Raurri's leg was worse by nightfall. She tried to hide it, but her movements were cautious and she grimaced once or twice when she thought Xero wasn't looking.
Still, she insisted that they carry on downstream in the dark. She'd slept most of the day while Xero kept watch -- at first on the river, then on the cat-woman as the day went on and her sleep became more and more troubled.
He'd napped for a few hours himself after she woke, but his rest was interrupted by strange dreams. His mother looking happier than he remembered seeing her, and a tired Ro-Gara making her way up the massive cliff on a limping scorcher. Somehow he knew that these visions were real, not just wishful thinking.
His good mood didn't last long after he woke. Raurri was poking cautiously at the long slash on her thigh, but stopped when she saw him move.
"At least let me look at your wound!" he pleaded, but she snarled at him with bared teeth until he stepped back. "Alright, suit yourself. But I'll steer tonight."
For a moment it looked as if she was going to argue, then she shrugged. "I'll keep a lookout then. The riverworms only come to the surface during the daylight, but we'll have to stay clear of islands -- particularly if any boaters are spending the night there. Your sight is almost as bad in the dark as theirs."
And so they climbed on board their stolen barge and used long poles to push off from the day's refuge. The current caught them almost immediately, and after a few more pokes to keep them away from the bank they were on their way downriver.
Raurri took up position in the bow, eyes fixed ahead, while Xero kept his gaze on her. The low moon cast a silvery glow over her fur, gliding sensually over her form. His hope from that morning of finishing their earlier fuck had made place for concern over her wellbeing.
As if she felt him looking, she turned her head in his direction. "What?"
"Just enjoying looking at you." He grinned and let his eyes linger on her arse.
The lie seemed to work. She snorted and turned away again, but the mood felt a little warmer.
They continued along as the moon climbed into the sky. Raurri occasionally called out a direction, and Xero tried as best he could to steer the ungainly craft left or right. Beneath them, the brown river flowed on tirelessly, past clumps of blackness that marked islands and banks, and half a dozen distant campfires.
It was nearly midnight, with the moon high above and a clear stretch of river ahead, when Raurri's voice spoke in the dark. "What's that on your face?"
"My face?" Xero let go of the heavy steering pole with one hand and brought it up to touch his skin. Besides the roughness where he was scabbed from his fall over the cliff edge -- had it only been two and a half days ago? -- it felt normal. As he lowered his hand, he noticed a gleam on the back.
"There are silver marks on it. Where your fingers just were."
He felt again, returning to the scabs. "Here?" He'd had a cut on the back of his hand too, he recalled.
She nodded. Her eyes were glowing in the dark. "Is Domer blood silver?" He heard the sarcasm as clearly as if he could see her face.
"I should say it is, just so you'll keep me alive." He grinned. His skin felt hard around the scabs, but he ignored it. "An endless supply of silver. Although I might make you work for it."
"I imagine you would." There was a purr in her voice. Against the dark night sky, her form moved, rising, then sat back suddenly. A pitiful hiss escaped from her.
"Raurri?" He started forward, then stopped and laid the steering pole carefully on the bottom of the barge. "Raurri?"
She was curled up in the bow, hands gripping at her leg. "I'm alright."
"No you're not!" He knelt down, ignoring the curses she spat at him. "Let me look."
Reluctantly she drew her hands away so he could see. Not that much was visible: dark fur with a darker patch that glistened damply.
"I thought you said you healed fast. This wound is still open."
"Must have become infected," she hissed through gritted teeth. "Back in the swamp."
He leaned down until his nose was almost touching her leg. "Phew! It smells rotten! Have you cleaned it?"
"You don't smell of dawnflowers yourself, you know." She bared her teeth. "Of course I cleaned it. With water, with alcohol, with my spit. I know how to look after myself."
He couldn't deny that, though he wasn't sure she'd manage now. In the end he convinced her to join him in the stern of the barge. Leaning heavily on his shoulder she managed to hobble around the bales piled up in the middle, then collapsed onto the bench. A low, angry purr came from deep in her throat.
Xero wrapped a blanket around her and sat beside her. The current was swift enough that the steering oar didn't need to be far in the water, so he stuck it under his arm and let the end trail behind them.
Raurri's body felt hot, with the occasional shiver running through her. He put his free arm around her, and she snuggled close.
"Tell me about life in the Dome."
He glanced down at her, surprised at her question. Then he realised that in all their days together he'd never spoken of the time before his exile. He'd been caught up in events. First in the joy of being alive and carnal thoughts of Raurri, then in the shock of falling from the cliff and the...
whatever
... that lived inside the metal box, and finally in the cat-woman's disappearance and rescue.
I've barely even thought about it.
Thoughts of his mother, questions about the defence system, but not about actually living there.
"It's... different." He sighed. "But I suppose you could have guessed that. It's much smaller, for a start. The arc of the Dome is everywhere, and it changes colour as the sun moves. There are parks, with trees and gardens, where people walk or play or just sit. And we travel from one side to another on long carrier belts, or we race uniblades..."
He realised that Raurri probably didn't understand half of what he was talking about, but he was unable to stop.
"I lived with my mother at the top of a tall building, with views all around. She's a Senior Councillor, one of the three most important people inside the Dome. She makes decisions--" He broke off as questions intruded about Mother, then carried on. "If we want to eat or drink we just press a button on a machine in our house. When we're tired of our clothes we recycle them into something new." Mostly overalls, true, but sometimes they wore fancier outfits.
He continued, telling of his friends and their games, and of venturing out into the Wilds, and how disappointed his mother was. "She kept telling me I could be a leader, follow her into politics. But why should I? I'd rather do... I don't know. Something more active." He sighed, then grinned. "Not that it matters now. Even if I make it back, no-one's going to put me in charge."
A soft snore startled him. Raurri had fallen asleep -- had been asleep for some time, he realised now. For a moment he felt foolish that he'd kept talking, but then he decided he didn't care. It was nice to revisit those memories from what seemed a lifetime ago.
But his concern now had to be for his friend. Even asleep, she was in pain. Her lips drew back and she growled, then gave a hiss. Her skin felt hot to the touch.
He closed his eyes, trying to think. Sleep probed at the edge of his mind, though, and he had to force himself not to drift.
There has to be something we can do! Something someone can do!
But who was there out here, besides the boaters?
In his mind he saw again the spots of light all over the world, a vast and brilliant network of points all connected somehow. He could make out Annon. Somehow that single dot of light was recognisable as the man he'd met in Ro-Gara's camp.
Annon? Can you hear me?
He almost felt foolish, but who'd ever know?
Annon?
Even half-hoping, half-expecting, he was shocked by the response. The other man's voice came back as a near-silent scream.
Not so loud! Fuck it, you fucker, must you roar like that?
Annon's own voice was barely audible.
Xero tried to think quieter.
Sorry! Is this better?
Still too loud! Fuck, my head. It was still hurting from the last time.
Xero modulated his mental voice to the quietest whisper he could manage, just the flimsiest trickle of thought.
This is Xero. We met--
I know who you are, you idiot. Where are you?
Feeling foolish, Xero replied,
With Raurri, in the lowlands. We stole a boat and we're following the river downstream. We were cut off from Ro-Gara and had--
So she thought. She made it back to the camp this evening. She still wants to talk to you.