At last, I have finished the final chapter. Now that means I can release these next few chapters ahead of the normal schedule.
Enjoy, and I'm also curious on how this chapter in particular is received.
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Rachel and Katie emerged in the main lobby, all nice and clean, to find no one there.
"Hm, I wonder if we beat them this time?" Katie asked.
Rachel shrugged. "Who knows? I'm going to step outside, care to join me?"
"Sure, it's a nice day outside, and I haven't been able to enjoy the sun in a while." Katie responded.
Both girls stepped outside, to find Alan outside randomly swinging his sword, and Liz observing him.
"Never mind, you guys did finish first." Katie remarked, catching both Alan and Liz's attention.
"What are you guys doing?" Rachel asked.
Liz turned her eyes back to Alan as Alan spoke. "Nothing else to do really. I'm just practicing some stances and movements, and Liz decided to observe."
Liz huffed. "He's lucky that's all I'm doing. I would have kicked his ass twice over already for his sloppy work."
Katie let out a somewhat awkward laugh, while Rachel brushed off the comment.
"So, did you have a good time?" Rachel asked.
Alan stopped, and went into brief thought, causing both Katie and Rachel to stare at him curiously.
"I'm outta here." Liz said suddenly, standing. "Again, I told him not to say too much, and I don't want to be caught up in the middle of your sex conversations." Liz finished as she turned and walked inside.
Katie's eyes followed Liz. "What is her deal?" Katie wondered.
"She's..." Alan began, but stopped himself. Rachel held a little suspicion in her eyes as Katie turned to Alan.
"Did something...significant happen?" Rachel asked.
"...you could say that." Alan answered. "B-but, it's not that big of a deal. I mean, things went a little differently this time and..."
"Relax. I'm not going to blow you up. I'm just puzzled about how she keeps making you keep her secrets. I was under the impression that she's the type who doesn't really have any secrets." Rachel said upon seeing the panic on Alan's face.
"Well, I don't know if I like it. I mean, just what is going on? I think as the people closest to him, we have a right to know what's going on. Especially if it concerns him." Katie said to Rachel.
Rachel turned to Katie. "Katie, you know Alan isn't going to intentionally hurt us, right? Let's be honest, the fact that he's keeping her secrets safe even from us is a good thing. He's true to his word, and we should respect that."
Katie pouted, but accepted it. "Doesn't mean I have to like it."
Rachel turned back to Alan, then an idea suddenly clicked in her mind. "Well, I'm going to leave the two of you alone."
"Huh?" This came from Alan as Rachel turned to Katie, and gave her a wink before turning back to Alan.
"Katie asked for some alone time with you, so I'll go ahead and get out of your way." Rachel said as she turned and went inside.
Alan and Katie stared at each other for a few moments, with Katie looking unsure of herself.
"Well, what's up?" Alan asked, curious and concerned.
"Umm...how about we find a room first?" Katie suggested.
"Ah. Now that I think about it, we've never had a time just for us have we?"
"It's not that...I actually...want to talk to you about something. Something important." Katie said as she turned and went inside, followed by Alan.
Katie led the way to one of the rooms, and Katie shut the door behind Alan.
"What's wrong?" Alan asked.
"Let's...sit down first." Katie suggested, as she moved and sat on the bed in the room. Alan sat next to her.
Alan watched as Katie stared at the floor for several moments.
"What is it? Whatever it is really seems to be bothering you right now." Alan said.
"Well...I'm just...not sure how to begin. Alan...what do you plan to do?"
Alan raised an eyebrow as Katie turned to him.
"Do you...still intend on getting revenge on Caleb?" Katie asked.
Now Alan was the one who turned away. "He killed my family, Katie. I refuse to let him get away with that without doing something about it." Alan answered, his voice going a bit cold.
"I see." Katie said, now turning away from Alan.
"I just, I'm worried about you. And so is Rachel, we both are worried about you."
"Why?"
"I think you know."
The answer caused Alan to turn to Katie, who continued.
"I'm not blind. I saw you, when you fought that Lord. You were...terrifying. Honestly, and truly terrifying. I was...afraid of you."
"But-"
"Let me finish, please?" Katie cut Alan off, and took a deep breath before she spoke again.
"To be honest, and I know I can't really ask this of you. But, I'd like you to stop this quest for vengeance. I'm not saying that you shouldn't fight. Even I realize that you and Rachel both will have to fight more for us to be able to live in peace. I can accept that. But, what I can't really accept is for you to carry so much hate. If you're forced to kill, I'd rather you do so keeping us in mind, rather than your own anger."
"That's not-"
"Don't lie to me, Alan. I saw it on your face as clear as day after your fight with the Lord ended, and we all gathered around Rachel. Tell me, what truly was going through your mind as you fought that Lord huh? Tell me." Katie demanded, facing Alan.
Alan remained silent, giving Katie her answer. Katie turned away from him again.
"That's what I mean. Think about the promises you broke to us when you asked to be turned. That hurt, Alan, when you told me that you didn't want to father my child anymore like you promised. It hurt when you choose your hate over starting a family with me and Rachel."
"I just-"
"I know what he did hurt as well. That's why I didn't lash out or fight you when you made your decision. That's why I'm not going to try and force you to stop. If I was in your shoes, I probably would want to do something about what happened as well, like you did."
Katie then turned to Alan. "But, what I will ask of you is that you don't forget about Rachel and myself. I'm asking you to remember the two people in the world who care about you and don't want to see you go down an ugly path, one that Rachel is all to familiar with. You haven't forgotten about how she got here, have you? What she went through?"'
"Of course I haven't!" Alan suddenly lashed out, surprising Katie. "I can't believe this! You're acting as though I'm just completely brushing you two aside. Don't you understand that you and Rachel are the only people left in the world that I care about!?"
"Really? Where was all of that concern of yours when Rachel was struck down!? Where was that concern when Rachel and I begged you to reconsider being turned into a vampire!? Where the fuck was you care and concern then!?" Katie shouted back.
"I'm doing what I have to so we can live! If I had tried to rush to Rachel's side after she was struck down, Lord Hector would have come after me in my moment of weakness! If I hadn't been turned, then we wouldn't have escaped Lord Hector! Are you that fucking blind that you don't see these things are necessary!? Our lives are at stake, and I can't afford to be kind about it!"
"Fine! Maybe you're right about those incidents, but I'm not wrong either! Did you really have us in mind when you made those decisions!? Were you really thinking about us when you asked to be turned!? Were you really thinking about how Lord Hector could ambush you in your 'moment of weakness' as you put it!? Stop dodging and tell me the fucking truth!"
Alan again said nothing.
"You see! You can't even answer my question because you know I'm right! Fine, the actions you took may have been necessary for our survival. But, at the same time, that's not what you were thinking about. You instead were thinking about how best to quell your own anger! Tell me! Just what was going through your mind Alan!? I want to hear it from you!"
"Fine! You're right! That's exactly what I was thinking! Happy now!?"
Both Katie and Alan were mere inches from one another, each of them staring each other down, anger in their eyes.
Katie softened up first. "Look, I'm not saying these things to upset you. I'm just worried about you. I don't want your hate to become the most important thing to you, even more important than Rachel and I."
"How can you say that!? You and Rachel are-"
"You just said it yourself, didn't you? You forgot about us, and only remembered your anger."
"I was in the middle of a fight for my life! I just found out that my family was killed! How did you think I was going to react!?"