She was lying on her back, and had been for a while now, looking at the ceiling of his little room while he watched her chest gently rising and falling. Eventually he realised that he was the one who would have to break the silence before it became too awkward.
"You alright?" Zhair'lo asked Anzha.
She nodded, a bare whisper of assent passing through her lips. He hadn't hurt her. The mesh let him know that much.
Okay, he admitted to himself, he knew that he hadn't hurt her body.
There had been a very strange combination of fear and courage in her mind, well beyond what he'd felt from any of those he'd bedded before. Virgins all, and yet Anzha was different. Maybe it was a mistake to ever think that there would be two quite alike.
Maybe?
Definitely.
Propped up on his elbow, he looked in to eyes that refused to look back in to his.
"You seemed scared," he ventured.
"A little," she said, a light whisper fading in to the windless night air.
He didn't know where to go from there, so he laid a hand on her belly, letting just the tips of his fingers touch her skin. He dragged them slowly up her body.
She shivered in response and closed her eyes.
Good or bad?
A tear escaped the corner of her eye.
Why was she crying?
She rolled over suddenly, wrapping her arms around him and burying her head in his chest.
"I'm sorry," she murmured.
"Wh-Why?" was all he could stammer in reply.
A sniffle escaped her then, before she took a breath to calm herself. Finally their eyes met, hers glistening with tears.
"I shouldn't cry," she said firmly.
"No?"
"No," she replied, quick and smart. "It's just -- it's been a long wait."
"I heard," Zhair'lo said sympathetically.
"I just didn't know what to expect," she said. "What if I did something wrong? I'd imagined it -- how I would do it. But what if that's not the right way? What if it's not the normal way?"
That was a load to take on -- the idea that she could be as unsure as he was. Talla had seemed so confident in her actions that first night. He imagined all women to be so.
"You didn't do it wrong," he said. "I'm sure of that."
She laughed lightly through her tears.
"And you know?"
"I guess so," he replied. "We can do it any way we like, I think. I wouldn't know the wrong ways from the right."
"We're supposed to -- they tell us -- we're supposed to be on top."
Zhair'lo shrugged.
"We can try that next," he assured her.
At which point she punched him, in a gentle manner that told him he'd probably said the right thing.
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What now?
All that Talla wanted to do was go back to her room and possibly play with herself in peace and quiet. But no. For some reason, there was an Initiate standing at the bottom of the stairs to her apartment. She was dressed somewhat like Talla: the same tiny skirt on her bottom while her smaller chest featured only the simple rectangular top.
If you were Point, she thought, I'd be able to tell through that top. If you were Abundance, that top wouldn't fit. And an Initiate in Strength would have a broader chest than you have, never mind an upgrade in Point or Abundance.
You, she glared accusingly, are not of Endowment. So what are you doing here?
"Talla?" the girl asked as she approached.
"Yes," she confirmed suspiciously.
As she closed on the intruder, she noticed the badge on her hip. Two snakes wrapped around a triangle. It made her a physician's assistant.
"The Second of Within requires your presence in a medical matter," she said. "It is very urgent."
That explained how this girl had gotten in to the Endowment triangle. Medical emergencies could allow for that. What medical matter could be so important and involve her?
"Should we run?" Talla asked, hoping they hadn't discovered disastrous with her health. "I just got upgraded."
"We should make good speed," the girl responded. "Come."
They would set a brisk pace, then.
"What is this about?" Talla asked.
"It's best that my Mistress explains it."
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"Maksa Ayella, Keeper of Lips," the Sorceress intoned so her voice would carry to those gathered around.
"Mistress," Maksa acknowledged with a bow.
"Sisters all," the Sorceress of Pussy called out.
"Mistress," they chimed in unison.
It wasn't a small gathering. There were dozens of women of differing ranks who had formed a circle around the Sorceress in green and the Keeper in yellow.
"Today we welcome a new sister to our ranks," Pussy said.
"Welcome," they called back.