4. A Horse Of A Different Color
Sitting in a rented-out hotel ballroom by myself, sipping on a cup of coffee I was too nervous to taste, unable to do anything besides watch the clock tick, was not an enjoyable experience. It was, however, what I felt compelled to do Friday morning. That was the date we had set for the initial meetings with the other dragons, as a collective, so that any subsequent, individual meetings could be handled over the weekend or early next week. I didn't need the coffee -- I had slept beside all of my mates despite it being a weeknight last night -- and I didn't think there was a chance I would've enjoyed it even if I had tasted it -- it was from the hotel lobby, not brewed with Sam's magic -- but sitting here and doing nothing felt even more wrong than sipping a drink I didn't want or need.
I had come alone, at first, just as a precaution. Beth had frowned at me all morning. Different parts of her had wanted to argue in two very distinct directions -- the first was that she didn't think life would be worth living if the future she had recently come to know was taken from her, so there was no risk to me that she wouldn't undertake herself for us. The second was that she was nigh invulnerable nowadays and, therefore, counterintuitively, at even less risk of a draconic outburst than I was.
She was somewhat right. Physically, at least, she was less vulnerable. But there was no reason to expose her to the dragons until I knew things would be okay. I didn't want her exposed emotionally to being needled like Sam when Antonin tested me. At least then, as unhappy as I came to be about it, there was a purpose I could identify at the time. More importantly, I had already met Antonin and gotten familiar with his gruff, blunt exterior. I hadn't ever experienced the dragons before. I didn't know how they would react to me alone, or if they would immediately begin probing Beth and Sam and Zoey for weaknesses. Meeting them alone was a risk, but it was calculated. The calculation was that if I got hurt, it was fine. I'd recover.
If someone hurt them, I would cause an international incident.
Still, that calculation left me anxiously sitting in a massive hall in one of twenty chairs around a table probably too large for anywhere reasonable but still too small to fill the ballroom's expanse, sipping a lukewarm cup of bland coffee. There was a table on the far side of the wall where the hotel had put a variety of breakfast foods in cheap aluminum trays over warming plates. We had catered lunch from a place Zoey enjoyed ordering from (a steakhouse, to all of our surprise), but left breakfast to the hotel. I had to wonder if anything would get eaten or if the catering would be just a waste. I spent a minute hemming and hawing about calling Zenya and asking her to find out if there was a foodbank or homeless shelter nearby that would take already prepared food so we wouldn't just throw it out when none of the dragons needed to eat. It wasn't a massive amount, but just sitting here staring at it, fretting over it to avoid my worries about the dragons, I didn't like the idea of it going to waste.
I was rattled from my thoughts as a slender man in a well-fitted suit knocked cautiously on one of the enchanted wooden doors about fifteen minutes before we were scheduled to start. When I looked up and blinked in a lack of recognition, he spoke. "Hello. James, I presume?"
"Yeah, I'm James. I'm guessing you're Clement," I wagered. Given that he was male, it was 50/50. Given that he was white, I was reasonably confident. Amusingly, he smelled calm, but not genuinely calm. He smelled like Zoey did when she was locked in -- holding herself at a calm state rather than being truly, naturally serene.
Zoey was better at it than he was.
"That's me. Say, listen, before we get into the serious stuff today, could you show me your scales?"
"What?" I replied dimly. "I mean, I suppose. Would like to know why you want to know first, to be fair and all."
He swallowed nervously. "To see which of us you match."
"Match?"
"Well, you aren't my son. I guess it's possible Eleanor hid you from me, but I really don't think that's likely, and the timeline doesn't add up either way. Arjun hasn't mingled with magical partners even before the ban -- learned his lesson on having powerful children ages ago. The twins don't do much of anything, one of them literally. It doesn't make any sense. But you've got to be from one of us. Scale color and texture are inherited directly. Unless you've got two draconic parents and more than one of us are guilty of your existence, you should match someone identically."
"Not sure I like the way you're phrasing that."
He nodded. "Can't say I'm happy with it, either. I think the conclusion is slightly more important than our feelings, unfortunately. Would be a lot cleaner if any of us were permitted to have children and didn't have punishments hanging over our heads simply because you exist."
"Wait, you're not allowed to have children? At all?"
He sighed. "Not with anyone magically inclined, anymore. Even the slight risk of another dragon was too much for them. My marriage with Eleanor has been quite the point of contention among the magical community for quite some time, but since we haven't had a child in such a long time, our Seat trusts us. At least not to do that."
"Would've been nice if someone had told me that to begin with," I grumbled. "Anyway, I have parents. They aren't dragons. They didn't know anything about this world. My sister's as human as they come. Though, I thought I was, too, so I guess I could be wrong, but I'm pretty sure none of you are related to me."
"Frankly, I'm not sure it matters what you think. You weren't there at your birth. Not consciously, anyway. Your memories can't exactly be trusted. Your parents raised you, and I don't intend to deprive them of that distinction, but you're clearly a dragon. I can sense you. Strong, proud, young, energetic -- though not as hungry as most of us, a bit more caution in you. Shame the only way you could exist is through such a blatant disregard for caution. I need to ask again to see your scales."
"I don't suppose you'd show me yours first, would you?"
Clement shrugged and rolled up his left sleeve. He held his lean arm out in front of him and shifted, his fingers curling into sharp claws as pale blue scales spread up his arm, almost icy as they reflected the cool artificial light.
I held my own arm out in return, shifting. Clement's eyes focused intently on my forearm, where my deep, smokey maroon scales bloomed into existence. His brows furrowed in confusion as my crimson coloring grew undeniable.
"That's not possible," he stammered after a moment.