I had come to the Palace. I had come
in
the Palace.
My routine did not vary for the next three days. Nanka watched me bathe, and then continued to scrub the ink from my fingers. She remained absolutely expressionless. Sartag escorted me to and from the baths, always hooded. The rest of my time was spent in the luxurious bedroom.
Then I watched the Prince at his lessons. Obviously, I was to learn his mannerisms and speech patterns, which I would no doubt be called upon to mimic at some point.
I did not see Yasina during that time. But I had no doubt what was expected of me. I would be a double of her son. But whether I would replace him, in some function, or merely act as a decoy ... that was when I remembered something Sartag had let slip, the day he first brought me to the Palace. I had asked him why there were so many soldiers about ...
The Emperor is ill.
It did not take a student of History to predict what would happen if, or when the Emperor died. The death of a ruler in Zamarka inevitably led to the same outcome: a bloody struggle for the throne.
Zoer would not nominate an heir while he lived. That would give his chosen successor too much incentive to speed up the process, by murdering his father. The brothers had spent years preparing for the day the old man would die. Each one had his agents in the Palace, and allies among the Imperial Generals.
Zoer's death would set off a bloodbath, an orgy of assassination, arrests and imprisonments, flight, and treachery. There might even be a civil war. The eventual winner - the wiliest, most cunning and most ruthless of them all - would become the next Emperor. All he had to do was survive. And eliminate his rivals.
Yasina, obviously, intended for Bishkur to survive, and succeed his father. She would rule from behind the throne. The alternative, most likely, was certain death. She had been planning for months, if not longer. And one fine day, outside the shop of Sumad the apothecary, she had seen my face - and instantly recognized a pawn, a possible piece in the Great Game.
That's all I was: a pawn. And I would be sacrificed, at need, without a second thought.
I could not leave the Palace. There were two guardsmen outside my door, at all times. Only Sartag came to see me. So I asked him, even though I knew he did not have the power to save me.
- "Sartag, I need to go home. My father is ill, and needs medication. I am the only one he has to get it for him. You remember, that day we first met - that's what I was doing."
- "You will have to ask Opkor." he answered.
- "May I see Opkor?" I persisted.
- "I will inform him of your request."
- "Will you tell him about my father? And the medication?"
Sartag frowned. "I will inform him of your request." he repeated.
When he left, I waited a few minutes, and then tried to leave myself. The two guards were surprised, but they snapped to attention belatedly. One of them, a dark fellow with abnormally bushy eyebrows, apologized.
- "I - I'm sorry, Highness. We have orders that you are to remain here."
That was plain enough, then: prisoner as well as pawn. They believed that I was Bishkur - but that didn't help me at all.
Opkor came to see me within the hour. He was clearly unhappy.
- "You must remain in this room - for now." he said.
- "I'm worried about my father." I replied, and explained about his medication.
- "I will inform the Empress." he answered. "In the meantime, I will bring you some books to read, to keep you occupied." Opkor's mouth twitched into a facsimile of a smile, but it didn't reach his eyes. Why hadn't I noticed this before? The eunuch had all the warmth of a lizard.
Later that day, Sartag came to move me. Hooded, I was returned to the sleeping cubicle. Hours later, Sartag came for me again. I thought that being moved to the cubicle was some sort of punishment, or a lesson. But he took me straight back to the luxurious bedchamber.
The room smelled of sex. The silken sheets had been changed, and one of the cushions had been changed, but the odour was unmistakeable. The room
felt
different. Even Sartag could feel it. He avoided my eye.
Opkor came again the following day. He made certain that I opened the screen, and observed Prince Bishkur's lesson. Opkor watched me watching Yasina's son.
A day later, after the Prince's lesson, Yasina herself came to see me, with Nanka and Opkor. She looked as ever, utterly desirable. I had never considered the power of sex, or lust, before this. With Minika at home, I could have sex whenever I wanted. Here, with Yasina ... I knew that I was nothing but a pawn to her - but if she had asked me to lie in the mud, I would have.
She had me walk, talk, and interact with them as I thought her son would do. I did my best - what
could
I do, except cooperate? She seemed quite pleased with my performance. Even Nanka was nodding, and biting her lip, though her face remained impassive.
- "Well done!" said Yasina. "It's remarkable, isn't it?"
- "Highness .." I began. Opkor frowned, but I ignored him. "I am concerned about my father -"
Yasina raised a hand. "You need not worry. Opkor told me of his illness. I sent a guardsman to collect his medication from the apothecary. I also sent your first two weeks' pay, so that your father would have some money."
It was far more than I had expected. I bowed to her. "Thank you, Highness."
- You are very important to us, Carrach al-Batir." she said. "As you can tell, we are grooming you - preparing you, for a very important task."
- "To impersonate your son?"
She smiled. "Yes. I admit it. You're too clever not to have figured it out. Can you do this for us? Afterwards, I can let you go home. For a short time, at least. But I will probably need you back at the Palace for even more important duties thereafter ..."
The way she said that, looking me straight in the eyes, I pictured her leaning against my shoulder, stroking me to orgasm. How did she do that?
- "You walk just like Prince Bishkur." said Opkor. "You are a very talented mimic." His eyes flickered to his mistress, like a loyal dog seeking approval.
That's when I realized that they did not expect me to survive.
******
The next morning, Sartag came to collect me - but without a hood.
- "Is this a test?" I asked him.
- "I just follow orders." he said. He sounded a bit grumpy. I'm sure he would have preferred to be guarding Yasina, rather than shepherding a lowly clerk.
He did not take me very far. Apparently, Prince Bishkur spent most of his time in this wing of the Palace. We passed several guardsmen, who nodded to Sartag, but did not react to me at all. The same was true of servants.
- "That was impressive." said Sartag, when we reached the baths. "No one noticed anything."
- "They weren't looking." I suggested. "How many servants make eye contact with Princes?"
- "Maybe." he said, unconvinced.
In the afternoon, he took me out for a stroll in the gardens. I should have been enjoying my first clear view of the palace grounds, but instead I was racking my brain for a way out of this trap.