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The Greyman Saga Ch 06

The Greyman Saga Ch 06

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Chapter 6:

Hard Conversations:

I rubbed my jaw, looking up at the sky as I walked towards the garage. Breakfast had been quiet as I had mulled over my reaction to Miramae's choice of clothing and more specifically, her existence. I didn't exactly want to spend my entire time traveling with her on edge, but it seemed when I let myself relax I wasn't able to ward off the affect she was having on me.

It had been a long time, a very long time, since I had worried about being distracted by a woman, let alone a female Dread. My visit to Azzerai had made me practically invulnerable to being frazzled by beauty. Another six years of training in martial combat underneath Madam Candalissa 'Candy' Elvera had taught me how to control my responses to touch and smell. How to separate desire and directive.

'Liss' was the kind of a woman that most people would kill for. I think that was half the reason she was the combat instructor at Damoria, the other half being that she was the best swordsman to emerge in the last century.

More men than women found their way into service as Greymen, and learning how to deal with a woman of near irresistible form and charm came in surprisingly handy in the occupation. Many Dreads were lustful, lecherous creatures, so it paid to be capable of thinking with the right head at all times. As of the current moment, I felt that I was not. I was likely being over critical of my current state of mind, but that didn't mean it was nothing to worry about.

A brief image of Elvera filled my mind's eye, and I begrudgingly thought of our last conversation. The tall, muscular, orange haired woman was a stern individual, but she had been soft in that moment. Vulnerable.

I had let her down.

I suddenly felt an intense desire slam my skull against the closest wall. I had managed to work myself into a truly foul mood over the course of the morning. It was useless to dwell on such things.

Clicking the leftmost button on the garage opener, I watched as the closest of the three doors begin to rise. I crossed my arms, tempted to look over my shoulder at the girl following behind me. I could smell her Dread essence as the morning air wafted into my nostrils. The smoke and strawberry fusion made me scrunch my nose in distaste.

It was not an unappealing aroma by any means, but I had a long history with those that bear it and it was not a pleasant one. It did momentarily help to alleviate my troubled brain, but, somehow, it quickly made it worse all over again.

The sounds of metal and gears grinding ceased, and I realized the garage's entry had opened fully. I loped forward, stepping into the shadows of the long storage building. There were three vehicles inside, each well kept but with heavy differences in their design. The closest was a van, its dark grey exterior both wide and blockish. It was a newer model, and it had plenty of space. I glanced at the car next to it.

The truck was lifted on large wheels and adorned with several other modifications to accommodate someone who enjoyed partaking in off-roading or mudding. It would be helpful if we needed to venture away from maintained roads, but I didn't necessarily think we'd be traversing across massive hills or dunes any time soon. It was a tad overkill.

The last vehicle suffered from the same problem, but in the opposite direction. The slim, low riding sports car was definitely the most attractive of the lineup, but if we had to go anywhere that had potholes deeper than a few inches the vehicle would suffer for it, and so would we.

I positioned myself between the van and truck, thinking about which was the better choice.

"So, um, what's the problem?" Miramae said quietly from the corner of the garage to my left.

"No problem. Just deciding."

"Oh."

I glanced back at her, momentarily curious.

"Have you ever ridden in a car?"

She shook her head.

"Just a bus, once." She said after.

I nodded. She had only been here for four months by her own approximation. It made me wonder where she had even emerged from the Ba'rau. Somewhere close it would seem. Likely within the state.

I pointed towards the van, glad to be solving a problem rather than worrying about the woman's tits and how they made me feel.

*God, I really am just a horny teenager all over again...*

"They're both fine, but this has more room. Not that we really need it. The trucks probably going to have worse gas mileage too, but not by much." I said both to myself and the Dread.

Miramae walked closer towards me and the van, placing her hand on a window and peering inside.

"Looks comfy." She said with a shrug. "The bus was not."

I snorted in agreement. Buses could be fine, but it really depended on the city, and most of the time they were awful.

"We'll be traveling a ways. If needed we can sleep in this thing." I said it absentmindedly, but was definitely another perk the van had over the truck.

We could certainly sleep in the truck bed, but that was just a worse option all around.

