HVAD CHAPTER 11
I spent quite a bit of my time with Keptel. I began to speak Izumyrian with him, in private. He found my first clumsy attempts very entertaining. My understanding far outpaced my ability to speak.
He was a good man. We were able to discuss many things, besides Izumyr, without feeling self-conscious. He was a prisoner, though. I can't say that we were friends - though that might come, one day.
In the meantime, I lost a friend. Dirayr barely spoke to me anymore. But when I asked Lovro about it, LongArm could only shrug.
- "He just grunts at me. Something happened to him. I don't know what it is, but he won't talk about it."
Hravar knew no more. I wondered if Dirayr was avoiding me because I was Borna's Hand, or if he was withdrawing from everybody. But I suspected that Borna's dalliance with Siret was no longer a secret.
If Dirayr did know, then I could understand why he would be angry with me. As Borna's Hand, I would know everything that Borna did - including who he stirred the furs with. Yet I hadn't said a word to Dirayr about Siret. What could I have said?
I missed Payl more than I had expected to. When I thought about her, though, I couldn't help wondering if we had a future. There was no way I was going to live in the Uplands. But could she settle in the Lowlands? Would she even want to?
Thoughts like those led to contemplation of might-have -beens. What if I
had
married Noyemi? She was beautiful, intelligent, and strong, in her own quiet way. She was also unlikely to die in battle. But now that I knew what singing - performing - meant to her ... could I have asked her to give that up?
I had plenty of time to think, that winter.
So did Borna. And as spring approached, he finally shared his ideas with me.
- "Things are changing." he said.
- "I know: women warriors, female guslars ..."
- "Those too. But I was thinking about Hvad."
- "Hvad? You mean, all of it?" I asked.
We were standing at the edge of the forest, looking at the charred remnants of what had once been our steading. We had grown up there, together. And now it was gone. I knew, instinctively, that Borna wouldn't rebuild it.
- "You're not thinking like a Hospodar anymore, are you?" I said. "Not even like a Ban - even though you haven't actually been that yet, either."
Borna smiled. "You see me so clearly, Ljudevit."
- "Not always." I had been about to add the honorific 'Lord', but checked myself.
- "On this occasion, you do." he said. "What happens if I defeat Leho and Indrek? Ban of Yeseriya. Then the Izumyrians come, and we lose everything."
- "Or we go back to the forest."
- "I don't want us to become foresters. Not permanently."
- "I'm with you there." I said.
- "But I've discovered that I don't want the Izumyrians to take Hvad town. Or even Stonje."
- "You've never been to Stonje."
- "Does that matter?" he asked. "I don't want the Izumyrians to conquer Hvad."
- "You want to stop them? How?"
- "I wonder if Indrek knows that Leho is involved with Izumyr? For some reason, I doubt it."
- "You mean ... split their alliance, somehow?" I said.
- "That would only be a start, Ljudevit. I have to think bigger than that. Two or three provinces - even if one of them was Adarion - wouldn't be enough to defeat an invasion. It would take all of Hvad."
- "With you leading?" I was surprised at the breadth of his vision.
- "I wouldn't trust anyone else to do it. Would you?"
I had never known my friend, my lord, to fail at anything. He would find a solution to every problem, or simply keep trying until he achieved it. Perhaps he just didn't know how to give up. But the immensity of the task he was contemplating frightened me.
- "Borna - there's never been a King in Hvad.
You'd
never stand for another man to be King; what makes you think the other Bans would accept you?"
- "Not King, Ljudevit." he said. "Never that. But we've had Bans who were superior to the others. Pre-eminent. They just didn't have enough power to organize all of Hvad. I would need something in between."
- "A new title? A new position?" I asked.
- "Both. I think voivode
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would fit."
- "Warlord? A temporary rank?"
- "It's still just an idea, Ljudevit. The first step has to be bringing Leho down."
- "And you've been thinking about how to do that?" I asked.
- "Oh yes."
I could've said something about Dirayr and Siret. But I didn't. It seemed like a small thing, compared to the grand vision Borna was contemplating.
I should have.
***
I counted our fighters. Including Borna and me, we had a grand total of 50 men and 17 women. When I reported the numbers to Borna, he just smiled.
- "Then we'd better hope for reinforcements in the spring. And that the Uplanders come back."
He seemed remarkably sanguine, considering how grandiose his plans had become. He made only one small move: Modri and his two friends were sent back to the area around Manahir's steading - their home lands.
Imants was eager to be gone, too, but Borna pleaded with him to stay a little longer. The guslar gave in, with good grace; in many ways, the two of them were tied together in a mutually beneficial relationship. Borna provided Imants with his best material, while the guslar made Borna famous, well beyond the borders of Yeseriya.
The spring came blessedly early, and the temperature rose dramatically. There were puddles everywhere, with the melting of the deep snows.