Chapter Eight
Sheila changed into the soft cotton and silk gown she favored sleeping in. It was comfortable, recently purchased on one of her many shopping trips.
Her eyes felt heavy, craving the precious sleep she seemed to require more of lately, while getting far less. Her now active lifestyle with The Network was catching up to her.
I wouldn't trade it,
she thought, hugging her arms to her body.
Joshua had pushed her nearly to her limits the last few days. She felt as though they had put her through every scenario they could imagine. It was obvious the inadequate condition of the Network was to blame. They were starving, as Istar had pointed out. It was clear to Shiela that this was true.
Ishtar had been with her in spirit through most of it. The strength of her being there helped to make Sheila's tasks far less daunting.
"Who wants to live forever?" The words of a song drifted through the air, asking from her bedside audio dock. The song had lately become one of her favorite songs. An old one by the band Queen that held far more meaning for her now.
I do,
she thought smugly.
Forever sounds wonderful if I can be young.
Sheila slipped between the crisp, white sheets and dropped her head onto her favorite down-filled pillow. In mere moments she faded off to sleep, dreaming of forever.
* * *
Wake up my precious one.
The voice seemed to live in the haze and warm comfort of Shiela's sleep.
"lshtar," Sheila formed the word, never waking.
Sheila stood on a beach looking out across a vast ocean. Her feet were pushed down into wet, black sand. The warm caress of the earth beneath her filling her spirit through the bottoms of her feet. Taking a deep breath, she filled her lungs with the pungent salt air which toyed with the loose strands of her ebony hair.
Time runs short, Priestess.
Ishtar's voice seemed to be carried On the wind. Coming from some mysterious place Sheila couldn't find.
"Where are you, Ishtar?"
Sheila began to feel anxious though she couldn't understand why. Where was this beach she stood on? How had she gotten here? She felt out of place.
Alone.
Abandoned.
Sheila gasped, bolting upright in her bed. Her sweaty hair tickled the edges of her face in tight wet curls.
It had only been a dream. The sadness. The despair. A tremendous feeling of longing and loneliness. She felt so far from home. Her heart hammering as she struggled to catch her breath in gulping sighs.
It was only a dream, a terrible, terrible dream.
Ishtar?
She reached out to her goddess. Feeling for her in her mind.
Had Ishtar's voice been a dream too?
I'm here, my love.
Ishtar embraced Sheila's spirit. Soothing the emptiness she found there, filling it with love.
I was so alone.
A tear measured Sheila's cheek.
You'll never be alone again.
Ishtar held her mind.
Sheila never felt more loved or protected. They intertwined mentally, spiritually.
Come to me.
Ishtar whispered to her preistess's soul.
Its...
Sheila looked at the large, glowing, blue numbers on her bedside clock.
... one fifteen in the morning.
Get up, Preistess.
Ishtar's voice in her head suddenly became stern. She didnt seem angry, rather she seemed impatient.
Sheila shook the remaining haze from her mind, and climbed from her warm bed. She swiped the lone tear from her cheek.
I don i t have time to explain. Please, do not ask.
Ishtar sent a feeling of urgency to Sheila.
I'm sorry, Goddess.
Sheila sent, still trying to wake up.
Touch the crescent piercing I gave you as a gift.
Ishtar directed her.
Now, wish to be with me. See me in your mind. See me before you.
Sheila touched her finger to the small, gold. crescentβmoon piercing, and imagined that she stood in front of her goddess Ishtar.
The room began to shimmer Sheila felt as though an electric charge enveloped her body. Suddenly She was aware of each individual molecule the room was made of as they expanded into a universe of countless particles. Sheila was the light; She was the energy.
As quickly as the particles of her bedroorn had dematerialized, something else formed before her, or more accurately, she formed into it.
Ishtar stood before her. She stood on a natural, rough-hewn stone floor. As Shiela's world became solid again.
The dimly lit chamber Sheila now occupied was completely cut from glossy black stone. The masonary work was of a monumental quality. Blue light flickered from unearthly blue flames dancing in torch mounts near the ceiling. Tapestries depicting scenes of Ishtar hung from the vaulted ceiling and fell to the polished floor. The walls were windowless and more than fifteen feet in height.
It reminded Sheila of a very large tomb, though cleaner.
"There you are, my precious one." Ishtar's voice echoed off of the polished stone surfaces.
"What... What just happened?"
Sheila's flesh felt as if tiny, itchy bugs were crawling all over her. No, more than that, throughout her entire being. Starting in her deepest bones to the tip of each and every hair, she tingled.
"It is hard for me to explain to you, but I will try," Ishtar said.