Cristian led her almost to the outskirts, to a tiny, stone hovel nestled into a bed of purple and yellow crocuses. The lintel above the door was painted with braided spring flowers. Cristian pushed the lockless door open and hobbled inside. Sandu had to duck under the frame; the homes here made her feel like an interloping giantess. She stepped immediately into the pungent scent of wool musk and butter and embers, with the undercurrent of a zingy balm, something for the man's joints, perhaps. The cottage was a single room. Two walls were lined with rough, low beds, watched over by a small, wooden crucifix tacked up in the corner. Along the right hand wall was a set of shelves bearing pots and jars and baskets above a simple table with two chairs. Darkness sucked on the dim glow of the small, dying hearth and the stub of a candle on the table.
"Please, sit. Would you like something to drink?" Cristian's voice was quavering and dry, like the pages of a book being thumbed.
Sandu eyed the meagre cottage. She'd already accepted alms today from someone with little to give. She sat in one of the chairs, creaking under her weight, and shook her head. Cristian nodded politely and moved his bundle-of-sticks body gingerly into the other chair. His staff thunked against the table edge. Sandu kept looking around. The cottage was very plain, but on a second glance through the dimness, colour had been smuggled in. A basket in the corner with a red, woven pattern. A cross-stitch panel of a swarm of butterflies over the fireplace. A wooden toy goat with a blue, wool coat lying on a bed. Squinting at the dark table, she even saw more flowers painted in the corners. She peered at them.
"It was all Sparrow," Cristian said softly.
Sandu looked up. In the swilling shadows from the candle, his face looked drawn, mottled under his eyes. His thin lips turned down grimly at the corners, hollowing his cheeks.
He spoke to his knotted fingers on the table in front of him. "You had the cheese with the father? Sparrow made that too. He is so good at these things. At anything that gives people a little joy. Any time he wasn't working or wandering about, he was in here painting or stitching, and I told him there's no need, but he never listened. It's just an extra touch, something to make us smile. That's what he always said. One time, I was out with the herd and I came back to find he'd tried to paint the floor. Can you imagine? What a mess. But a pretty one. He was only small then. Feels recent, but the years pass. He probably doesn't even remember it." He smiled wistfully at his calloused hands, the shadows dripping in the dips where his veins protruded. Then he took an abrupt, grating breath and fixed his pale, clouding eyes on Sandu. "It isn't true, what they say about him."
Sandu's face flickered. She gave him a calm, questioning look.
"I check on the herd at night from time to time as we get to kidding," Cristian explained with gentle defiance. "I heard Father Petru and his sour toad of a mother telling you their tale."
Sandu didn't say anything. She returned his gaze patiently.
His brow crumpled. "Please," he wheezed. "Sparrow would never do the things they say. Not my boy. He's no demon. He was a blessing, a gift sent to me by God." He wrung his hands and his knobbly knuckles clicked. His face was that of a beggar on the steps of a cathedral, that of last hope, his pain made more stark by the wan candlelight. "I always wanted a child, but a wife was not in God's plan for me. I had long resigned myself to a life alone, when one fine, spring day, a blizzard came down on the mountain. It was totally unexpected. Angelic, almost. I hurried out to see the herd was all rounded up, and that's when I saw him. A little boy curled up in the snow, his nose blue and his eyes all foggy. I'm sure if I had found him even an hour later, he would have been dead. I scooped him up in my arms. Light as a blade of grass, he was, the scrawniest little thing, with this big tangle of long hair. He never really changed, you know, just got taller and more bolshy." He chuckled vaguely to himself, then lifted his cupped hands, as if holding something. "And the strangest thing, in his tiny hands he was clutching a sparrow. Holding it to his chest like it was the love of his life." His empty grasp drifted to his chest, then back to the table. His eyes kept shifting in undefined directions. "I got him back to the cottage and warmed him up and, as he lay in a swoon on the bed, I tried to ease the body of the bird from his hand. Does no child good to wake holding a dead animal. But he wouldn't let go of it. Just mumbled and held it faster. I've never known a grip like that boy had on that poor creature."
Sandu listened carefully, keeping her expression blank. "He clung to a corpse?"
"No, Captain," Cristian insisted. "That's just the thing. I thought the sparrow was dead, but it wasn't. The boy came round and opened his hands and the little thing twittered and flew off, happy as you like."
Sandu's palms itched. "And you didn't see him try to keep the bird as a pet, or give it any commands?"
