Editor's note: this story contains scenes of non-consensual or reluctant sex.
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Book One: Sentience and Divinity
Chapter One: The Life Giver
BRANDON
My twin sister is dead, but she's not gone. Death is a tragedy in the village of Towerhead, but it's not a rarity. Farming accidents, disease, famine, natural disasters, you name it, it kills people in Towerhead. So eight years ago, when the oxen-pulled carriage ran my sister into the dirt, it was a tragedy, but it wasn't an anomaly. I had seen this play before; the townspeople rushing to the accident, the driver sitting in shock, the wails and screams of the bereaved, and the solemn procession that followed. My mother and father were devastated, my classmates were consoling and understanding, but I just stood there like an asshole pointing to the translucent figure to my left.
"Uh, guys?" I said. "She's right here."
At first, people thought it was just my coping mechanism. Hell,
I
thought that must be the case, but Angela never went away. She talked to me, and I tried to ignore her. She didn't like being ignored, so she started screaming at me. When I finally relented with an exacerbated, "
WHAT?!
" her only response was to smile brightly and say, "whew, I thought I was talking to myself this whole time. I was worried people would think I was going crazy!" And that's when people thought I was going crazy. I agreed with them, of course; obviously, I was going insane. I tried meditating, religious counseling, and even old pagan rituals, but nothing made her go away. Then Angela started feeding me test answers in school, and telling me where to pan for gold in the river, and showing me where the game was when I was hunting. The apparition's proclamations were so accurate that I could no longer deny her existence. Angela was dead, but she wasn't gone.
After my parents tried an exorcism to relieve me of the 'demon that plagued my soul,' I stopped trying to prove to people that Angela was real. Towerhead is a lovely town, but it is a small town, fifty miles removed from civilization. Magic is looked down upon, and any anomaly that can't be explained in ten words or less is either 'god's blessing,' or 'the devil's work,' depending on the general mood, and 'the devil's work' was usually solved with pitchforks and pyres. So I kept Angela to myself, but as I grew older, her constant presence in my life started to present new and interesting problems. You see, Angela never left me. I mean
never
, and as an eighteen-year-old boy, privacy was a concern of mine.
"OK Angela," I hissed at her as I sat upright on my bed, "we need to talk about boundaries."
"I was just curious to see what you were doing," she said with a big-eyed look of innocence. "It looked like you were wrestling with a squirrel under the sheets."
"Mm-hmm," I said frankly, "a squirrel."
"A really big squirrel," she smiled impishly. "The kind of squirrel all the women of the town would just
love
to see."
"Angela, get the fuck out of my room."
"Oh, my mistake," she giggled, "looks like it's a chipmunk. Not a very impressive one either. Kind of sickly looking, and diseased, and limp—"
"Angela..." I growled.
"You know," she said, completely unfazed by my irritation, "if you would just listen to my advice, you wouldn't have to wrestle rodents under your bedsheets every night."
I sighed, and pulled up my pants beneath the sheets. It was going to be another one of those nights. Angela's ethereal body matured as I did, but her personality... well, let's just say existing in a single-peered state didn't do much for her social development. Sometimes Angela left me alone, but as we grew older, she became more and more...
curious
about my nightly activities.
"How do I put this nicely..." I said, "...your advice with women is fucking terrible."
"It is not!" Angela huffed. "I feed you great lines; you just deliver them horribly."
"
Trish, are you doing anything tonight? Yeah you are... this guy.
" I recited the last line Angela had given me, completing the phrase with a double-thumb-point to myself, just like she had said I should. "That one was a real panty-dropper."
"I think she liked it," Angela insisted.
"She laughed, then slapped me in the face."
"She's just playing hard to get."
"She's really taking the game to heart then."
"Hey! At least a woman
touched
you this time!"
"That's not really the kind of connection I'm looking for," I replied with a wry smile.
Angela looked like she was going to say something else for a moment, but then she sighed, and drooped her shoulders. "OK," she said sheepishly, "it wasn't my best line."
"It was absolutely terrible," I said, letting her rest her weightless head on my shoulder, "but I appreciate the effort."
"Just not the results," Angela sighed. "You know, I spent hours thinking of that one."
"I don't think women really go for pickup lines. I think talking to them like actual people might be an interesting tactic."
"We've tried that," she smiled ruefully up at me, "you're no good at it."
"It doesn't help when you're hovering over my shoulder, constantly giving me unwarranted advice," I chuckled, and then changed the pitch of my voice to mimic hers. "
Smile, Brandon. Sit up straight! Look her in the eyes, hold the eye contact, hold it... hold it... don't you fucking blink, you're killing it! Hold it... Don't look at her tits! OK, smooth recovery; hey, what's wrong? You look like you need eye drops; holy shit, they're red! Oh fuck, she's getting up; quick, say something clever! Oh god, why did you say that?! Quick, uh... flex your muscles! Sing her a song! Propose to her! Pull your cock out and... she's gone.
"
"I do not sound like that!" Angela giggled.
"That was basically a transcription of the last date I went on, and yes, you sound exactly like that."
"Well, I gave you solid advice," Angela insisted, "you just didn't follow it right."
"Your feminine intuition is a true wonder. Clearly, my mind is too weak to comprehend your genius."
"Clearly," she replied, decidedly ignoring my sarcasm. I looked over at her and sighed. Angela was objectively beautiful. Her face was girlish, with big blue eyes, a pointed nose, flushed cheeks, and a smattering of freckles. Had she been alive, her hair would have been strawberry-blonde, her complexion would've been subtly pale, and her figure would've been long-limbed and slender. Instead, her ethereal skin was a light-blue hue, her hair was starkly white, and her form was a fleeting wisp that barely held together in the wind. It must've been hell for her to see what she could have become.
"Are you still going to Tera's house tomorrow?" she asked me, her voice soft and fearful.
"What other choice do we have?"
"Go to Drastin. Seek the guidance of a wizard."
"We're fifty miles from Drastin, and we don't have the coin for a wizard."
"And you think Tera can help?"
"They say she's ancient; older than Towerhead itself, and she's cheap."
"She's a succubus, Brandon," Angela hissed. "She's where the dying widowers go to spend their last days; if you're that desperate to get laid, we can just spend the money on a whore."
"She'll take my coin as payment," I said firmly. "She'd be run out of town if she took unwilling men."