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This fanfic is based off the Neverwinter Nights community module by the name of "A Dance with Rogues" created by Valine. I fell in love with this story and felt compelled to write something that compliments it. This story contains explicit content and graphic violence. All characters except Shiloh, Bastian, Rhys, Nicca, Ni'as, Narev and Essex are property of Valine.
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The Painting
"
You tempt fate.
"
Vico's words echoed in her mind as Shiloh ate her breakfast in solitude. She hadn't woken Shanna yet. She figured the girl needed some rest after her ordeal. Dying and coming back to life had to be taxing on the body. Her own experiences with Vico ridding her of Bastian's influence had not been very pleasant. Though the blackguard had thought he had succeeded in doing so, Bastian was still a part of her. He wouldn't let her go that easily. Not without a fight.
After finishing her repast of oatmeal, she took a leisurely bath and dressed herself in the turquoise gown she had purchased at Gaston's. It looked good on her. She liked the way the bodice hugged her chest and the way the skirt gathered enticing at her hips and flowed to her feet. She coifed her hair, buffed her nails and applied a light coating of cosmetics to her face. She wasn't sure why she was prettying herself all up. She planned to take Shanna to Vico's place. She knew her sister would want to see him. Though after his reaction the night before, she couldn't be sure he wanted to see her, but it was the chance she had to take.
As she headed back into the bedroom, she smiled at Shanna, who was sitting up on the bed, drowsily rubbing her eyes. "Good morning, my sweet," Shiloh chimed at her. "There is still some breakfast on the table and I can run you a bath, if you'd like. I thought we could go shopping this morning."
Shanna's brow furrowed lightly. It seemed odd to her that the princess was offering to do these things for her. Normally
she
had been the one working for the nobility. She couldn't help but express her concern. "This is very weird to me. You're the princess and I'm the servant. I should be running your bath and seeing to your needs, not the other way around."
"Things have changed. I'm no longer the princess and you're not a servant anymore. We're now equals. What's mine is yours. You're my sister. We're family, the only one I have left. I intend to take care of you and find you a good man who will love you the rest of your life. I just want you to be happy."
"But Vico won't marry me. He told me so once before." Shanna softly replied.
"That asshole isn't a good man. He and I don't get along. He may have saved my life, but he's never been nice to me. We had a job to do together last night and we spent more time fighting with each other than anything else. He hits hard and it doesn't matter to him that I'm a female," she scoffed tersely. "But I did promise you I'd take you to see him and that I will do."
"Does he know about me?"
Shiloh looked away, not sure what to tell her. She nodded her head, "Yes, he does. I brought him here after our mission was complete. It was very late and you were fast asleep. He didn't want to disturb you."
"Well that doesn't sound like the Vico I know. He used to wake me up at night. He would sneak through the kitchens, and through my mother's room to see me and he would lead me to one of the cellars." A pretty blush covered Shanna's cheeks and most of her upper body. Shiloh knew all too well what her sister felt. Vico was indeed highly skilled in the arts of giving a woman pleasure. "He cared for me very much. He was always gentle with me."
"Then you are indeed lucky, little sister. I've been the recipient of his wrath more times than I'd like to remember. I don't think my backside will ever be the same," a shiver coursed through Shiloh as she recalled the many times he'd used and abused her. It caused an ache to zing through her nether regions. She needed to visit Rhys and soon.
"Perhaps it's because of who you are. Vico hated your father and everything the nobility stood for. He probably sees you as some useless little princess." Shanna replied as she climbed out of the bed, favoring her back. "Ughh, your bed's far too soft."
"My father
is
your father as well. You're of noble blood, despite the fact that you were raised as a servant."
"Even if I'd have known, even if my mother would have told me or Shira, it wouldn't have done me any good. It wouldn't have bought me a damn thing. My mother would never speak of the man who fathered us. She never spoke of an affair with King Aurelius. I knew she was having one, though. Especially after I'd been seeing Vico. She'd return to her room wearing the blush of a woman well loved. I just never knew that
HE
was my father."
"I find that surprising because I'd heard the rumors for years. I think my mother knew because she had had her own affair. Do you remember the bard, Jaevirr?" Shiloh asked as Shanna sat down at the table and Shiloh served her breakfast.
