"What is the etherium? It is a place that is no place; it is a song without melody; it is a word without meaning. It is an emptiness and a void and a yearning to be filled. It is a repository of our hopes and fears, our revulsion and desire. It is our future and our past. It is our life and our annihilation. It is our redemption and our retribution." - Vandt Greersohn, speaking on the day of his execution in The Year of the Broken Starling
"Sail with me,
Sail with me,
On ethereal streams.
Dance with me,
Dance with me,
In ethereal dreams..."
-Folk song of the fey (trad.)
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ALYSANDRE
In ordinary circumstances, the transition from the material plane to the etherium was a gradual, relatively gentle process. The callow youths who sought acceptance into the ranks of the Orders of Magic tended to hone their talents in softly lit baths or in lightless cells draped with satin and velvet. The conceptual chains that linked consciousness to the body and, less strongly, to the surrounding material world were not easily shaken off, after all. Even a diviner's use of physical pleasure had a transcendental aim; to overwhelm rather than deny the senses was the diviner's gateway to the etherium.
And that was, in fact, what Alysandre had expected when she'd asked Charlotte to dip her toes into the waters of the ethereal plane - a slow, languorous transition from one reality to another. Events had taken a different course.
And now she had entered the etherium herself and...
No, she corrected herself. Deception was extremely dangerous in a place like the etherium; self-deception most dangerous of all. She had not 'entered' the etherium.
My lady Lidmulla of the Divine Eye, protect me.
Her voice was a hoarse whisper in her ears; her eyes were still closed, but the scents of spring - of sap, and cherry blossoms, and dew-damp grass - assailed her senses. And underlying it all, the distinctive odour of human semen.
She had not 'entered' the etherium. She had been swallowed whole by it; greedily gulped down like a morsel of meat.
She forced herself to open her eyes. Her stomach twisted in a savage and instinctive vertigo. She forced her etherium-form to breathe deeply, slowly, calming her. She was floating in a sky of silver and velvet and peacock blue and the air was rich and sensuous, the slow drizzle of honey on tender, quivering flesh.
Below her, set in a natural valley between three great mountains, was a grass-carpeted amphitheatre, its empty seats and steps carved neatly and precisely into its grassy verges, the great open space around which they congregated devoid of life, save for the profusion of long grass and wild, spiky-leafed weeds that occupied it. Above her... above her...
A thing of darkness and hunger; all roiling mass and cold malevolence. A dark, voluminous thundercloud of ethereal knowledge. Prophetic, rapacious, intelligent. A wave of sheer terror swept over her. With an effort, she pushed it away from her, made herself look at the thing, wonder at it, try to understand it.
The Seeing of Yxtilien had not been like this. The etherium had been neither so distinct nor so hostile. The great dragon had been a bruise on her consciousness, a spot of tenderness she had to probe, but one that ultimately she understood would not harm her. This thing was different.
Below her, a chill wind swept through the amphitheatre, stirring the long grass and vicious weeds.
Something is coming. Something terrible.
She was being drawn upwards, as if the great cloud-thing was calling to her, pulling her in. She remembered thinking about baits and lines. She understood that it was she who had been snared, not this monstrous agglomeration of fate and foreknowledge.
She shivered. She was naked, but the coldness that assailed her did not come from without but from within. A deep foreboding had taken root in her; she was helpless in the amorphous mass' mutable shadow. As she watched, a series of tendrils unfurled from the cloud-thing's underside, sparking and flaring with angry purple light. They reached for her, beckoned her.
She licked her lips uncertainly. How long had she been here? It was impossible to tell. It felt like hours. And she was no closer to
understanding
...
A tendril, thick as a sapling's trunk but sinuous like an undulating snake, brushed against her. Its touch was warm. There was life here, not death. Or, at least, not
merely
death. She forced herself to think, but it was difficult. There was something suggestive in the tendril's movement. It inched across her stomach and where it passed she felt an impulsive, degrading lust.
She would do
anything
to know...
With something that felt very much like sly affection, the tendril slid around her waist and squeezed her gently. She shuddered. A familiar warmth kindled itself within her.
"Yes..." she murmured. "Yes. All right..."
Another tendril, extruded from the cloud-thing's main bulk, flopped against her, roughly stroking her. It was probing rather than teasing, ignorant rather than knowing. Involuntarily, her legs parted slightly.
Another tendril gripped her leg, while the first tendril coiled further around her waist, holding her tightly. Without any conscious decision on her part, her hands began to roam across her flesh, squeezing her breasts and pinching the delicate pink buds that adorned them. The weight of the tendril on her neck shifted; it stroked her cheek gently, sensuously. She felt it throb hotly against her skin and sighed. Tentatively she stroked the tendril in return, lifted it off her face and gazed at it curiously. As she watched, its conical tip split, revealing tender pink flesh beneath. A small slit at the thing's apex wept a clear, thin liquid and Alysandre stuck her tongue out to catch the fluid that dripped from it.
It hit her tongue and she gasped.
Mighty mountains, poking at the canopy of the sky. Flint-hard and rugged. An inhuman land...
The cloud-thing above her sparked and crackled. A pulsing surge of energy coursed down the tendril, first a lurid yellow and then a duller purple. She could
see
it. And instantly knew what she should do. Opening her mouth wide, she pulled the tendril tip towards her, but it twisted from her grip and plunged past her lips.
The instinct to gag, to retch was almost overpowering. Panic flared within her as the tendril thrust into her oesophagus and down towards her belly, all the while spurting its fluid with obscenely muscular pulsations. She gripped the tendril, trying with all her might to extract it from her, but the thing was muscle and sinew and implacable intent. It was far too strong for her. And still it pulsed. She could
feel