"No." Cristian's badger-grey brows bunched. "He just watched it fly away and smiled after it, sweet as a lamb. It was a miracle. It's where I got his name. I always said the bird must have been guarding his soul to keep him alive. But I think he thought he was guarding it. He's always been so protective of others, you see, from wild birds to the goats to the village. He'd never hurt anyone. It would undo him." He chewed his thin lips. He seemed to be choosing his words with great effort. "I used to have to send him on long walks when it was slaughtering time because even that upset him so much. He's kind, Captain, the kindest one of us. He would never... He couldn't..." He faltered and took a shaking, rattling breath. He pulled a handkerchief from his pocket and dabbed his eyes, leaving them glistening in the flame of the candle. He sniffed and tugged the fleece closer about him. "When he was just on the cusp of growing up, I let him help with the births. And one nanny, she had a stillborn. At least, I was certain of it. The birth was bloody and poor Sparrow was beside himself, sobbing his dear heart out. But he was brave. He stayed. And when the kid was born, he picked it up and wept over it with all the tenderness of Mary Magdalene herself. And then, wouldn't you know it, the kid let out a bleat and woke to life in his hands!" He smiled in remembered wonder, slightly frantic as he looked urgently for agreement in Sandu's impassive face. "Don't you see? My boy is a miracle! Things just stay alive around him, it's all his goodness. He's God's child, full of His grace! He'd never take a life, and never use one in evil. Never."
Sandu frowned slightly at the harried press in Cristian's rasp. He was frost pale. Sandu glanced at the too-neat beds. She wondered how long it had been since this man had slept properly. She measured her words carefully. "You know the lad better than anyone, I'm certain. But I'm not sure why you're telling me all this."
Cristian swallowed, his Adam's apple sinking down his papery throat. His watery expression hardened, his knuckles white on clenched fists. "To make you understand that Sparrow could not have hurt or defiled Forina." He gulped again. "So you won't think I'm just a grieving old man when I tell you what I have to tell you. What I dread to tell you. Because in the telling it is made real."
Sandu leaned forward across the table, the clogging, sour scent of wool filling her nose. She hooked his misty eyes in a hard stare. "What do you have to tell me?"
Cristian rubbed his gnarled wrist. He looked away then pushed his eyes back up to hers. He lowered his voice to a whisper. "Father Petru and Vasile, our Headman, have been spreading lies about Sparrow to cover how Forina really died."
His voice ran cold through Sandu's veins. She waited again as he gathered his courage.
"A few nights ago, I was wardening in the church. A few of us take turns, you see. And I should have gone in daylight, but one of the billies was sick and... Anyway, I was under the altar, laying mouse traps, so I was hidden by the cloth." He gulped and flexed his fingers, the joints cracking. "And I'm quiet, you see. I always make Sparrow jump when I come into the cottage while he's absorbed in one of his somethings." He smiled his weak, mournful smile. He sniffed and flitted back on track. "I heard footsteps coming into the church. I was about to announce myself, call out a goodnight, but then I heard Vasile's voice, sounding very serious. 'You're sure we'll be unheard here?' he said. Then Father Petru, 'Yes, there's only us and God.' And Vasile said, 'And maybe not even him.' Now, Captain, I thought that was very odd, very strange. And there was something in their voices that unsettled me more than the blasphemy. I felt a cold steal over me, something making me feel like, if they knew I was here, I might be in trouble. Danger even. So I used my quiet and I stayed very still under the altar cloth to wait them out. It sounds so foolish, like what a child would do, I even told myself that at the time. But then I heard what I heard and now I can't help but wonder, was God telling me to stay put? So that someone might know on earth what they thought only He knew in Heaven?" His eyes drifted off, the dim glint of his pupils flickering.
Sandu watched his frightened expression. She leaned a little closer, the table creaking. "What did you hear, Cristian?"
He looked back at her warily, voice thin and faded. "Vasile asked the father if he had thought more about the new faith."
Sandu frowned, the beads of her rosary pressing a little on the back of her neck. "New faith?"
Cristian nodded timidly. "Father Petru said he'd done nothing but think on it. Vasile said, 'Then you see that God has abandoned the mountains?' And Father Petru sounded in great pain, very great pain. He said something about Gomorrah, about prosperity not meaning God's love, or poverty not meaning we didn't have it. And then Vasile cut him off, angry, in a voice that made me curl up tighter under the altar, like I was one of the mice myself. 'Do not speak to me of the virtues of poverty,' he said. 'This winter almost ended us, while they lived like nobles.' He's not wrong, Captain, it was a hard winter this year. Very bad for the herd..."
Sandu spoke quickly as he began to tangent. "Who was he talking about, living like nobles?"
Cristian blinked, then nodded in realisation. "Oh, of course, it's probably not known in Skarpo. But there's another village, long-time neighbours of ours, just a couple of miles around the mountain. Like I said, long-time neighbours, could barely tell us apart if you didn't know the places. Until this winter. We went to them to see if we could share together in the troubles, and we found them rich as kings! They were wearing fine wools and silks, their houses had grown, there was a huge new window in the church, stained glass, no less! And they were eating. Oh, Captain, how they were eating. It was as if they had been blessed. Or enchanted. Very peculiar. They shared some with us, though, so we didn't think too much of it. We supposed maybe a wealthy set of merchants had travelled through, done some good trade. One time, a few years back..."