Miramae walked a little further around the van, stopping at the side door and pulling a few times at the handle. She frowned, then looked at me with a befuddled expression. The sight of her standing there with her hand on her hip and mildly frustrated sent an unwanted tingle up my skin. Her tits bobbed angrily in solidarity with her aggrieved expression.

I was immediately annoyed that I had even noticed the subtle jiggling.

The Vermyr continued staring at me, but her confused glare began to give way to a sly smile as her eyes trailed down towards my lower body. I was more than a little aware of why.

"Fuck." I basically spat the word, walking away from her towards the other side of vehicle.

"You're cranky this morning." She said in a mumble as I passed her.

"Yes I am." I said with annoyed acceptance.

"Why?"

I didn't respond immediately, walking past the hood of the van and coming to a stop at the driver side door.

"I don't like the level of distraction you bring." I said the words honestly, tapping my finger on the door's lock, "Escrossa." I muttered, and the lock clicked.

"I put on clothes..." The vermyr said in a low voice.

"And it somehow how made things worse."

I retorted.

I opened the door, searching angrily for a set of keys. I hadn't seen any on the hangar by the door or in any of the bowls in the entry way.

"That seems like a 'you' problem." The Dread said in a low grumble.

I snorted, leaning back out of the door, and risked a glance at her. She was currently staring huffily in my direction. Her arms were crossed, gently raising and pushing her assets togethers.

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"It is a me problem. I never said it wasn't." I gently closed the door, forcing myself to address her head on.

"Then why are you being all stuffy? You've been weird since breakfast." She squinted at me as she said the words.

I felt my cheek twitch in irritation.

"Because. My 'problem' inherently stems from you...and what you are."

And the fact I can't stop picturing you on your knees in front of me.

"And what is that?" Her voice was suddenly cold.

I shook my head.

"A Dread. I thought we had already gone over this."

"I thought we had too!" She said in exasperation, "But now you're being way more of an asshole than before. Are you seriously that pissed that I make you all tingly? Sure seemed like you liked what I had to offer last night." There was a slight tinge of red in her cheeks as she met my gaze with an indignant glare.

I stared back at her blankly. Something about what she'd said had snapped the cord of control I'd so precisely wound around my patience to keep it place. Maybe it was the fact I was still feeling aroused by her even now that did it. I wasn't sure. All I knew was that I could practically hear my own heartbeat, and my hands had begun to clench involuntarily,

*She really doesn't get it does she.*

"Of course I'm that pissed. I hate myself right now more than I've hated myself in a long time."

Miramae's indignant scowl fell, her eyes taking on a look of serious reproach at what I'd said. I took a half step towards her, feeling the heat in my chest rising.

"Do you know how many friends I've lost to Dreads? How many men, women, and children I've had to see ripped apart by your kind?" I said icily.

"They are NOT my kind." She said with a comparably frost-ridden anger.

I laughed loudly. The straightforwardness of the conversation was making me feel almost manic. The last day had built up a greater tension in me than I had realized. But the Dam was broken now, and I had no intention of holding back.

I took another step forward.

"Years, Miramae. Decades. Killing and fighting and hating. Dreads taking and taking."

I inhaled, feeling my vision glaze over.

"Everyone just keeps dying. I keep hunting--keep guarding, but in the end everyone I save just ends up dead. I only find a fraction of peace in doing to them what they do to us. It's all so pointless--" I could distantly hear myself rambling, but my mind was slipping away from me. Flickers of horrible memories filled my consciousness as I felt my fingers begin to spasm.

"--So pointless. All I can do is just keeping going, tearing them limb from limb. I've learned to enjoy it, Miramae. I live for it. I only sleep soundly on the nights after I've felt Dread gore on my skin. That is my life. That is who I am. And then you--you just..." The floodgates of my mind remained open, allowing the raging current to drag my rationale away into the abyss of my subconscious.

My vision had unfocused, the world a blur around me. I could feel the residuals of Tasori as my body instinctively tried to open the temperamental Gate. Ripples of energy were leaking out of my skin, pooling across me, building in a torrent that would soon leave the garage and Miramae in ashes if I wasn't careful.

Even so, I hardly cared.

"You make question my own mind. My sanity. I should be bathing in a pool of your blood, not letting you suck on me like some lustful leech. I should--" My eyes narrowed, seeing her form through a dark tunnel before me.

