Chapter 4
Bed, Roof, and Walls.
Urragn woke her early. "Don't get up," he said. "I'm going into the village to buy some things. Stay in the room and keep the window closed. We don't need anyone to see you."
"And what will you do to me if I leave?" Aris asked.
"I told you that if you fled from me, I would not pursue you. But I won't wait for you to come back. Are you planning to flee?"
Aris sighed. "No."
He paused and asked the next question carefully. "Are you planning to find some way to kill me?"
"No," she said. She could not be offended by a perfectly fair question.
"And you aren't planning to kill yourself the way your officers would have instructed you to do?"
"No," she said.
"Good," he said. "I... I know you don't want me to try and romance you anymore. But... I still do hope you can find happiness with me. It isn't my desire to cause you pain or make you miserable. I don't want you to feel like a prisoner."
"I know," she said. "I know and I don't care. My happiness is my own business."
Urragn nodded. He seemed a bit hurt by Aris's coldness. But he decided not to comment on it any further. "I will be back before lunchtime. When the innkeeper comes to give you breakfast, don't open the door for her. Have her set it in the hallway so that you can take it without being seen."
"As you wish," she said.
When he came back, he brought a bag with him filled with goods. "You aren't dead and I'm not dead," he said. "It's good to know I can leave you unsupervised."
"I thought I wasn't a prisoner?" she said.
"The door is unlocked, Aris Alvander. But that doesn't mean I should trust you completely." He placed the bag on the bed and spread open its lips. "Some things to make you look a bit more respectable," he said. And then he paused and looked at her carefully, realizing that he may have made a mistake. "Not that you are... well."
She snorted. "You don't find me attractive?" Aris said.
He raised his eyebrows and kept his mouth shut as he removed the items from the bag.
She crossed her arms and grinned. "What was it you said to the captain the other night, before the feast table? 'Permission to speak freely,'" she said.
Urragn raised his eyebrows. "You elves... you look like a miscarried fetus."
Aris had not expected that. She actually laughed.
"It's true," Urragn said. "You are skinny and small. You have very little hair. Not like an orcish woman at all."
"Would it help to know that I think you orcs look like poorly-bred bulldogs?" Aris said.
"Dogs are loyal at least," Urragn said. "I'll take it as a compliment."
Aris caught her breath and sighed. "And what did your father do when he caught you with that watermelon, Jarl Urragn."
His smile faded completely in a moment. Aris noticed and decided not to press further.
He changed the subject. "I have another change of clothes for you. Something else to pin up your hair, and a bit of jewelry. I told you I'd get you jewelry when we got to Tubid, and I did."
He laid the ornaments out on the bed in front of Aris. There were a pair of bronze bracelets, an arm cuff, and a copper necklace.
"I told you not to try and romance me," Aris said coldly. "Buying me jewelry isn't necessary."
"It isn't romance. If we have guests at Fud Faragna, I need the jarl's wife to look like a jarl's wife. People will ask questions if they see I haven't spent any money on you. I also got you this." He produced a little silken cord on which hung a pendant carved from bone.
Aris took the pendant in her hand and examined it. It bore the image of a doe.
"The goddess Chavishat. In some of the stories she appears as a doe."
"She's a fertility goddess, isn't she?" Aris asked.
"Kadinog is the fertility god, and I wear his token," Urragn said. From the collar of his tunic, he pulled a little silver medallion of his own. "Since I am trying to help you conceive. And he wards off cancer, which is what killed my grandfather. Chavishat protects pregnant and birthing mothers. And if all goes well you will need her help very soon. But it only works if you are wearing it."
Aris didn't know what to make of the little bone medallion. "We elves don't pray to Chavishat, and we don't believe in the power of talismans."
"It works whether you believe it or not," Urragn said. "Put it on. It would make me feel better to know you were wearing it."
Aris tied the doe medallion around her neck. It felt strangely heavy on her collarbone. She had always imagined that she might bear a child at one point in her life. However, she'd also half assumed she'd die before she ever got a chance to do something so boring and ordinary. But the thought of actually being pregnant was odd and uncomfortable, like a violation of the divine natural order. People like her took life. They didn't create it.
She decided to try on the other jewelry. The bracelets were a bit too big for her, but the copper necklace fit nicely. She saw another piece in the bag and pulled it out. It was a pair of silver earrings molded to look like chamomile flowers.
"These are lovely, but I don't have my ears pierced," she said.
"Those aren't for you," Urragn said, taking the earrings from her hand. "They're for Vrishtagna."
"Who?"
"Vrishtagna. My wife."
Aris blinked for a moment. "Urragn, we just got married two days ago."
Urragn sensed Aris's discomfort, and he wasn't sure what to make of it. "I remember. I was there," he said.
"And when did you marry Vrishtagna?" Aris said.
"Before I became the Jarl of Fud Faragna. We were teenagers. Aris, you knew enough about me to know I would be at Katkasad. You know the details of my career. You knew enough about me that they trusted you to come and kill me. How do you not know the name of my oldest wife?"