Alice flinched again as the volley of siege engine fire raked the curtain walls, a tremendously concussive cacophony. Smaller tower mounted engines, where still in place, returned fire with a gusto. But it was an aural afterthought, the garnish to the hellish assault that was the sound of masonry cracking, giving way, falling. She was holed up high in the keep, staring down at the nightmare pastiche of light and sound from explosive bombardment.
Rogier paced tirelessly. His bulk swayed under his shift as he stalked forward and back. He would stop to run his hands through his salt and pepper hair or rub his bristly goatee. Every part of him was soft, even his jowls trembled slightly as he walked. As a minister to the king, he was hardly required to be down at the walls, even in this dire time. But because he didn't have anything to do, he burned off the energy with ceaseless pacing and fretting. This in turn made Alice more nervous, unable to avoid her thoughts from dwelling on the assault going on below.
Less than an hour before, Alice had been sleeping peacefully. She was still abed, her strawberry blonde locks unbound and flowing. Her sleep shift, indecent at the best of times, had soaked through in places with nervous perspiration. She was practically flaunting her nude body to her husband, and all he had eyes for was a battle he had no say in. She wanted him desperately to see her, to discard his anxieties. She wanted his eyes to shift from the firelight, to linger on her wide hips, her full breasts, her still youthfully lithe frame, not yet marred by time and worry. But instead they glinted with an anxiety born of a man concerned with a world he no longer had any influence over. He didn't speak to her- that wasn't unusual. He rarely addressed her.
Hers was a marriage of convenience, meant to secure ties between the northern outmarches and the king. Being married to one of the most powerful ministers in the court was more than Alice could have hoped for, but she sometimes dreamt of a man who did more than plot how to coax more money from the populace. The only time he deigned to notice her was for a perfunctory lay. "You still owe me an heir," he would say stiffly, as if somehow ashamed to be with her. It was almost always an unceremonious affair- laying his bulk, born of soft living and rich food, atop her. He would dutifully spear her, thrusting rhythmically while his breathing grew more irregular and strained. Just before Alice feared he would suffer some manner of apoplexy, Rogier would let out a shuddering gasp, spilling his seed into her. All she needed was to conceive. But she wished he saw her for more.
An hour of pacing finally drove the frantic Alice to plead: "My Lord, please come to bed. There is nothing out there that we can change. We must trust in the stoutness of the defenders, in the rightness of their cause against the unjust enemy." She smiled as prettily as she knew how- a testament to the lessons she had endured since youth, how to disguise her true emotions behind a radiant mask. Even now, it dimpled her pale cheeks prettily and sparkled her deep blue eyes.
Rogier turned to Alice, and she realized she had misstepped. His eyes were alight, not with the glint of a man bridling at weakness, but rather the fevered fervor of a desperate man. His lips curled in a sneer. "My lady wife seeks to tell her lord husband how to live? As if the fires out there won't as surely consume you as they will me and all I've striven to build here. 'Come lay with me,' she says with all the subtlety of a painted whore. As surely as their engines of war shall breach our walls, so too will they pierce your sex. This is not some foe born of the rules of humanity. This is a darkness, an enemy sent against Man. There is no taking of hostages. You had best pray that we find death swiftly, for that is the only mercy that our foe may grant us."
Alice almost immediately began to weep. It wasn't that she didn't understand that it was an army of Hell, daemons from beyond the mortal veil. She knew they had inexorably drawn nearer, winning victories first on the field and then at stronghold after stronghold. She merely wanted to distract the minister and tear him away from the anxieties he had no control over. "My lord, I was only trying to-"
Alice hadn't even seen the backhand coming, and it left her splayed on the bed, right cheek throbbing with flames of pain. "You vapid cunt, I wasn't asking for an explanation. I was explaining to you that this is the end. We are dead. Make your peace now. I am grateful now that your barren womb never bore me an heir so that he never had to endure this day." Rogier's eyes glittered in an unkind way. "But if you are offering me a balm on this night of my demise, who am I to turn aside your sinful whorish pleading?"
Alice gasped as Rogier firmly grasped her breast, squeezing tightly. He leaned over her, staring into her fearful eyes with his dull, black, porcine ones. His thumb and forefinger cruelly wrenched her nipple. "Is this what you wanted, lady wife?" His voice took a sadistic tone, glee clashing with Alice's wracking sobs. She pleaded with herself to still them, but they instead took on a hysterical bent as his hand tore the shift open, expensive fabric parting at the violence of his rending. Her right breast was now fully visible, pink nipple catching the firelight as it flickered through the window.
His hand returned again, taking a firm handful and grasping hard. "Is this what you need? A strong man to make you forget about the enemy on our doorstep? Are you too feebleminded to even truly contemplate your plight? Are you just a cunt that seeks masculine satiation the way a babe seeks to suckle? Are you sopping wet at me doing my husbandly duty, my lady wife?" The gleam did not leave his eye. As he spoke, his other hand forced its way under her chemise, worming its way in between Alice's desperately twisting thighs. "Indecisive doxy!" Rogier roared. With the next words, he punctuated each word with a buffett to the face: "Make. Up. Your. Damned. Mind." With the last, he grabbed her face between thumb and forefinger. Though his hands were not calloused with labor, they were cruel and incisive things, and Alice felt fear claw over her heart and will.
In a voice that was not hers she dully acquiesced "Apologies my lord. It is my place to serve you." She let his hand in between her thighs, although his other did not relinquish her face. He pressed his lips onto hers, his goatee aggravating the already rising bruises on her face. Deliriously, Alice worried what she would do to hide the marks come her next time in court with the other ladies-in-waiting.
But the thought was brought stock still as Rogier forced two fingers inside her, jolting Alice with the pain. "If you want it so badly, lady wife, you could at least show your lord husband the courtesy of getting wet for him." His fingers cruelly rummaged, not in a quest to arouse or titillate but only to humiliate. This wasn't about one last night with her husband. This was about one last night with her lord. And he wanted her to understand the difference.