*Kill. Kill to survive. Kill to Avenge. Kill for Illeya.*

*"Eldargos, cann see'esh. Joran. My son. Return from the depths."*

The voice echoed in my head with startling clarity and warmth, and I felt the world return to focus. The heat underneath my skin had gone as quickly as it had come. My chest spasmed, and I felt a wave nausea roll through my gut. My

vision cleared and I could see Miramae looking at me with a horrified expression. Or a worried one. Likely both, but I couldn't really tell. It was all I could currently do to remain standing.

"Thanks mom." I said breathlessly.

The latent twill she'd left in me after my time in the Moor had just likely saved me a great deal of regret and trouble. I raised my hand to my head, feeling the beads of sweat that had formed on my brow. My eyes felt like they might pop out my skull.

"Are you alright?" The Vermyr said in a strange tone.

I glanced up at her again. She had kept her distance, but she was leaning slightly towards me. I nodded slowly.

"Yeah. I am now."

"Good. Cause now I get to say my piece."

I groaned, lifting myself back to full height. I felt like I had been hit by a Semi-Truck. I squinted at the Vermyr and nodded again.

"That's fair." I rasped, but immediately regretted my choice of words as she visibly bristled. Her eyes went from a creamy hazel to a dark chocolate tone.

"Fair? FAIR? You've been through some shit, I get that. But you're mad because you don't like

dreads and I'm making you fucking horny? Do you understand how badly my body hurts right now just being NEAR you? I can feel my stomach ripping itself open inside of me repeatedly, every whiff of your scent making feel like I'm going to throw up from how my bad I want to taste you again. My throat keeps trying to crawl out of my mouth to reach you, and my skin feels like it's being prodded by thousands of needles that would disappear if your hands would just wander it again. All I can think about is feeding off you but IM NOT BLAMING ANY OF THAT ON YOU OR BEING BITCHY OR WHINING, I JUST DON'T WANT TO--GAHH!" The Vermyr grabbed up at her head, pulling angrily at her hair.

An image of a grey haired man, his eyes wide and pale with pain, furiously pulling the hair from his own head instantly burned across my retinas.

I lunged forward, acting without thinking as I wrapped her wrists with my hands and forced her straining limbs to a stop. I hadn't even meant to open Tasori, but Tempo was clearly flowing through me. I wouldn't have been able to restrain her otherwise.

A shiver passed through Miramae's body. Her nose twitched as she inhaled sharply. Her eyes pulsed, the black of her pupils expanding rapidly. I felt my throat go try.

"NOT FUCKING HELPING!" She screamed.

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I sat on the grass, a thin green line of energy pouring off my finger as I waved it around, waiting for Miramae to return from the mental

state I had put her in. I sighed tiredly. This was absolutely my fault, but I was angry all the same.

We had cleared the air to a certain degree, but that didn't mean much had actually been resolved. We were both just ticking time bombs.

I released the Twill I'd been using, watching as the message I had written dissipated. Hopefully it reached Mother without problem. The Azzerai have heavily warded sanctums to prevent unwanted incantations of any kind from wandering in freely to their homes. I hoped the fact it was from me would see it safely to her.

"So, uh...that was...not great."

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I turned, looking at the pale skinned Vermyr as she approached. Her eyes were still like a button doll's, but she seemed to have settled from sensory overload.

*At least she was able to do that herself.*

I grimaced, aware that I had failed to keep my mind in check and had only been saved by the wisdom and caution of my mother's planning. It had been a long time since those memories had been allowed to creep through me. Kuriass and his Brigade were long dead, but they still haunted me. So did Illeya.

"Sorry." I said simply.

There was no need to be gratuitous in my apology. Plain and honest was usually better.

"You remembered my name..."

I turned, not even slightly expecting that as her response. She looked depressed.

"No one ever asks, let alone remembers. Not any more. So--then I got mad, cause, I realized I hadn't even asked for yours. It made feel, well...

it made feel like I'd used you more than I had really expected. Like I really was just another Dread."

I stared at her. Now that I was paying attention, I could see that she was still in a semi-permanent hunch, her hand holding her stomach and the barest traces of a grimace on her lips. She really was in pain.

