Iriman laughed as the whip tore the flesh from my back. I refused to cry out. That was what he wanted. I would let the pain become hatred and the hatred would fuel my resolve. I would deny Iriman, that pettiest of tyrants, no matter what it cost.
My crime had been minor. I had been caught speaking Rhandic with Hulda. Even with my privileges, I was not immune to the law. Five strokes for speaking anything other than Kharish. The other five were Hulda's, given to me because Jezreal didn't want to scar her beloved handmaid. Besides, she knew that striping me would wound Hulda even more.
I sagged against the stocks, my back stinging and wet. Only ten stripes, but ten was more than enough to reduce me to rags. The entire castle watched my humiliation, and I think that wounded me more. Foolish pride, I suppose. Hulda was there as well, and I was grateful that I could not see her.
When it was finished, Grud and Uitzin bore me to my quarters where the healer shortly joined me. I lay there, the stinging maddening. The stining would not cease, as the healer was not there to take my pain away. He was there only to stop my bleeding. Kharsoomians had a method of healing but leaving a scar, so that a slave would never forget their disobedience. Ironically, those ten whip scars across my back would later prove my status as a boldisar. Iriman had given me a gift. I would return the favor in my own way. He never healed that scar either.
I had already made the decision to escape and was deep in preparation, hiding food and water, finding a map that would take me to safety. I thought I would go north, then west to the coast. There was a section of Kharsoom, north of Deszu, the Shattered Reef. Not truly a reef, but a place where the coast had been broken far inland, leaving a treacherous land of unexplored islands. It was a pirate haven, and I thought if I could make it there, I could find passage on a ship. I had the skills of an able seaman and a pirate would not care I had been a slave.
But first, this final indignity. The healer left me to my thoughts of escape. As I lay on the bed, exhausted and in agony, the bell rang. Grud's voice came from my doorway. "Stay there, barbarian. She does not mean to summon you. If the bell rings again, I was wrong and you will rouse yourself." It was the closest I had heard him come to genuine sympathy.
Not long after. I heard the door open and felt a presence on my bed. Hulda's scent enfolded me, and I shivered, a fresh cascade of stings over my back. "Oh. Ashuz," she murmured, touching my shoulder.
"I am fine."
She kissed my cheek. "Her Highness bade me spend the night with you."
"The one night I cannot take you."
She gave a rueful chuckle, then climbed into bed, pressing her warm body against mine. "I do not always need to be taken."
I did not sleep, but she did, and that was enough.
All the time and effort I put into preparing my escape came to naught. That, I suppose, was inevitable. Though the gods of Kharsoom were dead, that did not mean they had lost their sense of humor. As the saying goes, a dead god can still laugh.
It was the arrival of the messenger one uneventful day that heralded the beginnings of my escape, though I could not know that at the time. The wounds on my back had turned to scars by the time he rode through our gate on the back of a qobad, flying the red flag of peace. I was in the midst of drills, and did not attach too much significance to the event. Messengers were common enough.
It was not until I was in the central hall while the Prince and Princess were dining that evening, that I learned what had happened. When I arrived to take my ceremonial position behind the Princess, they were already deep in conversation.
"...not concerned with the spears. Behnan will choose them," Zahudmammu was saying.
"Can we spare twelve men?"
"We have no choice. This invitation--"
"I know."
The Prince sighed, momentarily regarding his food. "I want to use your barbarian as champion."
"No! He's mine!" protested Jezreal.
"My love, be reasonable. He is the strongest warrior we own. If we are to win, we need him. I am not asking for your greenskin or warmaid."
"But what if he is killed?"
"Then I will buy you a new guard. One with a thick spear and soft eyes, the way you like them."
She pouted. "Fine. You may have him."
Zahudmammu broke into a wide smile. "Wonderful. You saw him against the boldisar. He will bring us glory."
That night I was not surprised to hear the bell ring. Grud chuckled as we made our way to Jezreal's quarters. We found her in a perfumed bath, her handmaids washing her shapely limbs. Hulda's eyes met mine, and I hoped we would be allowed to lay together. Sometimes Jezreal enjoyed watching the two of us. I suspect she liked the sight of genuine passion.
"My sweet Ashuz," Jezreal said. "Come here and let me look at you."
I approached the bath. "What were you and the Prince speaking about?"
She gave me an indulgent look. "I should have you beaten for that insolence. It's lucky for you that I find it adorable. We have been invited to participate in a Crown Game."
"I don't know what that is."
"You are a barbarian. How ould you know the proper ways to assert your clan's status?" She smiled as I had no response. "You will play a great game in the hippodrome in Ghanappur. You have the honor of being champion of Clan Sesamhat."
"What does that mean?"
"You will be the most valuable piece on the board. All you need to do is move where you are bidden and slay any you come across."
"I believe I understand," I said, though I could not.
"Good," she said, standing up. Water cascaded from her bountiful curves. "Tonight you will take me. Grud, you may watch."
The half-orc sighed in disappointment. "As you wish, mistress."
I learned that we would be a team of twelve, with four positions between us. There were the spears. Numbering six, they were the lowliest of the pieces. My friend Uitzin was selected to be one of these. We had three outriders as well, and I noted the choices seemed to be the longest-limbed of the castle's guards. Then there were two sentinels. This sparked another argument as Zahudmammu wanted Grud for one of these, but Jezreal flatly refused. The half-orc caught my eye and smirked. I do not know what victory he thought he had achieved in that moment.
Lastly, there was one champion. Me.