens bedchamber is punishable by death." My gaze is steady in the mirror. My hands are steady. Each pin placed in a silver shining box on the vanity top.
"Oh I know." The voice so masculine is closer than I realized. "Though this is well worth the risk." He pulls the final pin from my hair and it falls in waves past my hips. I watch as he reaches over my shoulder and places the pin in its box with the others. His arms marked with scars and tattoos from his travels. Soot on his finger tips. He snuck into a palace and didn't bother to clean up. I allow myself a smile.
He grabs the silver brush and begins to run it though my hair. Clearing out knots and bends, making it shine.
I see him then, standing so close to my back I can feel his heat. His gaze down, focusing on his task. I almost forgot just how striking he is. Though come to think about it, it was only a few years ago. His skin is the same smooth pale olive, markings from around the world decorate his flesh, which he bares brazenly. Even in this Spring chill he wears but a fur lined vest and loose trousers. His dark brows arch accenting his piercing honey gold eyes.
He cuts a very exotic figure, with his thick dark hair pulled back into a lovers knot at his nape, a long braid trailing from his temple down to his chest, accented with cold cord and glass bobbles. Playing in contrast to the various pieces of gold and talismans hanging from his neck.
I don't speak. I only watch. I cant speak. I can barely breathe. My heart is beating in my throat. I never liked the effect he has on me. I can't control it. This want...
"Do you remember when I would wash your hair?" He smiles. White teeth flashing behind full lips. "When I would bathe you."
My skin flushes. I remember. Those nights always ended up with water all over the floor and him beneath me in the tub soaked to the bone, writhing in the warm water.
"The scent of lavender still excites me." He raises a handful of hair to his nose and his eyes close as he takes in the scent. I always bathe in lavender.
"Why are you here?'My voice comes out deeper than I intend. I force myself to refrain from gnawing on my lower lip. All tools of my trade. Know your tells and hide them.
He moves my hair aside.
"For you." His fingers trace my shoulder and glide down to my collar bone. "Just as I remember. Like porcelain."
My breath catches in my throat.
"You mean to tell me, my crown still bears all its jewels?" I give him a playful tilt of my chin.
"It might be missing a sapphire or two. You know I love blue." A devilish grin plays on his lips. For the first time in years our eyes lock. Green holds gold in place. I know I'm blushing, I can feel my face burn, but so is he. His hands grab onto my shoulders with ferocity, his eyes dance.
The moment has changed with that one look. The world has tilted.
With a jagged breath he looks away. Reaching behind his back and pulls forth a dagger, old and worn, intricate in design upon the blade.
"As I said. I came here for you." His tone has become harsh, his eyes wide and wild.
He presses the blade against my spine and I dare not move. The metal is icy cold against my skin, but still I will not move. I lift my chin showing no fear at this turn of events. A woman of my station does not show emotion. Does not beg.
With a quick downward stroke he slices the back of my corset wide. The pressure on my ribs is instantly releases and I am able to take a deep breath.
"Those ribbons are expensive!" My voice booms.
He stands up with a look of pure shock on his face. "You're the Queen of the Five Lands. I think you can afford to loose a few ribbons in the name of passion." He secures the dagger back in its sheath.
"You know what. No. Nevermind. I will steal you new ribbons. How about that? My God woman. I steal away into the night, break into a massively fortified castle, risk life and limb, mind you, just to see you. To touch You, and you scold me for cutting some ribbons?"
"Seven."
"What?"
"I am the Queen of the 7 Great Lands." I cannot hold my smile back.