Author's Note:
First, thank you to everyone who read the first chapter--I'm honored (and honestly a little humbled) by the incredible response. I hope this next chapter in Renee and Sinjin's adventure lives up to the excitement and intimacy of the first.
Excelsior!
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Ever since the café, Sinjin stopped being just my quiet neighbor with the faded eyes. Something shifted. I couldn't go five minutes without hearing his voice in my head, low and sure and far too close. It hadn't been real--I told myself that. A fluke. A delusion. But my skin wouldn't shut up about it.
And so I started watching him.
Trash day became my excuse. Nothing suspicious about putting out a bin. If I happened to be outside at the same time he was--well. That wasn't obsession. That was scheduling.
Week one, I missed him. Week two, I waited. Still missed him. Week three, I stayed up, eyes on the curb like a damn stalker. Nothing.
His bin just appeared. No sound. No sighting.
Until Elaine caught me.
She was trimming roses, hat askew like always, smile sharper than her shears. "You watching him roll his trash out is better than anything on Netflix," she said without looking up.
I straightened, caught red-faced. "I'm not--watching anyone," I muttered.
"Mmhmm. He's got an early flight next week. Puts his bins out the night before. If you really want to bump into him, aim for around nine," she replied.
I didn't ask how she knew. Elaine knew everything. So I waited. Again.
At 9:03 p.m., I dragged my bin out with the casual grace of a woman who hadn't rehearsed the motion ten times.
And there he was. Barefoot. Hoodie unzipped. Staring down the length of the cul-de-sac like it owed him an apology.
"Hey," I said.
He turned slowly, as if he'd already heard me coming. "Evening," he said. Quiet. No smile. No warmth.
"I'm Renee. The green shutters." I gestured vaguely at my house. "That one. Across from you."
He nodded, eyes lingering on my face a moment too long. "I know. Welcome," he said.
A beat.
"I meant to stop by. Say something. Never got around to it," he added.
It wasn't rude. Just... off. Like he was speaking through cotton. Like he didn't remember how.
He nodded again, like that was all he had left, and turned back toward his door.
That was it. No spark. No charge.
I stood there until the porch light clicked off behind him.
I'd imagined everything. And with that realization came the mental facepalm of the century--like I'd scripted a romance where there was barely a footnote.
By nightfall, the ache in my chest had dulled into something heavier.
I lit candles without thinking, slid into something soft, poured the bath. Not as indulgence--more like ritual. Maybe if I scrubbed the want off my skin, I could breathe again.
The water rose slowly, fog curling up the mirror. I stepped in.
And said it. His name. Barely a breath:
"Sinjin," I whispered.
The water shifted.
Not a ripple. A presence. A warmth that curled up my spine and sank teeth into my lungs.
"You finally said my name," Sinjin said.
Not aloud. Not really. But it was him. Inside me. Around me.
I sat up, palms slipping on porcelain. "What the hell--" I gasped.
"You called me. Again," Sinjin said.
His voice wasn't in the air. It was in my ribs. My thighs. My breath.
"I made you up," I whispered. "You weren't even there tonight. You barely looked at me."
Silence.
Then, quieter:
"That was the version of me bound to sidewalks and silence. This one... this one is yours," he said.
The bath pulsed. Warmth cinched tighter around my waist.
"You think you imagined the café? That ache? The way you said my name without sound?" Sinjin asked.
"You're not real," I whispered.
"Then why do you keep calling me?"
My throat closed. I swallowed.
"I just wanted someone to see me," I said.
"I do. I always have," he replied.
I held still.
"I can feel you," I murmured. "But I need to know--if I ask you to stop, will you?"