Until this point in my existence, I did not consider myself a killer. I had taken lives in distressing variety--hobgoblins, orcs, ghouls, even human, but I had taken comfort in the idea that there was a gulf between the idea of taking a life and the identity of a killer. Perhaps this was youthful foolishness, yet a change did take place in me over the time I spent mired in this damnable war.
The war made me a killer.
What will follow in the next chapters is not intended as a comprehensive history of what came to be known as the Turquoise Conquest, the Stand of the Amazons, or perhaps more accurately, the Fall of Axichis. Many such chronicles exist that provide the historical perspective. The fifteenth volume of the
Historiae Heachariae
is accurate in the sense of troop movements and battle outcomes, but it grants the Heacharids a nobility that does not exist in their blighted culture.
The Lament of Axichis
is far better, delving into what was lost when this culture was ground beneath the boot of the conqueror. Even the final volume of
The Fourfold Chronicle
will be superior, as it will detail what every member of the Mythseekers did in this needlessly destructive and doomed endeavor.
As befits the purpose of this chronicle, I will confine myself to the events surrounding my paramours. Perhaps it was the nearness of death, but I did not want for company during the fighting. Even as the war took its toll on my very soul, my bed was seldom cold.
First, necessary background, for Axichis has passed into the realm of history and the Heacharid Empire is but a shadow of what it was then. Axichis was the name for both an archipelago in the Turquoise Sea and its largest island. A tribe of amazons had carved out a civilization of exceeding beauty upon this land, and their legends claim it was thanks to direct treating with the gods themselves. The Axichans were few in number, and fewer still left their lands by the time the war started. They produced great warriors and artists, and I am still a great admirer of their philosophical texts, but they were perhaps a culture in decline. Their passivity and insular values were no match for the imperialistic powers of this age.
Chief among those were their enemies in this war. The Heacharids remain a tumor upon the southern continent of Aucor, and in this era, they were expanding. They had reached the shores of the Turquoise Sea in their cancerous spread, and the next step would be reaching their tendrils the waters to gobble up the various free cities and island nations that existed there.
Church and state were one entity to the Heacharids. Their civilization was dedicated to the exaltation of Xomera, their goddess of purity. Axichis offended them. A population of women breeding without the assistance of men could not be allowed to exist in the Heacharid mind. And their hatred made this awful goal a fact.
Forgive my anger. I loathe the Heacharids like I hate no other civilization upon this world. Even the elves with their cruelty do not offend me thus. Much of the evil the elves place upon the world is because of their long lives. The Heacharids have no such excuse. They commit evil because they have chosen destruction and viciousness. I became a killer simply because I learned to take joy in their slaughter. And in this war, I would be little more than a butcher of men.
The Heacharids marched all over Aucor, clad in their shining mail. They took what lands would surrender and burned the ones that would not. They visited terrible torments on all who would not submit. They believed in purity, and thus any who were not human would be fed to the pyre. A drop of elven or orcish blood would be reason enough to flay the flesh from your bones. That continent still bears the scars of their savagery, not the least for the twenty-odd cities named for their great conqueror Sabbatius. There are times I think of leading my own crusade to wipe the last vestiges of their culture from the world, but I have grown soft in my dotage. Time will do to them what none of their enemies could.
I knew very little of the Heacharids when I boarded the ship that bore us from Castellandria. Velena loathed them, and I trusted her. By the standards of the Heacharids, she was not human and would be slain on sight. In fact, by their reckoning, of us, only Alia was human. I understood them as terrible foes, but I did not yet understand their evil. I would need to witness their atrocities, which I soon would.
As I stood on the deck of the ship, sails full, making hard to the west, I was beginning a grand adventure. I would return having been blooded in war. I believed it would take only a few scant months, for what can stand against the Mythseekers? I would soon be back in the arms of my loves in Castellandria as the hero of Axichis.