I looked away, staring out at the sky.

"My name is Joran. My shortened name at least."

"Joran..." She said, rolling the name around on her tongue.

I kept my eyes from drifting to her, letting them wander down the road that led away from the large house.

"I'm not sure this is going to work. I'm torturing myself mentally and literally torturing you with my presence. It's not really a great recipe." I let the words sit for both of us to ponder.

It was a while before she responded. I used the time to rip several blades of grass apart.

"I'm fine. I'll be fine." Her words were quiet, but resolved.

"Why?"

She looked at me quizzically. I let out a heavy exhale through my nose, assembling a more coherent question.

"Why deal with me? You said it was like being ripped apart from the inside. Hardly seems worth it." I let myself to look at her again as I spoke.

Her eyes seemed to absorb the sunlight, saturating them with an almost golden glow.

"It is like that--but...won't you kill me if I try to leave? That's what I got the feeling you were saying last night."

It was a half answer, but it made me nod in admission. I chewed for a moment on a more thought out response.

"I don't know what I'd do. Killing you would be make the most sense. But, you're not just some Dread anymore." I paused, noting the hopeful expression on her face. "Trust me, I'd like to feel otherwise, but I can't. I don't know if I could kill you. Not in cold blood. I don't really have much of a soul left tarnish but that might really dig my fucking grave."

I retuned to staring at road. I felt incredibly tired again. To my left, I heard her sit softly on the grass.

"I'm sorry." She whispered.

It sounded like she meant it, but I could hear a 'but' coming so I waited.

"I don't want be alone anymore. I think...I think I'd rather risk execution at this Damoria place, rather than go back to running across the world by myself. I can't do it. I'm so tired of the silence."

I nodded. A part of me definitely understood the sentiment.

"I'll change clothes or you can stuff me in a big bag if you need to. I'll survive. Just...take me with you. If you could even just talk to me every now and then, that would be enough." She wasn't exactly begging, but there was certainly a desperation in her voice.

I shook my head.

"I'm not stuffing you in a bag."

She giggled and I was reminded once more why we had a problem.

I put my head in my hands. My heart felt like it was on fire. My lips and throat felt numb in her proximity. My body shivered at the simplest beckoning of her voice.

"Is this part of you being a Vermyr? I feel like you've infected me. Just thinking of you sends shivers down my body. I'm drawn to you, and my mind and body don't feel like they're mine anymore. It's driving me...crazy."

I rolled my tongue over my teeth. I did not at all enjoy the taste of the words that had just left my mouth.

She nibbled at her lips nervously, not meeting my eyes as she thought about how to respond.

"Yes. Or, I think so. I don't have control over it though. The Maiir that raised me said it was how Vermyr helped keep our food source from leaving us. The Maiir--they were all Unics. It was the only reason they could raise me without acting irrationally. I haven't really had anyone else know me long enough to explain what it's like to feel it. I didn't realize..."

I blinked, feeling a bit of myself anchor on to the words. She sounded morose, but her explanation brought me a surprising amount of relief. I let out a hoarse laugh, garnering me a strange look from her.

"I thought I'd--well...I've only felt like this once before. I was younger then, but it had been genuine."

Miramae's mouth fell slightly open.

"That's--I'm sorry. That must be--confusing."

"Less so now." I said with a shrug.

I felt a sudden urge to stand, and I obeyed it. The sluggishness I had felt was peeling away, chased away by the certainty that comes from honest communication. It was strange, admittedly, but even just hearing that my infatuation really was just a product of her identity was grounding. Of course that's what I should have naturally assumed it was, but logic in one's head is far different than hearing truth spoken from another.

I rose to my feet, then after a moment of indecision I held out my hand to the Vermyr. She looked at the gesture with an obvious desire to reciprocate it, but hesitated.

"C'mon. We need to be able to at least touch. This is going to be a hard trip otherwise." I gave her a small smile to go along with the words.

Her eyes brightened, and she looked up at me hopefully.

"I can come?"

"You can co--" I stopped my response abruptly, clearing my throat as I apprised her with a cynical leer.

Something about giving her permission to 'come' felt a little suggestive considering who I was dealing with. Her immediately alluring gaze told me she was just as aware of the secondary meaning to her words.

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