Zarel's head was spinning as Aavi closed the door to Vyx's office behind them, cutting off the shifter's enraptured cries. The brothel next door was leaking much of the same sort of ambience, but at least the cool night air helped to calm her a little. She took deep breaths, trying to focus on something that wasn't the burning ache between her legs.
Aavi was watching her with concern, but he didn't say anything yet. She was grateful for that as she tried to gather herself. She hated him seeing her like this, despite everything he'd already witnessed. Zarel was the older of the pair, the soldier, the strong one. Every compassionate look he gave her was a dent in her pride.
She bounced on her toes, suddenly full of restless energy. The curse wanted her to fuck. Fuck the curse. She'd walk it off. She started off for the end of the alleyway and the street beyond.
"Are you ok?" Aavi fell into place a few steps behind her, hurrying to keep up.
"I will be," she grunted, "after we find these werewolves."
Zarel set a pace that made conversation impossible to begin with, winding her way hastily through the diminishing crowds of the Midnight Market and scattering passers-by in her wake. She bumped shoulders a few times, but her furious scowl was enough to dissuade anyone from taking issue with it. And besides, it kept anyone from looking too hard at Aavi as he followed in her wake.
Walking helped a bit. Having to look where she was going, and keep an eye out for Aavi, kept her from thinking too hard about what she had just witnessed. Watching Toro and Ardour dominate the effeminate fox boy had been... eye opening. She'd felt the raw heat coming off them, seen the sticky glistening of corrupting juices on fevered skin. Most of all, she'd seen the focus and the raw intensity in all three of them during the encounter. The building might have burned down and she wasn't sure they'd have noticed. Nothing had mattered but the fucking, the desperate scratching of their Itch. Zarel shivered, feeling the chafing of her damp thighs. How long before she ended up like that?
Eventually Aavi was panting hard enough that she had to slow down and let him catch up. They were out of the populated district around the market anyway, back in quiet empty streets, headed vaguely north. Zarel had recognised Vyx's description of the werewolf lair, a factory with two chimneys. Endless hours on guard duty atop the Abbey's walls had given her a familiarity with the city's crumbling skyline. Actually finding the place on foot at night might be challenging, but at least she could see well in the bright moonlight.
"What are we going to do when we find them?" Aavi had his breath back, falling in step beside her now their pace had slowed.
"Make them give Tomasz and the others back."
It was very simple when she put it like that. Aavi had to go and poke holes in the plan, of course.
"There's only two of us, we might not be able to make them..."
Zarel grunted dismissively.
"And the devil might be there. Or the Seraph might not be"
Dammit, Aavi. She sighed.
"Ok. No fighting if I can help it," Zarel conceded, "I'll just see what's there."
And find out why they left me behind when they took the others,
she didn't add.
Another thought struck her.
"And only I'll go in."
He started to object, of course, but she spoke over him in her best big sister voice.
"I'm already infected, and they've spared me once. You've got a lot more to lose."
"But-"
"And if it doesn't go well, you can fetch the Seraph. They'll follow you now. And I bet the Abbey has some silver swords somewhere."
Aavi sighed. "It does, they offered me one."
"And you said no?" Zarel rolled her eyes. "Next time they offer you something sharp and pointy, say yes and just give it to me."
He squirmed and she could see he didn't like the idea of the lying that would involve. Aavi was far too nice, it was why she had to protect him.
It took a few hours to walk to the right neighbourhood. Dawn was breaking, pink and orange and beautiful, on the eastern horizon. The city streets had gone back to the empty, abandoned feel that she had known of them for all her life up to this point. It seemed the city mostly spent the daytime sleeping off its nighttime revelries.
The crumbling factory turned out to be easy enough to find. A long, narrow building of sandy yellow-white bricks, about two storeys tall except for two tall chimneys at the far end. Sandy spoil heaps covered the ground around the place, giving them some cover as they approached. They stopped behind the first one they came to, Zarel determined to play it safe.
"Ok, wait here."
She glanced around, the sun already starting to light up the bare ground around them. It was promising to be another scorching hot day.
"Or... somewhere nearby. Somewhere you can see me when I come out."
Aavi nodded. "I'll wait until you do."
"Wait until noon. Then go get the Seraph and as many silver swords as you can find."
He didn't like that, but he didn't have a better option. They hugged. Zarel came away feeling both comforted by his touch and also slightly ashamed, like she was sullying him with her own.
"Good luck Zarel. You can do it."
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