[The story so far: Author Simon Kettridge gets doused by a strange rainstorm while visiting England and finds himself visiting the fantastical realm of the Phaeland Empire instead. Stuck in the setting of his most popular series of novels, he soon realizes that his presence has disturbed an important flow of events, dooming the world to destruction if he can't somehow stop the wicked arch-mage Necromanata. Simon's plan is to write a string of letters using his knowledge of the land and its people, to manipulate events and bring about Necromanata's downfall. In the course of his attempts, he finds himself falling for the lovely serving maid of the inn where he's staying, Leyna. But to his absolute surprise, "Leyna" turns out to be short for "Nataleynata" β the necromancer's long-lost daughter. Before he can figure out what to do with this information, one of his letters brings a magically cursed assassin to the inn to kill him. He narrowly avoids death, and cures the assassin, Valdazirit Cang, of her curse. But the innkeeper considers the near-murder to be the last straw in a series of troubles Simon has brewed, and throws him out. With nowhere else to go, Simon arranges to ride with Cang to the imperial capital where perhaps he can influence events more directly. Before he can leave, though, Leyna confronts him and begs him not to go.]
The Nestled Goose had a bench to one side of its front door, where people sometimes sat and smoked or waited for the arrival of a coach. I glanced over at it, then back to Leyna.
"Um ... why don't we go sit down before I start talking?"
Her fine blonde eyebrows dipped. "I thought you were talking already. About having to leave."
With my heart way up in my throat, I said, "Yeah. I'm going to switch subjects and see how it goes."
Hesitantly, she moved with me to the bench. Once we settled in, knees touching, I took her hand and threaded my fingers through hers. The vulnerable blue of her eyes set off alarm bells in my head. What exactly did I intend to say? How much was I going to tell her? How could I make her understand instead of making her think I was crazy?
"You look like a man about to tell a girl he's done with her," she said, her voice trembling and her face pale.
I shook my head. "I wouldn't even begin to know how to be done with you, Leyna."
Her brow furrowed deeper. "Then what? What's so hard about 'Yes, I'll stay,' for you to get the words out?"
"Nothing," I said.
Maybe ... start vague and work your way up.
"What's hard is β I know things no one should be able to know, Leyna. Like the fact that Cang had that jewel in her brain." Both of us darted our eyes at the leather-clad assassin who now paced in the center of the street. "I've never met her before, and she's never told anyone about the curse of the gem. But I knew it was there, and I know a lot of other things too, and I'm worried how you'll react to the ones I need to tell you about."
She took a breath β not deep or shallow, but deliberate: worried ... and vexed. "You shouldn't
need
to tell me anything, Simon. You should
want
to tell me. It's not for me to squeeze secrets out of you, or for you to feel obliged to give them up. If I'm not the person you care to open up your mysteries to β well, honestly, just keep them to yourself."
God, you're totally fucking this up.
I shook my head and looked at the ground, trying to collect my thoughts. Deep down, I knew that the answer was pretty simple ... it just also happened to terrify me. My only real option was to take the leap and trust her.
"So ..." I said, meeting her gaze again and tightening my hold on her hand without meaning to. I forced myself to relax. "The thing is, the ones I need to tell you about aren't
my
mysteries. They're yours."
Blinking, she said, "I don't have any mysteries! I'm just β"
"No, you do so, and you know it. Leyna, who's your father?"
A baffled expression came across her face. Then her eyes narrowed and she tried to pull her hand back. Rather than let go, I added my other hand to it and allowed her to pull both in closer to her abdomen. She looked down at them, then back up, fingers trembling as if she didn't know whether to let go or squeeze harder.
"Well ... I couldn't begin to guess, would I? Mama never told me, and I believed her when she said I didn't want to know. And anyway, what would he have to do with anything?"
"I know who he is," I told her softly. The pounding of my heart β driven by relief that she didn't have any idea and guilt that I would have to tell her β made it difficult to keep my voice steady. "I know who your father is."
"How could you?" she asked, blue eyes taking on a wet glimmer. "Why would you?"
"The same way I know about Cang's gem. The same way I knew Eesia was priestess of the Second Temple of Scale. The point is, I know. And your mother was right β it isn't something
you
want to know, Leyna. That's why talking about it is a need-to and not a want-to. The truth may upset you or hurt you, and I would never hurt you by choice. You have to believe that, all right?"
She sat there β beautiful, shaking, tears starting at the corners of her eyes. Then she nodded and said, almost below her breath, "I do."
"Okay," I said, releasing one hand so I could put an arm around her and draw her close. She responded immediately by wrapping me in a hug and burying her face against my chest. I felt her breath through the fabric of my shirt, and felt the tremors in her form quiet with each warm exhalation. Brushing her cheek and her soft, blonde hair with my palm and fingers, I dove in. "Here goes, then. The letters I've been writing β I guess you've figured out by now there's something big and dangerous about them?"
Leyna nodded but didn't say anything. It occurred to me that her intelligence and curiosity must have made her wonder what was going on weeks ago, and that she'd restrained herself and trusted me rather than prying. The thought made me squeeze her a hair tighter.
"Northeast of Phaeland," I explained, "there's a land that's been barren and desolate a hundred and fifty years."
"The Fell Reaches," she said, looking up. "I've heard tales a few times, from the really far travelers."
"Right. There was a war, and a curse from the gods, and the place became all but uninhabitable. A few scattered valleys here and there escaped the blight, but mostly it's a land of ruins and poisoned earth and abandoned towns and cities. At least, that's all it was until about twenty or thirty years ago, when a man went to try and reclaim the place."
"A wizard?" she asked. "They say it's all dark magic and desecration, don't they? He'd have to be a fool's fool to try, if he didn't have his own magic to fight it off."
"Or," I said, "he'd need to be tied to the dark arts himself."
She swallowed. "You're not saying my father ..."
"I'm sorry, but yeah. That's exactly what I'm saying. He's a sorcerer, a very powerful and bad one named Necromanata. He spent years in the Fell Reaches rebuilding an ancient castle and raising a staff of undead servants, and then he began researching how to create not just a few zombies or ghouls at a time, but a whole army of them. He's got it figured out now, and I've been trying to get my letters to the right people to stop him."