Chapter Fifteen
"Did anything else happen while you were home?" Ellerie asked as she lay facing Leena, idly running her fingers through the other woman's long, black hair and brushing it back behind her ear. It was midmorning, and they were still in bed. "We didn't spend much time talking last night."
"Udit wants to get a dog, but Grandmother won't let him," Leena said with a smile. Then her expression grew serious. "And I told Pavan about us. He was disappointed--I think he was hoping for something more than a business transaction with me."
"What did he say?"
Leena rolled onto her back and sighed. "We talked for hours, and we didn't really come to a decision. My suggestion was that he and I have children together, but that we don't marry. That would leave him free to seek out a real wife. It's not how this sort of thing is done among the Zidari, but if I'm gone half the time, perhaps we can get away with it. Pavan isn't so sure--he's more traditional."
Ellerie nodded but didn't speak, unable to think of any appropriate words. She didn't like the thought of her lover taking someone else to bed, but she couldn't deny Leena her wish to have children.
"Once we reach Four Roads, I may invite him to come visit," Leena said.
"What?" Ellerie asked, propping herself up on her elbow. "Why?"
"Because I want the two of you to be friends. I think you'd like him if you got to know him, and if he's the father of our children, he'll be around."
Ellerie did find it easier to make friends with men than with women, but did it have to be this particular man? It was important to Leena, though. "I'll try," Ellerie said.
Leena smiled and leaned up to give her a quick kiss. "What about you? Did anything happen here?"
"I met with the investors and finished things off with them," Ellerie said. "We should be ready to go in a few days. Senshall still wants to hire you, by the way--they doubled Marco's offer."
"After Davir, that wouldn't be a good idea," Leena said. "If I don't say much at home about what I'm doing here, everyone can politely ignore it, but working for a trading company would be different."
"I thought it was against the law."
"Not exactly," Leena said. "Among the Zidari, when we talk about our own laws, those are more like customs than actual laws. They carry nearly the same weight as a law, but only among the clan. It's hard to explain to someone who hasn't grown up with it. If I were to deliberately show my tattoos to someone other than a lover or another Zidari, I'd be considered impetuous or reckless, or even unreliable. The exact outcome varies depending on
which
tattoos I showed."
Leena's high-necked, long-sleeved dresses hid the fact that her body was half-covered with tattoos. Some were intricate but most were simple, identifying various facets of her life. Ellerie liked to trace them with her finger, trying to guess what each one meant.
"I'll tell Senshall you're not interested," Ellerie said. "They might ask if you can deliver a letter to the other Travelers for them, though."
"I can do that, and then let Pavan or Rohav come up with a response." Leena sat up, letting the sheet fall from her body. "But for now, we should probably get up."
"Or not," Ellerie replied. "I don't have anything to do today that can't be put off until tomorrow. We can just stay here."
Leena gave her a brief smile. "I'm supposed to help Boktar with the provisions."
Ellerie frowned. "You don't have to be the cook anymore. We're all going to take turns until we get to Four Roads. I think Corec plans to hire someone once we're settled." She didn't like the thought of Leena continuing to act as the group's cook now that her contract with Senshall had come to an end. It seemed too much like being a servant.
"Yes, but someone has to buy the supplies, and I already know what we need."
"Well, if you're busy, I suppose I can go to the Tailors' Quarter," Ellerie said with a sigh as she slipped out of the bed. "I do need a few things. Oh, we never hung your dress up last night. It's still on the floor." She reached down to pick it up.
"No, wait!" Leena said, her voice panicked. There was a thunk as something heavy fell from the folds.
Ellerie watched the jade bracelet roll until it bumped against the wall. She didn't recognize it at first. She picked it up, wondering if it was a gift from Pavan that Leena hadn't wanted her to see. Then she realized what it was.
"
You
?" she asked, her voice catching. "We've been looking for this for months! We thought it had been lost, or stolen.
You
took it?" The sense of betrayal bit into her, making her feel sick to the stomach.
Leena scurried out of bed. "I'm sorry! I'm so sorry!" she exclaimed, tears gathering in her eyes. "I had to! It's what I was sent there to find. It's how I'll save my brother!"
Ellerie didn't understand at first, but then she looked up. "Your Seeking? I thought it sent you to Corec."
"Maybe it sent me there for two reasons. I think the cult members who attacked us were after the bracelet too."
"What does it do?"
"I don't know. I wear it all the time, but nothing happens. I asked Rohav, but he doesn't know either."
Ellerie rubbed her temples, the bracelet in her hand bumping against her cheek. "I just closed out the contract with Senshall. Marco listed the bracelet as missing. You can't just
take
it!" Was this how Leena had felt when she'd learned Ellerie had hidden her identity?
"I didn't have a choice!" Leena protested. "It's what I was supposed to do! Shavala took the staff. Corec took the hammer."
"The staff belongs to the elven people, and no one else can even
lift
the hammer! If he didn't bring it, it would have stayed right where it was. This is different."
"I'll pay for it. Or I'll give it back when I'm done with it." Leena reached out for her.
"Don't," Ellerie said, stepping away. "Let me think. I need to think." She paced back and forth. "I've still got some money left. We just need to figure out how much it's worth, and then I can pay everyone their share. If I talk to Marco alone, I can probably convince him not to ask too many questions."