"Oh yes, he was quite handsome. Many of the maids and kitchen workers were in love with him and he didn't let them down. I bet he was responsible for many big bellies amongst the female servants. I knew of a few that had babies that looked like him," Shanna smirked. "I was only eleven at the time, but I understood nonetheless."
"I didn't. My education came much later, only since I've left the castle." Shiloh admitted. "You eat, and I'll take care of your bath and your clothing."
Shanna eyed her sister surreptitiously. "Shiloh, can I ask you something honestly?"
"Of course. What would you like to know?" Shiloh had a feeling about what Shanna was about to ask her and she wasn't sure how to tell her the truth.
"What haven't you been telling me? I'm not a stupid little girl. I may be younger than you, but I can tell when you leave out certain things. Is there something I should know about you and my Vico? Has he had you?"
Shiloh's jaw dropped to the floor. The voices in her head tormented her fiercely. Shouts of
Tell her the truth
mingled with
Deny everything
. "If you must know, yes. The night he rescued me, he raped me. He tried to assuage his guilt of it by saying he only did it because he wanted to make someone pay for your death. He claimed it was a mistake. I should hate him for it, but I can't. We've fought ever since and he's usually very rude to me, but we have shared a few intimate moments. Yes, he's had me, but it's over. And that's why I brought you back. I can't make him happy. But I think you can."
"He isn't happy, though, is he?"
"I don't know how he really feels. He's been so cold to me. I don't know why. We were fine and then something changed. He had a job to do and he came back injured. I tried to clean up his wounds and he threw me out. It hasn't been the same since. I've made a mess of everything I've ever cared for."
"Do you love him?" Shanna asked plainly.
Shiloh nodded her head. "I won't lie to you. Yes, I do, but it's not enough. He doesn't love me. He doesn't love anyone."
"He loved me. He used to tell me quite frequently." Shanna stated. "He'll love me again. I know he will. He could never stay away from me for long and one day, he'll take me to see the ocean. He promised he would. I'm glad that you've told me the truth. I want you to take me to him. I have to see for myself that he doesn't feel anything for you."
O.O
After a visit to Gaston's for new dresses for Shanna and a makeup treatment at Carla's, Shiloh and Shanna intended heading for the southern part of the city and the ruined house where Stan worked the door, but were interrupted by a kindly faced man wearing faded purple robes. He rushed over to them excitedly. " M'ladies! M'ladies! A moment, please!"
Shiloh frowned at him. "We don't have time right now, sorry."
"Please, M'lady! I saw both of you pass by and felt like lightning struck me! You're both perfect! Beautiful angels! I beg you, please! Let me paint both of you so your beauty shall be preserved for all time!"
Shiloh looked at Shanna then back to him dubiously. "You want to paint us?"
"Yes! Oh, I'm sorry. I was so taken by your beauty and grace that I didn't even introduce myself. My name is Mart. I'm a painter. And I just have to create a painting of you! Of both of you!"
"I really don't think that's a good idea, good sir. Now if you'll step out of the way, we have things to take care of," Shiloh glared as a muscle ticked in her jaw.
"Oh, Shiloh, could we please? That sounds like a wondrous idea. I've always wanted to be painted. And I have such pretty new clothes I could wear."
Mart cleared his throat. "Actually I was thinking of a nude painting. You both have such wonderful shapes... If you're concerned about your parents, you could turn your head away while I paint you. That way you'd be absolutely safe and no one would ever know it was you who I painted. Please, allow me! I'll even pay you!"
Shanna gave Shiloh a pleading look. "Can we, please? It would be wonderful! I could give mine to Vico as a gift. He'd surely love it."
Shiloh sucked in a deep breath and exhaled it sharply. Deep down she knew it was a bad idea. What if someone saw the painting and recognized her? Yet Shanna seemed so enthusiastic about it, despite the fact that they would have to be naked. She cocked an eyebrow at her sister, knowing she couldn't allow Shanna to do it on her own. "If it's what you want, sweetie, then I guess we can. But good sir, you don't have to pay us. We aren't common whores."
"Oh no, I would never imply that you were." An embarrassed look crossed his face. "Very well, then. And thank you so much! Come! We shall go to my atelier at once! It's right here, the building behind me!"
Shiloh and Shanna followed Mart into his studio. A frown crossed her face. It wasn't more than a squalid one room hut. She plastered a fake smile on her face as she bemused what she'd gotten into.