Tales of the Apprentice - Book 1
Chapter 8
"I think it's time we all had a little talk," Ayden said.
It had been several days since Galen's ordeal. The following morning he had still felt quite weak, but a day and a night of sleep, along with Serana's herbal concoctions and Ayden's cooking, had put him back on his feet in fairly short order. He still tired more quickly than was normal for him, but he was young, strong and healthy, and it wouldn't be long before he'd be his old self again.
Serana looked critically at her young apprentice, who was sitting across the table from her, flanked by Ayden and Irya.
"Yes," she said. "At the very least we should have the conversation that we were going to have a few days ago. Galen, I seem to remember you saying that you'd seen some things that we need to talk about."
Galen nodded.
"I think so. I'd have mentioned it sooner, but..."
"But you were recovering from the biggest orgasm of your life," Ayden said dryly.
Galen grinned ruefully.
"Something like that," he replied. "Thanks, by the way, all of you. I appreciate what you've all been doing."
"Some of it might not have been necessary if we could have had this discussion sooner," Ayden said pointedly. "But I suppose it was inevitable."
"Inevitable?" Galen asked. "Why? What's going on?"
"All in good time," Serana said. "First continue with what you were going to tell us a few days back."
Galen nodded slowly, gathering his thoughts.
"Alright. I suppose I should start with a confession, then. Serana, I did something you told me not to. I left my body. Yes, I know; you warned me that it can be dangerous. But it just sort of happened. I didn't mean for it to happen, but I just... Well, suddenly it had. And... I suppose I wasn't in a very good mood at the time. I mean, after what had happened... I never wanted to hurt you, Serana. So I, ehm... Let's just say I wasn't thinking very clearly."
Serana reached out across the table and took his hand.
"I understand, Galen," she said. While I don't approve of your taking unnecessary risks, I do understand how you felt. But what happened to me was not your fault."
Galen looked down at the table and sighed.
"That wasn't it," he said softly. "I had become a danger to you. To all of you. It just hit you first, Serana, that's all. It would have affected all of you sooner or later, wouldn't it?"
Irya nodded.
"Yes. Over time the enchantment you were under would have had its effect on everyone around you. In fact it did, to a certain extent. But it was nothing serious. Not yet, anyway."
Galen nodded.
"That's what I thought," he continued. "So... I seriously considered not coming back. That way I couldn't hurt you any more."
"That would have been a very bad mistake, Galen," Ayden said. "First of all, you would have remained a danger to anyone close to you. Second, you're here for a reason."
Galen paused for a moment while Ayden's words sank in.
"At any rate," he continued then, "I know I should have gone back into my body the moment I noticed I'd left it. But... I suppose I wasn't really in a mood to be careful right then. So I decided to experiment a little."
"That could have gotten you killed, you know," Ayden said sharply. "Did you ever stop to think about what you were doing? You were under an enchantment that wasn't yours. It could have affected you in any number of ways, and you would never have known it until it was too late! Get this through your head, boy: these forces are not for playing with. So until you know exactly what you're doing, leave them alone unless one of us is there to watch your back for you and bail you out when you muck it up. Because sooner or later you will. We've all done that at some time or another, and you're not going to be any different."
"Gentle, my love," Irya said, putting her hand on Ayden's. "This is hard enough for him as it is."
Ayden sighed, then smiled ruefully.
"I know. I'm sorry, Galen," he said. "I'm just concerned."
"We all are," Irya said. "And remember that we're all in this together, Galen. We'll make sure everything will be alright."
"That might prove to be challenging," Serana said dryly. "Galen seems to have a particular talent for getting himself into trouble. That's a dangerous trait for a mage."
Ayden nodded glumly, and something briefly flashed behind his eyes, something that was more than just concern. Suddenly, with that familiar certainty that he could never explain, Galen realized that Ayden had lost someone that way. Another apprentice, maybe?
"I'm sorry," he said. "I don't want to be a problem."
"You're not," Ayden said softly. "Please, continue."
"Alright. As I said, I wasn't feeling very careful at the time. I tried to... move around a little. My mind, I mean. Right up to then it had just been happening all by itself, you know? So I tried to control it. And it worked. I could... move, kind of, although I wasn't actually moving. It was more like I could simply go from one place to another without crossing the space in between. That's not quite it, though... I'm not sure how to describe it, exactly."
"It's called translation," Serana said. "It's a very efficient way of moving your awareness around. It's also extremely dangerous."
"Dangerous? How?"
"It's dangerous because the mind knows no bounds, Galen. So it can move around on an impulse, whether the path to its destination is clear or not. That's a lot like trying to jump across a ravine without first looking how wide it is or what's on the other side. Sometimes you're lucky and it works out alright. The rest of the time you're not, and then it doesn't."
"I see... I think," Galen said slowly. "Then I'm glad I didn't move very far. Once I'd gotten the hang of it a little, I... expanded, I suppose the word is. I spread myself over a wider area..."
"How wide?" Serana interrupted.
"I'm not sure," Galen said.
"Not too far, obviously," Ayden remarked. "Or you wouldn't be sitting here right now."
"Oh?"
"If you spread yourself too thin, there's not enough left of you to keep your consciousness in one place."
"What happens then?"
"It dissipates," Serana said bluntly. "Your body is left behind, empty. Still breathing, heart still beating, but empty. With the mind gone, the body dies a few days later. And that's it."
"It... disappears? Oh. I guess I didn't know that," Galen said.