It was just a dream. He was dreaming
. Jack repeated this to himself as he tried to slow his breathing. He had hadn't had nightmares in years, but apparently meeting a snake the length of a semi-truck could change that.
He wished it had just been about being chased. He could justify that and throw it down to psychology -- it had been scary, but he was safe now.
Instead, he dreamed it was talking to him. He couldn't remember exactly what it had said, but he could feel the impact it had had on him.
He gagged and doubled over, barely managing to keep his retching under control. He took a few deep breaths through the nose and let them out slowly. He closed his eyes and tried to make sense of what he had seen.
Those eyes were eerily human. He had noticed them before, but there were bigger issues he had been dealing with. Even weirder than the apparent intelligence it had was the fact that he had seen no other creature on this planet with those kinds of eyes.
He buried his face in his hands. Outside the hole in the wall that formed the window, he could see the sky was still dark. He sure wasn't getting back to sleep.
Jack laid back and shifted to get comfortable. He still wasn't used to the lack of soft bedding. If he wasn't so exhausted every day, it might be difficult for him to get to sleep. As it was, the 36 hour day was hard enough to deal with.
The hunting was starting to take its toll on him -- physically and emotionally. His muscles were adapting to the gravity much better, and he hardly noticed it anymore, even though he was sure he was moving slower than on earth.
He closed his eyes.
Earth
. He hadn't had much time to dwell on it, but he probably wasn't going home. Ever.
Oddly enough, the thought didn't really faze him. On the one hand, it was familiar and convenient. On the other...
What was the point? Live out in comfort all his days? The whole reason he had joined the NASA engineering team was to contribute to something important, give something to the later generations. If he could just convince the Vagonals to reinstate the interplanetary program, then maybe he still could.
He sighed. He'd miss the comforts of home, though. Chocolate, recliners, scrambled eggs, air conditioning, the radio... Eating moss and cheese was a bit of a decline.
Jack shook his head. How could they be capable of wormhole travel and not even have a grocery store? It all seemed so backwards. If the politicians back home knew how these people lived, their tune of fear and caution would completely reverse.
The thought saddened him. They had developed past taking advantage of native inhabitants, right? He hoped so.
Then again, he was sure he was missing something. They built spacecraft. They had centuries -- no, wait,
millenia --
of peaceful development and growth. Were they hiding something until they trusted him better? If not, what else could answer him?
He stretched and pulled himself out of bed. The bowl was an honestly ingenious design. He never rolled out of bed, and the curvature offered the illusion of privacy. All it was missing was pillows.
He went downstairs (could he call it that? Downramp?) when a noise outside caught his attention. Upon investigation, he was surprised to discover that Nelra was already awake.
She was at a nearby table, rolling a strand of moss and grinding it. Curious, he approached her. "What are you--?" He coughed and switched over to Vagonal with some effort. "What are you doing?"
She glanced at him. "Preparing breakfast."
He nodded. "I meant specifically."
She huffed. "I can either describe the process to you, or I can have breakfast ready in time. Pick one."
"Okay, okay." He backed away. "You do what you have to."
He returned to the house. He had spare time for once, but he didn't know what to do with it, especially since no one was awake. He opted to check in on everyone.
Howard was snoring loudly, which made Jack smile. Some things never changed, even across planets. It was a relief no one had to share a room with him -- now or on the
Nike
.
Sara and Lily were both still asleep. He hadn't seen their room before, and it hadn't occurred to him that they had to share the
bdl
(bed bowl thing). Come to think of it, did Vilet and Lizbeth share theirs?
He passed Lizbeth on his way to check on them. She offered a small, polite smile before continuing downstairs. He gave her a nod, but she didn't seem interested in talking.
He peeked into their room and locked eyes with Vilet. She froze, in the process of dressing. They held eyes for a moment before she snapped her gaze away and pulled her clothing against her chest to cover herself. "Can I help you?" she asked dryly.
His mouth went dry. This was the first time she had spoken to him directly since he learned the language. He gave his head a quick shake to clear his thoughts. "I, uh..."
He nodded. "Yes. Are you okay? I mean," he added quickly, "Did I do something wrong? Have I hurt you in some way?"
She pursed her lips. "Of course not, dearest," she said sweetly. "You could never make me unhappy."
Her tone sounded sincere, but her eyes were flat. Jack scowled. "Um, okay. Just... let me know if there's something I can do," he muttered as he retreated into the hallway.
She clearly didn't mean a word of it. So why did his body react so? He shifted, trying to adjust for his slight erection. He sighed.
By this time, most people were getting up and it was time for breakfast. As he settled down to eat, he glanced over to Vilet, who refused to meet his gaze.
The conversation was light and harmless, discussing plans for the day and whatnot. Lily and Nelra seemed to be getting along okay, while Sara (much to Jack's surprise) was able to talk with Vilet and Lizbeth. Ksfm joined them a few minutes into their meal, settling down between Howard and Lily on the far side of the table, and struck up a conversation with Howard, leaving Jack alone to his thoughts.
The meat was a welcome change. The texture was almost identical to ground beef in markets back home, and while it was fairly bland, the cheese more than made up for it. The moss merely added some substance to the meal. As long as he didn't think about where the meat had come from...
Howard seemed to share his discomfort, but neither Sara nor Lily had any idea about the true nature of the meat. Better to leave it that way.
Ksfm cleared his throat, and everyone fell silent. "In terms of future plans..." He looked to Jack. "You have been invited to see the council tomorrow morning. I would advise you to have consummated at least one more marriage before then."
The silence quickly became awkward. Nelra and Lizbeth shared a glance, while Vilet didn't even look up. Sara blushed. Lily chuckled. Howard didn't even stop eating.
Jack nodded. "Yes. I know."
"Well?" Nelra interjected. "Which one?"
He blinked in surprise. "Um, well...." He hesitated. "Does it matter to you guys? I don't really-"
Lizbeth straightened suddenly. "I'll do it!" she blurted.
Ksfm nodded. "I guess that's settled then."
"Since you don't have to go hunting..." Lily added, "Maybe you should spend the day with her. Get to know her first."
It was true. It had been several days and he still hardly knew any of his wives, Lizbeth least of all. Jack nodded. "If she's okay with that..."
Lizbeth nodded solemnly. "Yes."
Nelra spoke up. "As for the rest of us, I think we should work on clearing the Qfn pen. It's going to need more room."
Just like that, the meal was finished. As everyone got up, Jack awkwardly shuffled over to Lizbeth. "So... Where do you want to go?"
Her face was impassive. "The crn would be the obvious choice, but our room will be unoccupied."
Jack thought for a moment. "Can we go to your room? At least for a little while?"