The journey was a short one, partially thanks to my using my magic to keep the wind in our favor. We spotted the Heacharid blockade far on the horizon after only a few weeks upon the water. Xeiliope had paid the captain of our ship well to run it. The captain slipped the small and agile ship through a gap in the blockade. I remember laughing at the lumbering Heacharid ships, thinking there was no way they could keep traffic from Axichis, not realizing they were suited for hunting heavy cargo ships rather than slippery caravels piloted by experienced smugglers.
We landed upon Melisis, at the Kleogara, the capital city. Melisis was one of the larger islands positioned off the south coast of Axichis. The pursuing ships peeled off before coming into range of the ballistae lined up on the white cliffs, returning to their restless watch.
As our ship sailed into the expansive harbor, I had my first view of a Axichan city. My imagination had not been the equal to the task. Built around a bay, it climbed the cliffs in elegant terraces. Gardens were plentiful, serving the dual purpose of beauty and food production. The structures were of white stone, with lines of columns and few walls. The bulk of the islands of the archipelago were to the west and south, and on the farthest, a line of black smoke threaded into the crystal sky. Heacharid ships could be seen, patrolling the horizon like wolves.
Xeiliope's hard-edged face was unreadable. Her golden eyes were fixed upon the great building on the top of the cliffs and she clutched the haft of her spear Daybreaker with white knuckles. Velena touched her arm with concern, but the amazon scarcely reacted. As soon as the gangway was down, Xeiliope was striding down it with purpose. The rest of us had to jog to keep up with her long-legged strides.
For the first time I saw the amazons of Axichis. I held in my mind the idea that they would be like Xeiliope, all tall and muscled, beautiful in a very stern and angular way. There were many of these, armed and armored in their breastplates and kilts, greaves over forearms and calves, sandals on their feet, spear and shield in hand.
This was far from the universal image of the amazons. Artisans as soft and curvy as Velena labored in workshops. Children--girls all--played in the streets. Older women in loose linen gowns gathered in courtyards. As we made our way up the rising streets, we drew attention, most of which was reserved for me. The looks were curious, suspicious, some hostile, and all of them told me that I was an outsider.
"When we reach the top, I will speak," Xeiliope said. "All of you, especially you, wizard, please stay silent."
"We trust you," Velena said, reaching out but not quite touching the amazon. I would come to know this posture of Xeiliope's well. She was never the most demonstrative unless it was within the boundaries of loveplay, but she had closed herself off the instant she learned of the invasion. The war already tensed her to the breaking point. She could not know the misery that lay ahead for all of us.
Our destination was a collection of buildings in the midst of a beautiful garden. The central structure was the biggest, crowned with a statue of the amazon goddess of the moon, the deity they credited with the birth of their civilization. She could have been Xeiliope's sister, though instead of armor, she wore a gown that clung to her form, one of her breasts free. She reached to the sky, and here in the day, this felt perverse.
The area was alive with amazons. The elders were speaking, and divided between those in armor and those in the loose gowns of the civilian populace. The younger amazons stood sentry, many of them in face-concealing helmets, decorated with great crests of horsehair.
As we neared the central structure, a trio of amazons in full armor marched out to meet us.
"Remember," Xeiliope said, "holding up a hand. I will speak." We all stopped behind her.
The leader called out as she too came to a stop, "Hold, outsi...Xeiliope?"
"Xeiliope, daughter of Xelyphe," said my companion cautiously, peering at the newcomer, whose face was hidden behind one of these helms. Only her eyes and a thin strip running from the base of her nose to her chin. "Who is that? Your voice is familiar to me."
The leader pulled her helmet off, revealing a face that should have been a statue save for the scar running along her cheek. She too looked much like the moon goddess. "You do not recognize your old friend?"
"Meda!" Xeiliope exclaimed. Both Xeiliope and Meda, with a precision that must have been drilled into them, transferred her spear to her shield hand and grasped the other woman's forearm. "I have missed you."