Authors notes:
Special thanks to Taco1085 for a great editing job; Well done, Larry!
Also to Cecilia Martin for her invaluable content advice; Great job, Cecilia!
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Morrigan woke several hours later to the delicious feeling of a warm, wet tongue gliding sensuously around her three inch areola and across her swollen, titanium hard, half inch nipples as Megan's mouth switched back and forth between Morrigan's succulent "D" cup tits. Morrigan moaned softly. "Gods, Babes; that feels sooo fucking good! You can wake me up like that anytime! Unfortunately, we don't have time to go any further. We've got a hell of a lot to get done today." Morrigan pulled Megan up for a long, slow, passion filled kiss then continued, "I'm really sorry, Babes; we can play all you want later tonight. But right now duty calls." Morrigan giggled and said, "Good Gods; we both reek of wet pussy. We don't even have time for a quick shower. This will have to do for now." Morrigan closed her eyes for a few seconds. "There we go Babes; all fresh and clean. Now lets get our asses out of this bed, get dressed, and get to my quarters. Everybody else is already there waiting for us."
Megan gave a quick little girl pout then giggled. "Mean, old, duty; one of these days I'm gonna have to kick it's butt," she giggled again.
"Just let me know when, and I'll help you do it," Morrigan laughed. As they walked to Morrigan's quarters; Morrigan's mood slowly began to change. She became quiet and somber. She took Megan's hand and kissed it softly. "I love you, Meg. More than you'll ever know. Last night was the best night of my life. But this morning; in the cold light of day; I feel... I don't know... maybe... guilty? I'm not sure if that actually describes how I feel. I mean here I was having the greatest night I've ever had, celebrating life, and a new found love with the woman I adore more than anything in creation. Yet there are families aboard this Ark that have had the worst night imaginable. I feel... like I let them down by having a great time while they were hurting so much. Have I become so horrible a queen that I've lost all compassion for my people's suffering?"
Megan spun around in front of Morrigan pushing Morrigan against the bulkhead. "Pull yourself together, Morrigan," She snapped! We're about to enter the control deck and your people don't need to see you acting this way! We WILL talk about this when we get inside your quarters. In the meantime, you're a queen; act like one," Megan growled!
Morrigan gave Megan a shocked look. Megan had never spoken to her like that before so Morrigan knew Megan was pissed. Morrigan took a deep breath and squared her shoulders. "You're right, Meg. There's a time and place for everything. This is not the right time or place to show my emotions. I'm sorry. I'm okay now; let's get to my quarters."
Megan stood on her toes brushing her soft lips against Morrigan's. "I'm sorry too, Babe. I shouldn't have talked to you like that; but it was the only way to snap you out of your funk." Megan took Morrigan's hand and together they walked through the control deck and into Morrigan's quarters.
They were both shocked to see Vanessa standing just inside the door waiting for them. Vanessa pulled a surprised Megan in for a hug while kissing Megan's cheek and whispering "thank you."
Vanessa stepped back and frowned at Morrigan. "Well, Sis, I don't know if our bond is getting stronger or what. But I can feel your emotions, and I know exactly what you're thinking. It's pure unadulterated bullshit! Yes, you're our queen. But you are in no way responsible for ensuring our happiness; that's up to each of us to do on our own. As far as the grieving families go; there's really nothing you can do. They each have to deal with their grief in their own way. Get the idea out of your head that you let them down. You've been working your ass off. There isn't a soul on this Ark that would begrudge you last night! You earned it and you were entitled to it. Every single person in this suite is happy that you FINALLY took some time off to relax and enjoy yourself for a change. You haven't lost your compassion. The very fact that you've asked that question is it's own answer.
I'm your sister, and your second in command. Yes, yesterday was horrible. But you know as well as I do, there's gonna be good days, and not so good days. Yesterday was only the first of many bad days yet to come. You can't put your life on hold every time something bad happens. Do that, and you'll not only have one VERY unhappy lover; you'll have a shitload of very unhappy people as well, and that includes me. Hopefully, I've said enough to calm Megan down a bit. She was ready to explode all over you once that door was closed. You two should grab some breakfast. It's already zero eight thirty and we're due in the conference room at zero nine hundred."
When they entered the kitchen, Morrigan and Megan both got a hug and a kiss on the cheek from Aileen, Kelli, and Ashling. Once they were all seated again Ashling said, "I know you feel bad, My Queen. But you really shouldn't. You deserved last night. You've both earned it, and it's time you start paying some attention to your own needs. Yes, you're our queen. Yes, that's a 24/7 job. But that doesn't mean you're not allowed a private life, and it damn sure doesn't mean you can't take some time to be happy. You had my life given back to me so that I could tell you when you're making mistakes. You're forgetting that you have Vanessa, Aileen, Kelli, and me to fall back on. We're not just your battle crew, Morrigan. Hell, we're not even just teammates and friends; we're your family too. We can help you in so many other ways. Last night was a good start but you need to allow all of us to be there for you. There's no good reason that each of us can't take a night shift. You and Megan can take one together, and we could rotate the other night shifts between all of us. At least think about it, Morrigan."